Current Events > I used to frequent CE a lot 5-10 years ago. Does Byron still post?

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He was in love with his cousin and angry about being a virgin

Who?

You were gone for so long and this is the first thing you thought of that compelled you to return?

Wow. I haven't posted here in a long time. I'm surprised anyone here still remembers me. Sadly my life has gotten worse than what I used to complain about on here. Health problems. I guess I could go into more detail if anyone cares to hear.

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damn...I'm really sorry to hear that you went through all of that, and continue to do so.

I remember him.

He was in love with his cousin and angry about being a virgin

I remember him.

Do any of my old friends still come here?

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Okay. Well in March 2021 I got diagnosed with cancer. A few weeks prior I noticed a large mass on my left leg. Turns out it was sarcoma. The doctors have no idea where it came from. I never used drugs or smoked or drank or had sex. In April I had surgery to remove the tumor. Unfortunately it was too late and it had spread to my lungs, kidneys, and the bone in my back. God the back pain was terrible.

So I got several treatments of radiation and chemotherapy. I got chemo from August 2021 to March 2022. It appeared to work. The doctor said that I was in partial remission. So I came off of it. Then 3 months later in June I started feeling sick again. Sure enough it had come back. This time in my stomach. Killing my appetite. I lost 25 pounds. And needed several blood transfusions. Currently I'm back on chemotherapy. It's helping again. My appetite came back. And my back finally stopped hurting.

My left leg is damaged. I had to get radiation on it. That caused the upper part of my thigh on the under bottom to get hard. The doctor said it felt like wood. Because of this I can't straighten my leg out all the way. So when I stand up I'm standing on the top half of my foot. My heel doesn't touch the ground. So I can't run. I can't stand up for long periods of time. I can't walk long distances. And I need a cane.

As for my love life, it's completely non-existent. More so than before. No girl would ever want a guy with cancer, who can barely walk. So there's no point in trying. I haven't deeded in months. I don't see the point. Not having someone to love still bothers me of course. To the point where I shed tears. But I really try not to think about it. Which is why I don't deed. I drown myself in video games to take my mind off of it. That's pretty much it.

Okay. Well in March 2021 I got diagnosed with cancer. A few weeks prior I noticed a large mass on my left leg. Turns out it was sarcoma. The doctors have no idea where it came from. I never used drugs or smoked or drank or had sex. In April I had surgery to remove the tumor. Unfortunately it was too late and it had spread to my lungs, kidneys, and the bone in my back. God the back pain was terrible.

So I got several treatments of radiation and chemotherapy. I got chemo from August 2021 to March 2022. It appeared to work. The doctor said that I was in partial remission. So I came off of it. Then 3 months later in June I started feeling sick again. Sure enough it had come back. This time in my stomach. Killing my appetite. I lost 25 pounds. And needed several blood transfusions. Currently I'm back on chemotherapy. It's helping again. My appetite came back. And my back finally stopped hurting.

My left leg is damaged. I had to get radiation on it. That caused the upper part of my thigh on the under bottom to get hard. The doctor said it felt like wood. Because of this I can't straighten my leg out all the way. So when I stand up I'm standing on the top half of my foot. My heel doesn't touch the ground. So I can't run. I can't stand up for long periods of time. I can't walk long distances. And I need a cane.

As for my love life, it's completely non-existent. More so than before. No girl would ever want a guy with cancer, who can barely walk. So there's no point in trying. I haven't deeded in months. I don't see the point. Not having someone to love still bothers me of course. To the point where I shed tears. But I really try not to think about it. Which is why I don't deed. I drown myself in video games to take my mind off of it. That's pretty much it.

Damn, my mood swung hard from "oh hey I remember him it's cool he @ me--" to "oh shit." condolences feel kind of lame to give after all you've been through, and I really hope the cancer stays fucked off. And with finding a partner, don't give hope.

This, At least it sounds familiar.

Dang should have read one more post before replying. Good to see you again, You have been through so much since I last heard from you. Take care out there and I hope you can overcome these challenges that life has thrown in your path.

