Current Events > Do you remember every insult a person has given you for no reason

(+) Yeah! (+)

Wouldn't even be possible to remember the ones from today, honestly.

Only if it's a good one.

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How I do I achieve the goal of uncaring?!

Only the harsh ones.

My oldest sister probably doesn't think I remember but I do, if she ever flips back into bitch mode I'm throwing them back at her :3

My nanas insults throw less weight as of 2021 cos of her conditioni understand and she apologised sometimes
im just crazy over the audacity of people sometimes

I have a disability and was bullied a lot as a kid. It never bothered me then or now. I realized very early that:

1.People who are mean have the problem, not you;

2.You can choose whether to let people have power over you or not. I can count on two hands the people in this world who can say things that mean something to me. I dont give a damn what anyone else thinks.

I would be a shut in forever if I had it in me but i need to speak to people about things! I like to hear people speak with their nice voice and i reciprocate in kind

Combination of the last two

I doubt I've ever been seriously insulted

Oh only the harshest and in text form

I remember how the harshest of insults made me feel, so I do care, but I don't remember the specific content of those insults.

JS2 posted...

My nanas insults throw less weight as of 2021 cos of her conditioni understand and she apologised sometimes
im just crazy over the audacity of people sometimes

So this is Felicia.

Westernwolf4 posted...

I have a disability and was bullied a lot as a kid. It never bothered me then or now. I realized very early that:

1.People who are mean have the problem, not you;

2.You can choose whether to let people have power over you or not. I can count on two hands the people in this world who can say things that mean something to me. I dont give a damn what anyone else thinks.

my generalists list top being irrelevant bottom being harshest
Insults on gamefaqs is bottom tier
youtube insults cos my videos are bad is a little higher
people I regularly see or look up to on gamefaqs insults
YouTuber I like insult
random man in public
random woman in public (not sexist Im gay but women opinions anecdotally hurt more
school students any school level includes college
school teachers
Friend acquaintances
2 of my close friends
my fav friend
Family kinda not my nana because of her condition

murrica posted...

So this is Felicia.

i dont know?
vague answer because of an obvious reason you can think of

I doubt tc is felicia they have totally different personalities

Ratchetrockon posted...

I doubt tc is felicia they have totally different personalities

This Felicia poster has a nana who solo raised him same as me thats why i defend I guess.

joke. maybe. you can tell im joking because my paranoid thoughts is thinking if I behave too honest I go on my way

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I faked happiness and that got me not far. Ok mindset goals say if you desire happiness and think of your goals and desires and fun hobbies it does help. I was toxic about it and bottled my negative emotions never letting anything upset me until the insult. I did say I had inconsistent confidence leading to people calling my bullshit when I was literally just more comfortable speaking less as I did school

Jeez how bitter would you have to be to remember every single insult? You gotta learn to let shit go.

I remember a couple, mostly the funny ones. I had a friend call me a ball once.

"Devsman, you ball."

Couldn't stop laughing.

One of my professors (who is now my boss) told me I write like Ulysses. I was simultaneously offended and amused.

RetuenOfDevsman posted...

Jeez how bitter would you have to be to remember every single insult? You gotta learn to let shit go.

I remember a couple, mostly the funny ones. I had a friend call me a ball once.

"Devsman, you ball."

Couldn't stop laughing.

Someoene called me a squirrel from my face when she genuinely complimentted me on something and she continued it and I kept unintentionally doing it I said in another topic about my cheeks idk I cant see my cheeks as I do it unless in a mirror lol. i was so embarrassed but its pleasing to remember now

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Ah reading it back and your response makes me look like I was saying it as a jab but I just quoted cos your post reminded me of that

God I hate my impulsive quick thinking!!
every time I see myself be public about that insult my rapid thought are running saying
you asked for it
youre behaviour was the reason
thats not a bad insult anyway Id rather that than a fist fight
i dont believe but its on my nerves really bad

It certainly is an art to make posts that are maximum cringe

MarcoRubio posted...

It certainly is an art to make posts that are maximum cringe

Rather it be cringe art than nothing or being an art critic with no skill and rude about the arts
colours
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/2/2bba9fff.jpg

some People know Im off my meds
I think exactly the same but clearer and easier.

is it a total coincidence my confidence went up as I stopped and took small steps on honesty a while after I stopped!?
id rather completely unintentionally over stand my boundaries on how I behave and learn improving my function conversing than be how I was on medication where i told no one I felt gay even and now I told my cousin with a family im gay and he seemed accepting like my opinion on him I believed he would accept anyway

i went from a doormat listener irl to a venter on here and I talk casually with people either in person or text. My nana said I look and act better I trust it

I read this line of thinking I made

im invested in gamefaqs more than usual despite awareness of real life bonds being more important but its still me being depressed over the general opinion of me
random ce users thoughts who I dont remember but still think of the words because of how I have to be on decent terms with everyone in real life despite the impossibilities.
my need to be liked and not sensing hate (constructive criticism is cool) is like a mental illness in itself with how i tune news out its fusing with my online self despite the hopelessness even more of every online unfiltered users who can spread hate for fun with no repercussions

i believe my crush on the therapist is a mix of a few things that overpowered me

he seems to know where Im coming from when I talk
he has seen my nana firsthand tell me her opinion when she is mad from the past situation.
He told me with tenderness in his voice as he touched my shoulder that i can truly rely on him anytime i need him (aaaa hes perfect)
Maybe maybe im crazy for saying this and its racism but both of our races are half black and white
He and my friend girl continued doing the same gestures on approaching me for chats unprompted she online and him in person.
maybe my feelings are unfairly biased cos of that for him despite how its unfair since the man has age experience and my friend isnt a confidence builder hired

