Current Events > hit 186 lbs today. and yet i still feel fat. god.

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Femputer 01/19/22 12:50:16 AM #1:	i guess being a once-megafat, i'll always feel fat in my mind. this sucks. i thought i'd be happy at 200. now i'm closing in on 180 and still feel crappy about it it do be p rad tho ig god i wish i could sleep --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961873936] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>i guess being a once-megafat, i'll always feel fat in my mind. this sucks. i thought i'd be happy at 200. now i'm closing in on 180 and still feel crappy about it it do be p rad tho ig god i wish i could sleep </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MabusIncarnate 01/19/22 1:02:16 AM #2:	What's your height? --- I'll remain unperturbed by the joy and the madness that I encounter everywhere I turn Slayer_22 picked waifu - https://ibb.co/WD8p1Kz <cite>MabusIncarnate posted [p:961874104] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>What's your height? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
runewalshPSiv 01/19/22 1:03:29 AM #3:	MabusIncarnate posted... What's your height? --- There's no sensation to compare with this Suspended animation, a state of bliss <cite>runewalshPSiv posted [p:961874127] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>MabusIncarnate posted... </cite> <quote>What's your height?</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
sutree 01/19/22 1:05:08 AM #4:	I mean you might still be chubby --- In the time of chimpanzees I was a monkey <cite>sutree posted [p:961874148] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>I mean you might still be chubby </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 1:05:17 AM #5:	5'10 p sure BMI says I'm supposed under 170. i mean i'll try for that, but you can basically see all my bones now lol, except like my hips area --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874152] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>5'10 p sure BMI says I'm supposed under 170. i mean i'll try for that, but you can basically see all my bones now lol, except like my hips area </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Guide 01/19/22 1:06:35 AM #6:	if you can count your ribs and still feel fat, your body perception might be outta whack --- evening main 2.4356848e+91 https://youtu.be/Acn5IptKWQU <cite>Guide posted [p:961874170] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>if you can count your ribs and still feel fat, your body perception might be outta whack </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 1:08:36 AM #7:	Guide posted... if you can count your ribs and still feel fat, your body perception might be outta whack bleh im sure what's really fucking w/me is that i have a ton of loose skin, which is kinda like flab. so it's hard not to think of that as fat. and it's extra annoying cuz literally nobody who's seen me without clothes has ever cared, stared, or anything wish kid me thru high school me took care of himself though --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874200] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>Guide posted... </cite> <quote>if you can count your ribs and still feel fat, your body perception might be outta whack</quote>bleh im sure what's really fucking w/me is that i have a ton of loose skin, which is kinda like flab. so it's hard not to think of that as fat. and it's extra annoying cuz literally nobody who's seen me without clothes has ever cared, stared, or anything wish kid me thru high school me took care of himself though </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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DD Divine 01/19/22 1:15:32 AM #10:	It sounds like body dysmorphia. I deal with that too. No matter how much weigh Ive lost I still think I look like I did at my heaviest --- while driving yesterday I saw a banana peel in the road and I instinctively swerved to miss it, thanks a lot Mario Kart. <cite>DD Divine posted [p:961874325] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>It sounds like body dysmorphia. I deal with that too. No matter how much weigh Ive lost I still think I look like I did at my heaviest </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 1:15:52 AM #11:	[LFAQs-redacted-quote] yea lol. wassup homie also hi Mabus and Guide, sorry for not sayin hi b4 i've just been in a very not-social mood lately [LFAQs-redacted-quote] yea i'm still proud of myself. i just always tell myself "i wont feel fat next milestone" and i just never get there. we'll see how 175 looks. it's getting to the point where every pound or two is a noticeable physical change. thanks --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874330] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote><cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> yea lol. wassup homie also hi Mabus and Guide, sorry for not sayin hi b4 i've just been in a very not-social mood lately <cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> yea i'm still proud of myself. i just always tell myself "i wont feel fat next milestone" and i just never get there. we'll see how 175 looks. it's getting to the point where every pound or two is a noticeable physical change. thanks </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
