Current Events > I'm on the verge of mental breakdown, CE.

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my mother died two days ago, i was able to holding back for the last two days and let my mind preoccupied by doing something, but a topic in CE made me think of nothing else but her.

I locked myself in my room and cried my heart out for an hour, but now i am afraid to go outside.

right now im trying to get myself together and posting in many sites i visited to keep my mind occupied, but everything keep remind me of my mom.

I'm not asking for anything, i just want to vent out on everywhere, including this site.
sorry to make you read my rant. you can ignore me or the topic if it made you upset.

I'm sorry for your loss, sometimes i think its good to just let it all out

Things will get easier in time, and it's okay to feel this way right now. I'll check back to just talk about whatever if you wanna distract your mind.

Vent away man. I can't imagine what you're going through, but it's valid and you deserve to grieve. I'm just sorry you have to.

I'm really sorry for your loss, TC.

and yea, if ranting, lashing out, or just sharing how you feel helps you in any way, then I say go for it.

So sorry for your loss. Keep yourself occupied any way you can. Do you have a favorite game you can play?

Sorry about your loss. Do you have any family or friends to confide in?

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I mean, if someone suffered a similar loss I could reasonably see them being upset. Just not at OP.

I'm Sorry for your loss. my mom died a couple of years ago my advice is just let yourself grieve. for me it came in waves and it sucked but it does get better after some time. Anyone that has an issue with you grieving needs to give you space.

zypvashna6 posted...

I'm Sorry for your loss. my mom died a couple of years ago my advice is just let yourself grieve. for me it came in waves and it sucked but it does get better after some time. Anyone that has an issue with you grieving needs to give you space.

Good post
Lost my dad and only brother, a lot of us have been where you are at and people here can be very supportive.

So sorry for your loss. Behind the facade of nonsense there are some sincerely warm-hearted people here.

If things get too bad, please call a hotline or see someone. These kinds of feelings are no joke.

It's normal to feel this sad. Especially this close afterwards. Also, post 11 is VERY true.

Don't beat yourself up over how you're feeling.

If you have any family close by, spend some time with them. Help them grieve and let them help you, too. If not, call and talk with your friends and family. Seriously, TALK. Just the sound of another human being who cares will help.

My condolences TC.