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GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 4:41:02 PM #1:	Or not. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688289] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Or not.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dakimakura 01/07/23 4:46:52 PM #2:	What are you doing with your life? --- This is signature Not waste of data at all <cite>Dakimakura posted [p:970688405] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>What are you doing with your life?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Sariana21 01/07/23 4:47:52 PM #4:	Why are you choosing not to do anything with your life? --- ___ Sari, Mom to DS (07/04) and DD (01/08); Pronouns: she/her/hers <cite>Sariana21 posted [p:970688418] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Why are you choosing not to do anything with your life?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
VampireCoyote 01/07/23 4:48:48 PM #5:	Why should you? --- She/her <cite>VampireCoyote posted [p:970688436] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Why should you?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
HBOSS 01/07/23 4:50:24 PM #6:	"Life, i wonder would it take me under i dunno..." -from if i ruled the world' by nas escobar --- You don't stop playing because you grow old, You grow old because you stop playing <cite>HBOSS posted [p:970688462] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>"Life, i wonderwould it take me underi dunno..."-from if i ruled the world' by nas escobar</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 4:53:44 PM #7:	Dakimakura posted... What are you doing with your life? Nothing, like I just said, >.< [LFAQs-redacted-quote] I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life. Sariana21 posted... Why are you choosing not to do anything with your life? It's less of a choice and more that it's just what comes automatically. It's too hard for me to do anything, and it's easier to just remain in the same place even if i'm very unhappy, x.x VampireCoyote posted... Why should you? To make improvements in my life, but pretty much everything seems unrealistic and generally unobtainable. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688526] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Dakimakura posted... </cite><quote>What are you doing with your life?</quote>Nothing, like I just said, >.<<cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life.Sariana21 posted... </cite><quote>Why are you choosing not to do anything with your life?</quote>It's less of a choice and more that it's just what comes automatically. It's too hard for me to do anything, and it's easier to just remain in the same place even if i'm very unhappy, x.xVampireCoyote posted... </cite><quote>Why should you?</quote>To make improvements in my life, but pretty much everything seems unrealistic and generally unobtainable. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Big_Nabendu 01/07/23 4:55:51 PM #8:	Lol You so silly Favorite food --- The embrace of the Dark is gentle. Let it absorb your sorrows, forever. \[T]/ Owner of the 500 board and Leader of sunbro board GT Nabendu <cite>Big_Nabendu posted [p:970688562] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Lol You so silly Favorite food</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:06:37 PM #9:	Big_Nabendu posted... Lol You so silly Favorite food That's a bit of a tough one, >.< . I love all kinds of different foods, but... I guess if I had to pick any one thing, maybe chicken wings? I really like them a lot. In terms of dessert... I love ice cream. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688765] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Big_Nabendu posted... </cite><quote>Lol You so silly Favorite food</quote>That's a bit of a tough one, >.< . I love all kinds of different foods, but... I guess if I had to pick any one thing, maybe chicken wings? I really like them a lot.In terms of dessert... I love ice cream. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
AmericaTheBrave 01/07/23 5:08:45 PM #10:	Why don't you just marry rich --- https://imgur.com/h74Kc6W <cite>AmericaTheBrave posted [p:970688800] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Why don't you just marry rich</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:11:24 PM #11:	AmericaTheBrave posted... Why don't you just marry rich I'm already more than content with the man that i'm with, x.x . He's as poor as dirt, but I consider him my soulmate, so... --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688850] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>AmericaTheBrave posted... </cite><quote>Why don't you just marry rich</quote>I'm already more than content with the man that i'm with, x.x . He's as poor as dirt, but I consider him my soulmate, so...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Klaus343 01/07/23 5:13:46 PM #12:	How do you afford to live? --- Pentium 1 @ 133mhz, AT Motherboard, 48 edo RAM, ATI Mach 64 GX 2mb PCI Graphics card, Seagate 402mb HDD, 20x CD Rom, Dataflex ISA Modem (28.8Kps), Windows 95 C <cite>Klaus343 posted [p:970688895] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>How do you afford to live? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:15:38 PM #14:	@AbdulCarter I already responded to your post. Klaus343 posted... How do you afford to live? Parents. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688919] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>@AbdulCarter I already responded to your post.Klaus343 posted... </cite><quote>How do you afford to live?</quote>Parents.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:18:41 PM #16:	[LFAQs-redacted-quote] GrandConjuraton posted... I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970688984] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote><cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life.</quote></quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Atralis 01/07/23 5:21:45 PM #17:	Do you have a drivers license? Have you considered getting into something with minimal human interaction and a lower barrier to entry like being a delivery driver with one of those apps? Even a small step out of the house can lead to bigger things. <cite>Atralis posted [p:970689046] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote> Do you have a drivers license? Have you considered getting into something with minimal human interaction and a lower barrier to entry like being a delivery driver with one of those apps? Even a small step out of the house can lead to bigger things.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:24:55 PM #18:	Atralis posted... Do you have a drivers license? Have you considered getting into something with minimal human interaction and a lower barrier to entry like being a delivery driver with one of those apps? Even a small step out of the house can lead to bigger things. I had one, but it expired last month. I can't/won't get it renewed because Kentucky won't allow me to properly reflect my identity on a driver's license despite social security recognizing me as who I am, so it would be too dehumanizing and humiliating to have the wrong license. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970689114] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Atralis posted... </cite><quote>Do you have a drivers license? Have you considered getting into something with minimal human interaction and a lower barrier to entry like being a delivery driver with one of those apps? Even a small step out of the house can lead to bigger things.</quote>I had one, but it expired last month. I can't/won't get it renewed because Kentucky won't allow me to properly reflect my identity on a driver's license despite social security recognizing me as who I am, so it would be too dehumanizing and humiliating to have the wrong license. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ShadowMan033 01/07/23 5:27:57 PM #19:	GrandConjuraton posted... Nothing, like I just said, >.< I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life. It's less of a choice and more that it's just what comes automatically. It's too hard for me to do anything, and it's easier to just remain in the same place even if i'm very unhappy, x.x To make improvements in my life, but pretty much everything seems unrealistic and generally unobtainable. How have your parents (I assume you live with your parents) justified being OK with allowing you to do that. For example, my parents told us (I am one of five siblings) the end of summer after your senior year of high school is checkout time. They wouldnt have allowed us to remain at home much less remain at home not doing anything --- LSU Tigers - 2019 National Champions 1958, 2003, 2007, 2019 <cite>ShadowMan033 posted [p:970689181] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted...</cite><quote>Nothing, like I just said, >.<I've been out school for almost a decade (May will make a full ten years), and I haven't done anything that could be considered noteworthy by almost anyone. I've been a shut-in for the majority of those years, and I haven't done anything like work, go to college, etc; i've mostly just wallowed in depression and general self-pity. There is no direction in my life.It's less of a choice and more that it's just what comes automatically. It's too hard for me to do anything, and it's easier to just remain in the same place even if i'm very unhappy, x.xTo make improvements in my life, but pretty much everything seems unrealistic and generally unobtainable. </quote>How have your parents (I assume you live with your parents) justified being OK with allowing you to do that. For example, my parents told us (I am one of five siblings) the end of summer after your senior year of high school is checkout time. They wouldnt have allowed us to remain at home much less remain at home not doing anything</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Klaus343 01/07/23 5:31:43 PM #20:	GrandConjuraton posted... Parents. What's your plans for if/when they can't? --- Pentium 1 @ 133mhz, AT Motherboard, 48 edo RAM, ATI Mach 64 GX 2mb PCI Graphics card, Seagate 402mb HDD, 20x CD Rom, Dataflex ISA Modem (28.8Kps), Windows 95 C <cite>Klaus343 posted [p:970689263] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>Parents.</quote>What's your plans for if/when they can't?