Current Events > I didn't even meet the milestones met already in my classes in school.

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One of the guys who was in my grade already has a college graduate daugther.

He just had a baby daugther. So he has three daugthers and this was the guy who we both went from 2nd grade to like high school. Every grade every year. for like ten years. It's just crazy to see how much he's met milestones and progressed and to see me how I've not gained any milestones at all Schizophrenia and not being able to communicate at all really sucks it really put me not just the eight ball I'm down a lifetime

guys in their twenties are already popping out baby 1 I haven't even got a girlfriend yet and some guys in their early twenties are on girlfriend 2 or 3.

Life is so cruel people think less of me. it wasn't my fault I didn't ask to get a disease schizophrenia it basically shut down my life and no talking skills from 14 to like 37 really did a whole a lot of damage.

I can talk too but I feel like giving up on life I'm 41 gonna be 42 by the time I reach any milestones I'll probably be 50 and my body will breaking I never enjoyed life because of the dumb disease.

I'm still working on sex with a woman and getting a job the pandemic shut all that down but Im close to a job but sex will probably come afer a job. they'll probably correlate at the same time.

Even then my pay skill will be shit I keep hammering that shit I'm making progress but being this age and having so many setbacks really suck makes me feel like not trying.

sometimes I'm old now.