I dont know you but I'm sorry you are going through all of that and continue to struggle. We play Mario Kart here sometimes as a group on CE, if you ever feel like dropping in and occupying your mind I'll toss you an invite if you have it.

Nevermind about my previous question, Jesus. What a nightmare. Glad you are still with us. I am so sorry this has happened to you after all this time gone. Man. *virtual hug* ...... How old are you, if you don't mind?

Holy shit, wow....

I'm sorry this has happened to you, man

@Bryon25 Hey! I'm still here, I'm glad to see you are still fighting. I'm sorry to hear that's all happened to you but please don't ever give up. You can beat it. These may sound like empty words but you have to keep believing at least on some level.

He was in love with his cousin and angry about being a virgin

I'm still here, I just don't post as often due to work. I pretty much always like being summoned, though! Makes me feel like a popular kid lol

What if you meet a girl also in Chemo? As bad as it gets, there's more than likely some women going through similar shit and feeling completely beat down by life. That's dreary to say, but there's no reason to completely give up hope on everything. Just stay alert and set your sights on someone who might really understand your pain and more importantly your strength to keep fighting.

Hello. I sometimes still come here. Nowhere near as much as I once did

Thank you Ashley. It's good to see that some of my old friends are still here. I won't give up. What games are you currently playing?

Hey sable. That's cool. Gotta make that money. I always thought you were popular.

Fuck cancer.

Oh man, sorry to hear about the cancer

Fuck cancer.

Of course! :) Glad to see others are peeking in to say hi, too.

Right now I've just been focusing on...Genshin Impact. Ahaha. Nothing really has my eye until next month anyway. Maybe Star Ocean. Or Chaos;Head Noah, depending on its situation, since I was planning on playing it on PC but Steam banned it. What about you?

Topic turned much darker than expected.

Really sorry to hear what you've been through, man.

Sometimes I feel I'm popular with the maniacs and weirdos around here, though...

But seriously now, my deepest condolences for your plight. But cancer treatments have come a long way! They have targeted treatments these days and more controlled doses of chemotherapy. Trust in your doctor and I'm hoping you'll come out of this stronger and completely healthy! You also underestimate the nurturing nature of women so one might find you to be in need of comfort and a friend to talk to which could develop into more if you make the right moves and have a good connection with her. Think about it for a bit.

Fuck im sorry to hear about the cancer. Im glad to hear video games at least gives you some hope and joy still.

38? Yeah, I remember you being a bit older than me. Man, you are way too young to be going through all this shit. :( ..... I'll repeat this...

....Have you considered looking into clinical trials to potentially see if anything works for you? I have a family friend who had cancer that was so far ahead, they thought he wasn't going to make it. They took the plunge on taking part in a clinical trial and years later, he's all better and still here.

Like, do you know what specifically the name of the cancer is? Do you have any specifics?

Oh that's cool. I've been wanting to check out Genshin Impact. Why did star ocean get banned on steam? I've really been enjoying my Nintendo switch lately. I have like 62 games for it (I went overboard). I'm replaying breath of the wild (before tears of the kingdom comes out), pokemon legends arceus, fire emblem warriors three hopes, xenoblade chronicles 3, kirby and the forgotten land. I'm sure there's another one I'm forgetting.

Haha. That's probably not a good thing though. Thank you for the encouragement. Hmm. I guess you're right about that. Some women are nurturing. I'll think about it.

Thanks dude. And yeah I've always enjoyed gaming. And food. Currently I'm trying to gain my weight back.

I'm sure I'm older than most people here say-say. Lol. But thanks. I wish I knew what caused this. I haven't looked into clinical trials yet. But I will. The chemotherapy helps but it's not a permanent solution. As soon as I come off of it, the cancer comes back. And I can't stay on chemo forever. That's really great about your friend. I'm happy for him. Yes, it's called sarcoma. It's pretty rare. I think only 3% of the population has it.

Thanks man. This isn't a bad idea. But most of the cancer patients are old people. Senior citizens. I rarely see a woman around my age. I won't completely give up on everything though.

Here's something funny. One day when I was at chemotherapy, a nurse told me not to get anyone pregnant while I'm on chemo. Cause it could possibly damage the baby. HA! If she only knew..