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:33:21 PM #21:	ShadowMan033 posted... How have your parents, I assume you live with your parents, justified being OK with allowing you to do that. For example, my parents told us, I am one of five siblings, they told us, the end of summer after your senior year of high school is checkout time. They wouldnt have allowed us to remain at home much less remain at home not doing anything Because not all parents are yours? Mine know how much my mental health issues cripple me and keep me from enjoying even day to day life, let alone being able to function in an even somewhat healthy fashion. They know that I would die on my own and wouldn't have the motivation to take care of myself otherwise. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970689293] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>ShadowMan033 posted... </cite><quote>How have your parents, I assume you live with your parents, justified being OK with allowing you to do that. For example, my parents told us, I am one of five siblings, they told us, the end of summer after your senior year of high school is checkout time. They wouldnt have allowed us to remain at home much less remain at home not doing anything</quote>Because not all parents are yours?Mine know how much my mental health issues cripple me and keep me from enjoying even day to day life, let alone being able to function in an even somewhat healthy fashion. They know that I would die on my own and wouldn't have the motivation to take care of myself otherwise.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
NeonTentacles 01/07/23 5:33:59 PM #22:	GrandConjuraton posted... I had one, but it expired last month. I can't/won't get it renewed because Kentucky won't allow me to properly reflect my identity on a driver's license despite social security recognizing me as who I am, so it would be too dehumanizing and humiliating to have the wrong license. I would say just suck it up and renew anyway >_> You probably need a driver's license to do anything that would help progress you out of this rut, if you want to improve your life. Don't let some plastic card define you. It only has as much power over you as you allow it to have. --- https://imgur.com/aMaI3hj https://imgur.com/7PsdJNc https://imgur.com/eK8vZVn https://imgur.com/u2HR4nG https://imgur.com/nQGM5cZ <cite>NeonTentacles posted [p:970689302] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>I had one, but it expired last month. I can't/won't get it renewed because Kentucky won't allow me to properly reflect my identity on a driver's license despite social security recognizing me as who I am, so it would be too dehumanizing and humiliating to have the wrong license.</quote>I would say just suck it up and renew anyway >_> You probably need a driver's license to do anything that would help progress you out of this rut, if you want to improve your life. Don't let some plastic card define you. It only has as much power over you as you allow it to have.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 5:34:58 PM #23:	Klaus343 posted... What's your plans for if/when they can't? Fiance. Otherwise, i'm fine with becoming animal food and feeding the worms. I'm not going to make an active effort to end my own life, but I don't see any inherit value in living, either, so... whatever happens to me will happen. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970689328] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Klaus343 posted... </cite><quote>What's your plans for if/when they can't?</quote>Fiance.Otherwise, i'm fine with becoming animal food and feeding the worms. I'm not going to make an active effort to end my own life, but I don't see any inherit value in living, either, so... whatever happens to me will happen. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 9:30:20 PM #24:	Bump --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970693762] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Bump</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Atralis 01/07/23 10:07:05 PM #25:	GrandConjuraton posted... Fiance. ... You have a fiance? <cite>Atralis posted [p:970694501] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>Fiance....</quote> You have a fiance? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Big_Nabendu 01/07/23 10:31:50 PM #26:	You in Kentucky? --- The embrace of the Dark is gentle. Let it absorb your sorrows, forever. \[T]/ Owner of the 500 board and Leader of sunbro board GT Nabendu <cite>Big_Nabendu posted [p:970695025] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>You in Kentucky?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 10:41:10 PM #27:	Atralis posted... You have a fiance? Yeah. Big_Nabendu posted... You in Kentucky? Unfortunately, :/ . I wish I could leave, but... --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970695239] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Atralis posted... </cite><quote>You have a fiance?</quote>Yeah.Big_Nabendu posted... </cite><quote>You in Kentucky?</quote>Unfortunately, :/ . I wish I could leave, but...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
