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Rikishi
03/19/23 6:16:31 PM
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Yeah just started to feel some down today, quite sad. Right now a little overwhelmed trying to clear my mind . Well I'll tell you something if you don't mind, to see what you think of the subject. Recent on YouTube I was watching something about funeral parlors and morgues.

And well in some scenes it showed the people when they were dead and already formaldehyde and dressed up for their funerals in casket. And I recognized something again that I hate so badly. The person the way their skin was. One of the worst feelings I ever had in life was funerals for family.

At the casket when touching them they feel like ice and concrete. They are hard and cold. And I don't want to experience that anymore in life. I know I'll probably have to do sadly one day again. But just seeing the way the people in the caskets looked fake almost, it brought me back to the feeling.

I see the people there and I'm like come on they can't just be cold and hard like that. They were just here with us recently being warm and soft. It has to be some kind of joke. A wax figure of the person or something. But unfortunately that is not the case
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Rikishi
03/19/23 6:16:49 PM
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Yeah I do. Like watching the different series about creepy things found around the Internet. I probably went through all 10 videos that nexpo has done on YouTube for such subject. Seen so many creepy strange things that shouldn't be happening in the world. But yeah the morgue documentary showing how they put the make up and clothes and style the person's looks so they can be in an open casket just really sucked
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Rikishi
03/19/23 6:32:21 PM
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I keep thinking of my mom being in the casket. I'll go crazy I feel. Or if something happened to my best friend and he was like that there. Why did their blood need to turn to ice. I would give any of my blood if I could only warm them back up
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Rikishi
03/19/23 6:43:33 PM
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Ha yes you are right. I still don't know what my mom will actually choose if a day comes when she is close to dying. Sometimes she tells me in a half serious way that she wants to be cremated, because she doesn't wanna be buried underground with the worms and all around her. Which sounds a bit silly since she would be dead and not feel such things down there, yet at the same time it's a serious comment
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Rikishi
03/19/23 6:48:12 PM
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Yeah it's crazy expensive. Which is really strange in many ways. I think of all the people in the world who couldn't even afford a cemetery headstone for their loved one
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Rikishi
03/20/23 9:05:51 AM
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Bump to see who else has such feelings
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Rikishi
03/20/23 11:02:17 AM
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A cold sweat is a sign of sudden, significant stress, which could be physical or psychological in origin, or a combination of the two.

Anxiety disorders: Cold sweats can be a symptom of panic attacks, social anxiety, and generalized anxiety. Individuals who experience cold sweats, along with increasing and, at times, overwhelming levels of anxiety, should see a specialist to explore treatment options.

^ this is what happened to me today. I am having cold sweats since I woke up. I don't need to seek treatment since im already in therapy for mental health disorders. But yeah I got myself way too upset yesterday and I guess this is what happened to my body today
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