Thinking of me being mood swingey....
Am I sounding inconsistent and quick to change emotions? I will read something that triggers some emotion like a Relatable situation or disagreed response to the situation and feel it for a short while respond on it then get over it too quickly I feel...
This has to be a link to my lack of people grudges on anybody who treated me shitty. I'm aware it's wrong af but why be grudging about it? Life feels easier with forgiveness. I might as well not confront and keep quiet and be kind and then if I'm noticed I will get an apology...
The sex assault accuser said this to me I'm genuinely not lying
https://gamefaqs.gamespot.com/a/forum/b/b3e6c6cd.jpg
You are late to responding lol this happened in 2017....I didn't spot the comment til as you can see in this image. And replied with a passive comment....should I have been so soft on something changing the trajectory of my life here...?

Well it's nice I never hinted at being bothered. I stopped coming to school like a week after he said it so it must be obvious but ughhhh I can't be mad hating him he has changed as a person with how he talks on facebook
I changed and he's changed unrecognisable as people we were in highschool....!

I've had someone apologize to me on FB for something they believed they did to me but I dont recall lol. I think they got the wrong person or misremembered our dynamic idk.

So that sex accuser guy never apologized? Wtf

I'm often called an asshole, but it's only towards people that I'm purposefully mean towards because I don't like them. I'm not upset by it in any way.

Ratchetrockon posted...

I've had someone apologize to me on FB for something they believed they did to me but I dont recall lol. I think they got the wrong person or misremembered our dynamic idk.

So that sex accuser guy never apologized? Wtf

You don't understand this complexity. He can't bring this up because if he said
"I am sorry very much"
I could have moved on and he is opening the wound again or I remember it as if I'd forgotten triggering me again
"Are you doing fine"
Much better imo it's showing concern he cares! without reopening my wound.
He was so like me he oversteps boundaries all the time, I think I'm adhd cos he is....
He did good Imo because he's not been made clear I cracked up from his words 100 percent

I made the trap of not telling him and he still went through apologising cos he's nicer than as a kid who called people animals corresponding to their race.
Im nothing like that in that aspect but maybe I stopping confident talking with this guy led to this maybe but I still think me being mad at myself is idiotic he's wrong but he learned and grew up

Oh and the date he messaged was 26th February I accidentally cropped wrong

Gonna add I was in the phase of not uploading photos of myself in 2023 and having a meme pic so there's no pics of me so that could have been a guilt factor. I took pics just not uploading

I feel like I was shackled down but I'm feeling floaty.
I'm 99% sure this is the effect of
being tired

Do you got class tomorrow?

Ratchetrockon posted...

Do you got class tomorrow

Wednesday next week I go back. Nervous but eager. I have no friends in that college. Yet.
Well I'm really incredibly proud how talkative I am to these 2 women teachers. It took me like my therapist consistently using different tactics of conversation to easy engage my interest and I was random on how talkative I was for like a year. September 2023 college and I started being comfortable in December

My internet cut out as I was editing the post might as well just stop begging for it to come back on and re type on my phone
Theres 2 men students I love the vibe of in my class
A game developer and Artist
nobody is talking on break idk were all shy. we dont know conversation starters
well the teachers decided to do a board game and card game day on Friday break time its 100% optional but we all willingly agreed to it? Me and game dev have Been since September and the artist came in like December iirc. Anyway i was gobsmacked at the 2. Games and the behaviour one man teachrer was playing too I Should add
game dev guy was instantly invested and talking smack saying he will win and me and the artist were just silently judging hi- ok I was for sure Idk the artists thinking though. The artist guy was like tired and saying hes confused same feeling as me but the game dev caught on fast. wtf where is this silent mans gremlin energy coming from? Hes so cocky!? He didnt speak to anybody before this besides the teachers when spoken to.
wtf is this real life Cyno Genshin impact?
cyno has work mode and friend mode and I saw such a behaviour change from game dev I never expected!
I was strategise attempting to get as many sheep and bricks. Game dev said he wanted to negotiate and give him a brick he needed to win a point!
I just smirked idk why and said nooooo like a gay man does in movies but extra quietly and it didnt come out as gay sounding but I was laughing at this.
i realise I hyper focus on the game dev but earlier the artist complimented my work and it touched me a bit im dying to talk more and strike a conversation but Easter break and its been like a bit so the passed time might have weakened the experience of feeling comfy start being friends

nice a pleasant post that has nothing to do with my past and potential changes for my future!!

I just realised how I made a crazy illogical blunder I just caught that makes 0 sense.
i was losing weight after he said that, he kicked me into me losing weight!
I stayed in school for as long as until I became skinny af from my mental disorder. He saw me getting skinnieryikes I must have plugged the idea into my head a week later to do that idiot stunt. Ok well with that in mind this makes waaaaaayyyy more sense because I was losing weight in front of my class and it was noticed and I took concerns super wrong and its kinda weird how I remember 0 teacher concerns just my friends concerns..he must feel shitty and i feel shitty as well as embarrassed

what happened to super felicia?

pikakaeru posted...

what happened to super felicia?

I cant tell you that

ok on further inspection Im making treating this place like a person diary too strong I will stop now