yemmy 01/07/23 10:42:08 PM #28:	I'm kinda in the same boat, just living off money I had saved up from my last job, but it is running out so I gotta get back in the workforce I'm not looking forward to it tbh, but likely that is because my last job sucked really bad. I just gotta find a job I actually like doing. --- p226 <cite>yemmy posted [p:970695258] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>I'm kinda in the same boat, just living off money I had saved up from my last job, but it is running out so I gotta get back in the workforce I'm not looking forward to it tbh, but likely that is because my last job sucked really bad. I just gotta find a job I actually like doing. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Atralis 01/07/23 10:58:55 PM #29:	GrandConjuraton posted... Yeah. Unfortunately, :/ . I wish I could leave, but... How do you have a fiance as a shut in with no job? How did you even meet this person? <cite>Atralis posted [p:970695621] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>Yeah.Unfortunately, :/ . I wish I could leave, but...</quote> How do you have a fiance as a shut in with no job? How did you even meet this person?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
VampireCoyote 01/07/23 11:01:12 PM #30:	GrandConjuraton posted... Fiance. Otherwise, i'm fine with becoming animal food and feeding the worms. I'm not going to make an active effort to end my own life, but I don't see any inherit value in living, either, so... whatever happens to me will happen. start making a living for yourself and I promise youll feel better im just a delivery driver but Im so much happier than I was when I wasnt working, it would make me so depressed --- She/her <cite>VampireCoyote posted [p:970695679] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>Fiance.Otherwise, i'm fine with becoming animal food and feeding the worms. I'm not going to make an active effort to end my own life, but I don't see any inherit value in living, either, so... whatever happens to me will happen.</quote>start making a living for yourself and I promise youll feel betterim just a delivery driver but Im so much happier than I was when I wasnt working, it would make me so depressed</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 11:03:57 PM #31:	Atralis posted... How do you have a fiance as a shut in with no job? How did you even meet this person? Online dating. VampireCoyote posted... start making a living for yourself and I promise youll feel better im just a delivery driver but Im so much happier than I was when I wasnt working, it would make me so depressed I don't have any way of making a living for myself, :/ --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970695737] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Atralis posted... </cite><quote>How do you have a fiance as a shut in with no job? How did you even meet this person?</quote>Online dating.VampireCoyote posted... </cite><quote>start making a living for yourself and I promise youll feel betterim just a delivery driver but Im so much happier than I was when I wasnt working, it would make me so depressed</quote>I don't have any way of making a living for myself, :/</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
FarmFox 01/07/23 11:24:07 PM #32:	Your top 5 albums of 2022? --- wuewuewuewuewuewue <cite>FarmFox posted [p:970696178] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Your top 5 albums of 2022?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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GrandConjuraton 01/07/23 11:59:52 PM #34:	FarmFox posted... Your top 5 albums of 2022? I made a topic about my favorite albums of 2022 a week or two ago, so I assume you didn't see it, >.< . I still have the text of it, so I can post it here again: 2022 was a great year for music, and i'd been constantly modifying my ongoing favorites list all throughout the year, x.x . There were tons of releases that I loved, but I don't feel it's helpful to make a list and then have way too many items on it... that being said, I tried to keep my own favorite albums list to just twenty items, so it was pretty hard to narrow them all down and decide what deserved a place the most. Aside from the top two items, in no particular order: Albums Vexes - Imagine What We Could Destroy (If Only Given Time) (Alternative Metal) White Ward - False Light (Black Metal) Cave In - Heavy Pendulum (Sludge Metal) Moodring - Stargazer (Alternative Metal) Tomarum - Ash In Realms of Stone Icons (Progressive Black Metal) The Callous Daoboys - Celebrity Therapist (Mathcore) Bloodywood - Rak Shak (???) Spell - Tragic Magic (Heavy Metal) Atlantic - Torrents (Black Metal) Soilwork - Overgivenheten (Melodic Death Metal) Blind Guardian - The God Machine (Power Metal) Wailin' Storms - The Silver Snake Unfolds (Doom Rock) Autonesis - Moon of Foul Magics (Black Thrash Metal) The Halo Effect - Days of the Lost (Melodic Death Metal) Elder - Innate Passage (Progressive Rock) Antecantamentum - Saturnine December (Black Metal) Wake - Thought Form Descent (Blackened Death Metal) Dr. Acula - Dr. Acula (Deathcore) Stormruler - Sacred Rites and Black Magick (Black Metal) Chrome Ghost - House of Falling Ash (Doom Metal) EPs Epica - The Alchemy Project (Symphonic Power Metal) Capsule 9 - Take As Prescribed (Alternative/Shoegaze) Deathfiend - Beyond Life (Death Metal) Limbs - Coma Year (Metalcore) Au-Dessus - Mend (Progressive Black Metal) Sobriquet - Apotheosis (Metalcore) Blissing Stratus - Towards the Lonely Wind (Black Metal) Sadness - Motionless, Watching You (Blackgaze) Picking my album of the year was a really hard choice... both top contenders came out around roughly the same time, and for the longest time, I wasn't really sure which one I was going to pick. Time has passed since then (roughly six months), and I think I can decide now: Imagine What We Could Destroy (If Only Given Time). False Light is in some regards a more artistic triumph, but I can't help but be impressed with how much Vexes stepped their game up from their last release (which failed to make much of an impression on me beyond a song or two). Their album is one I find myself revisiting much more and is going to have much greater staying power for me in comparison. The most unique thing i've listened to this year is (without a doubt), Rakshak by Bloodywood, though. I find it to have so many different elements that it defies characterization, and yet, it all blends together so seamlessly. It deftly combines a hefty dose of Indian influence with with metal and even rap into one seamless package, and i've never heard anything quite like it. Also worthy of a special note is The Alchemy Project, by Epica. They never quite caught my eye in the past, but after I saw how many different musicians I recognized that they collaborated (some of which that I love, like Bjorn Strid from Soilwork and Tommy Karevik from Kamelot/Seventh Wonder), I knew I couldn't pass it up... and boy, did it not disappoint. Everyone was in top form, and I can see myself listening to this for a long time. [LFAQs-redacted-quote] Very little, i'm afraid. There's not much that I actually like, x.x . I fill my time eating (which encourages my maladaptive behavior in the form of habitual purging to counteract potential weight gain), playing gacha games (which also preys on my poor impulse control and encourages gambling), and sleeping, mostly... otherwise, I like music, like horses (it's only been a recent interest, though, and i've never actually been able to ride one), and trying to get social interaction. If I were rich, I can't imagine much being different other than being able to actually live with my fiance, having a large amount of land with horses of my own, and having a bigger music and game collection. I don't place a lot of inherent value on money... --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970696794] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>FarmFox posted... </cite><quote>Your top 5 albums of 2022?</quote>I made a topic about my favorite albums of 2022 a week or two ago, so I assume you didn't see it, >.< . I still have the text of it, so I can post it here again:2022 was a great year for music, and i'd been constantly modifying my ongoing favorites list all throughout the year, x.x . There were tons of releases that I loved, but I don't feel it's helpful to make a list and then have way too many items on it... that being said, I tried to keep my own favorite albums list to just twenty items, so it was pretty hard to narrow them all down and decide what deserved a place the most. Aside from the top two items, in no particular order:AlbumsVexes - Imagine What We Could Destroy (If Only Given Time) (Alternative Metal)White Ward - False Light (Black Metal)Cave In - Heavy Pendulum (Sludge Metal)Moodring - Stargazer (Alternative Metal)Tomarum - Ash In Realms of Stone Icons (Progressive Black Metal)The Callous Daoboys - Celebrity Therapist (Mathcore)Bloodywood - Rak Shak (???)Spell - Tragic Magic (Heavy Metal)Atlantic - Torrents (Black Metal)Soilwork - Overgivenheten (Melodic Death Metal)Blind Guardian - The God Machine (Power Metal)Wailin' Storms - The Silver Snake Unfolds (Doom Rock)Autonesis - Moon of Foul Magics (Black Thrash Metal)The Halo Effect - Days of the Lost (Melodic Death Metal)Elder - Innate Passage (Progressive Rock)Antecantamentum - Saturnine December (Black Metal)Wake - Thought Form Descent (Blackened Death Metal)Dr. Acula - Dr. Acula (Deathcore)Stormruler - Sacred Rites and Black Magick (Black Metal)Chrome Ghost - House of Falling Ash (Doom Metal)EPsEpica - The Alchemy Project (Symphonic Power Metal)Capsule 9 - Take As Prescribed (Alternative/Shoegaze)Deathfiend - Beyond Life (Death Metal)Limbs - Coma Year (Metalcore)Au-Dessus - Mend (Progressive Black Metal)Sobriquet - Apotheosis (Metalcore)Blissing Stratus - Towards the Lonely Wind (Black Metal)Sadness - Motionless, Watching You (Blackgaze)Picking my album of the year was a really hard choice... both top contenders came out around roughly the same time, and for the longest time, I wasn't really sure which one I was going to pick. Time has passed since then (roughly six months), and I think I can decide now: Imagine What We Could Destroy (If Only Given Time). False Light is in some regards a more artistic triumph, but I can't help but be impressed with how much Vexes stepped their game up from their last release (which failed to make much of an impression on me beyond a song or two). Their album is one I find myself revisiting much more and is going to have much greater staying power for me in comparison.The most unique thing i've listened to this year is (without a doubt), Rakshak by Bloodywood, though. I find it to have so many different elements that it defies characterization, and yet, it all blends together so seamlessly. It deftly combines a hefty dose of Indian influence with with metal and even rap into one seamless package, and i've never heard anything quite like it.Also worthy of a special note is The Alchemy Project, by Epica. They never quite caught my eye in the past, but after I saw how many different musicians I recognized that they collaborated (some of which that I love, like Bjorn Strid from Soilwork and Tommy Karevik from Kamelot/Seventh Wonder), I knew I couldn't pass it up... and boy, did it not disappoint. Everyone was in top form, and I can see myself listening to this for a long time.<cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> Very little, i'm afraid.There's not much that I actually like, x.x . I fill my time eating (which encourages my maladaptive behavior in the form of habitual purging to counteract potential weight gain), playing gacha games (which also preys on my poor impulse control and encourages gambling), and sleeping, mostly... otherwise, I like music, like horses (it's only been a recent interest, though, and i've never actually been able to ride one), and trying to get social interaction. If I were rich, I can't imagine much being different other than being able to actually live with my fiance, having a large amount of land with horses of my own, and having a bigger music and game collection. I don't place a lot of inherent value on money...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Atralis 01/08/23 12:06:10 AM #35:	GrandConjuraton posted... Online dating. I don't have any way of making a living for myself, :/ This is weird to me. I am somewhere on the autism spectrum and am now married (met my spouse through online dating). I couldn't come close to raising up the confidence to even ask enter into that while I was living at home because I had so much self doubt. I was a reasonably fit guy with a well paying job (software engineer) and my own condo before I felt confident enough to put myself out there. <cite>Atralis posted [p:970696922] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>GrandConjuraton posted... </cite><quote>Online dating.I don't have any way of making a living for myself, :/</quote> This is weird to me. I am somewhere on the autism spectrum and am now married (met my spouse through online dating). I couldn't come close to raising up the confidence to even ask enter into that while I was living at home because I had so much self doubt. I was a reasonably fit guy with a well paying job (software engineer) and my own condo before I felt confident enough to put myself out there. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/08/23 12:12:34 AM #36:	Atralis posted... This is weird to me. I am somewhere on the autism spectrum and am now married (met my spouse through online dating). I couldn't come close to raising up the confidence to even ask enter into that while I was living at home because I had so much self doubt. I was a reasonably fit guy with a well paying job (software engineer) and my own condo before I felt confident enough to put myself out there. It's easier for girls to get messaged than guys, though. I didn't really have to do much myself other than make a detailed profile and post some pictures, x.x --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970697034] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Atralis posted... </cite><quote>This is weird to me. I am somewhere on the autism spectrum and am now married (met my spouse through online dating). I couldn't come close to raising up the confidence to even ask enter into that while I was living at home because I had so much self doubt. I was a reasonably fit guy with a well paying job (software engineer) and my own condo before I felt confident enough to put myself out there.</quote>It's easier for girls to get messaged than guys, though. I didn't really have to do much myself other than make a detailed profile and post some pictures, x.x</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/08/23 6:01:17 AM #37:	Bump --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970700342] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Bump</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
BloodMoon7 01/08/23 6:07:37 AM #38:	Why does it take longer to do something the faster you do it? --- My maid will hear about this. <cite>BloodMoon7 posted [p:970700392] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Why does it take longer to do something the faster you do it?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
GrandConjuraton 01/08/23 12:04:47 PM #39:	BloodMoon7 posted... Why does it take longer to do something the faster you do it? I... what? I mean, if it's a complex task, it could invite more chance for error when done too fast, but otherwise, I dunno. --- A story carried by the restless winds, forevermore. https://imgur.com/o21DN7r <cite>GrandConjuraton posted [p:970704833] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>BloodMoon7 posted... </cite><quote>Why does it take longer to do something the faster you do it?</quote>I... what?I mean, if it's a complex task, it could invite more chance for error when done too fast, but otherwise, I dunno. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
FarmFox 01/08/23 11:43:49 PM #40:	Have you ever attempted a metal scream? You arent doing anything from what I read. You can work on being a vocalist for a metal band. Lets say you are a vocalist in a metal band. What would your lyrics be about? --- wuewuewuewuewuewue <cite>FarmFox posted [p:970719683] in I'm not do... [t:80304312]...</cite> <quote>Have you ever attempted a metal scream? You arent doing anything from what I read. You can work on being a vocalist for a metal band. Lets say you are a vocalist in a metal band. What would your lyrics be about?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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