VigorouslySwish 01/19/22 1:17:04 AM #12:	If you were big big you will never fully get rid of the manboobs. You can fill them out with muscle though so they become pecs --- i'm just some guy yellin' about apple sauce <cite>VigorouslySwish posted [p:961874346] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>If you were big big you will never fully get rid of the manboobs. You can fill them out with muscle though so they become pecs </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Femputer 01/19/22 1:22:54 AM #14:	mhm also, i've been losing weight like extremely fast. i think in part to this...let's call it an ongoing health scare, and like, i feel guilty cuz i kinda like it? and then on the other hand, i'm worried sick, because it's actually coming off alarmingly fast. idk doctor in 2 days finally yayyy --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874422] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>mhm also, i've been losing weight like extremely fast. i think in part to this...let's call it an ongoing health scare, and like, i feel guilty cuz i kinda like it? and then on the other hand, i'm worried sick, because it's actually coming off alarmingly fast. idk doctor in 2 days finally yayyy </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
theAteam 01/19/22 1:26:24 AM #15:	I'm the same size as you and feel fat --- Buffalo Bills Season Prediction: 13-4 Season: 11-6 Divisional @ KC <cite>theAteam posted [p:961874474] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>I'm the same size as you and feel fat </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Guide 01/19/22 1:26:32 AM #16:	good, good. how are you burning through it so quickly? don't fuck up your other organs, fam. --- evening main 2.4356848e+91 https://youtu.be/Acn5IptKWQU <cite>Guide posted [p:961874476] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>good, good. how are you burning through it so quickly? don't fuck up your other organs, fam. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MabusIncarnate 01/19/22 1:26:34 AM #17:	[LFAQs-redacted-quote] You ever consider gardening? I've been doing it for years now, it's a lot of trial error, and very rewarding when your work turns into vegetables you grew yourself. It's my therapy. Also TC, just to reflect what's already been said, it sounds like for your height and what you are saying, there shouldn't be much reason to drop too much more, maybe 5lbs if you really feel the need to. It sounds like being 5'10 and 186 is a hell of a lot better than where you were to start, and it's a huge accomplishment that you shouldn't brush off. Keep your head up man. --- I'll remain unperturbed by the joy and the madness that I encounter everywhere I turn Slayer_22 picked waifu - https://ibb.co/WD8p1Kz <cite>MabusIncarnate posted [p:961874480] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote><cite>[LFAQs-redacted-quote]</cite> You ever consider gardening? I've been doing it for years now, it's a lot of trial error, and very rewarding when your work turns into vegetables you grew yourself. It's my therapy. Also TC, just to reflect what's already been said, it sounds like for your height and what you are saying, there shouldn't be much reason to drop too much more, maybe 5lbs if you really feel the need to. It sounds like being 5'10 and 186 is a hell of a lot better than where you were to start, and it's a huge accomplishment that you shouldn't brush off. Keep your head up man. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
TheLiarParadox 01/19/22 1:27:55 AM #18:	Same, though I'm still a bit heavier (215) than you at the same height. I still see a 370lb blob though, unless I spend time focusing on the proof that I'm not that big anymore. And the loose skin is a bitch because it doesn't just deflate and I can pinch at it. It deflates, then sags, and pools outward in the most unflattering way possible. I already have a very stupid, Homer-esque pear shaped figure but this makes it so much worse because all my problem areas have problem areas. My tiddies are like three inches below where they used to be and I can also see my sternum and upper ribs. It's like bones then right into tiddies. It's fucking stupid. They say it takes the brain time to catch up, so maybe there's hope for us but idk. I'll be getting surgery as soon as possible though, which means at least a year out. --- Spongebob is not a contraceptive. <cite>TheLiarParadox posted [p:961874510] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>Same, though I'm still a bit heavier (215) than you at the same height. I still see a 370lb blob though, unless I spend time focusing on the proof that I'm not that big anymore. And the loose skin is a bitch because it doesn't just deflate and I can pinch at it. It deflates, then sags, and pools outward in the most unflattering way possible. I already have a very stupid, Homer-esque pear shaped figure but this makes it so much worse because all my problem areas have problem areas. My tiddies are like three inches below where they used to be and I can also see my sternum and upper ribs. It's like bones then right into tiddies. It's fucking stupid. They say it takes the brain time to catch up, so maybe there's hope for us but idk. I'll be getting surgery as soon as possible though, which means at least a year out. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 1:29:30 AM #19:	Guide posted... good, good. how are you burning through it so quickly? don't fuck up your other organs, fam. i think i have a moderate-severe issue with my digestive tract, leaning toward the latter went to the ER last week (hit my insurance deductible already woooo) and they didnt see anything "urgent" and got me set up with a gastro which i'm seeing thursday let's cross our fingers for not the c-word lol MabusIncarnate posted... Also TC, just to reflect what's already been said, it sounds like for your height and what you are saying, there shouldn't be much reason to drop too much more, maybe 5lbs if you really feel the need to. It sounds like being 5'10 and 186 is a hell of a lot better than where you were to start, and it's a huge accomplishment that you shouldn't brush off. Keep your head up man. i do appreciate you saying that brother --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874538] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>Guide posted... </cite> <quote>good, good. how are you burning through it so quickly? don't fuck up your other organs, fam.</quote>i think i have a moderate-severe issue with my digestive tract, leaning toward the latter went to the ER last week (hit my insurance deductible already woooo) and they didnt see anything "urgent" and got me set up with a gastro which i'm seeing thursday let's cross our fingers for not the c-word lol MabusIncarnate posted... </cite> <quote>Also TC, just to reflect what's already been said, it sounds like for your height and what you are saying, there shouldn't be much reason to drop too much more, maybe 5lbs if you really feel the need to. It sounds like being 5'10 and 186 is a hell of a lot better than where you were to start, and it's a huge accomplishment that you shouldn't brush off. Keep your head up man.</quote>i do appreciate you saying that brother </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Dreepapult 01/19/22 1:45:15 AM #21:	How fat was mega fat --- Entropy happens <cite>Dreepapult posted [p:961874749] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>How fat was mega fat </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 1:47:34 AM #22:	TheLiarParadox posted... Same, though I'm still a bit heavier (215) than you at the same height. I still see a 370lb blob though, unless I spend time focusing on the proof that I'm not that big anymore. And the loose skin is a bitch because it doesn't just deflate and I can pinch at it. It deflates, then sags, and pools outward in the most unflattering way possible. I already have a very stupid, Homer-esque pear shaped figure but this makes it so much worse because all my problem areas have problem areas. My tiddies are like three inches below where they used to be and I can also see my sternum and upper ribs. It's like bones then right into tiddies. It's fucking stupid. They say it takes the brain time to catch up, so maybe there's hope for us but idk. I'll be getting surgery as soon as possible though, which means at least a year out. hey well i'll just say keep it up and i'm sorry you can relate. i'll choose your angle and believe there's hope for us. and yay surgery! Dreepapult posted... How fat was mega fat 350 lbs --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961874781] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>TheLiarParadox posted... </cite> <quote>Same, though I'm still a bit heavier (215) than you at the same height. I still see a 370lb blob though, unless I spend time focusing on the proof that I'm not that big anymore. And the loose skin is a bitch because it doesn't just deflate and I can pinch at it. It deflates, then sags, and pools outward in the most unflattering way possible. I already have a very stupid, Homer-esque pear shaped figure but this makes it so much worse because all my problem areas have problem areas. My tiddies are like three inches below where they used to be and I can also see my sternum and upper ribs. It's like bones then right into tiddies. It's fucking stupid. They say it takes the brain time to catch up, so maybe there's hope for us but idk. I'll be getting surgery as soon as possible though, which means at least a year out.</quote>hey well i'll just say keep it up and i'm sorry you can relate. i'll choose your angle and believe there's hope for us. and yay surgery! Dreepapult posted... </cite> <quote>How fat was mega fat</quote>350 lbs </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dreepapult 01/19/22 1:48:20 AM #23:	That's pretty good man. Right on --- Entropy happens <cite>Dreepapult posted [p:961874796] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>That's pretty good man. Right on </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
dj1200 01/19/22 2:06:12 AM #24:	510 and 186 doesnt seem overweight at all. --- "It was so ridiculous and I have so many feelings about it." -Virtual Energies <cite>dj1200 posted [p:961875008] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>510 and 186 doesnt seem overweight at all. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Smashingpmkns 01/19/22 2:09:38 AM #25:	You were 350 and now you're 180? Jesus dude that's a huge fucking accomplishment lol be proud of yourself. I went from around 200ish to 150 during covid and I'm really proud of it. I get it thi. I was a chubby kid growing up and didnt get fit til high school, so I've always kinda had body image issues. Fucking sucks. --- http://i.imgur.com/x04tPRZ.jpg http://i.imgur.com/t7T392I.jpg <cite>Smashingpmkns posted [p:961875056] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>You were 350 and now you're 180? Jesus dude that's a huge fucking accomplishment lol be proud of yourself. I went from around 200ish to 150 during covid and I'm really proud of it. I get it thi. I was a chubby kid growing up and didnt get fit til high school, so I've always kinda had body image issues. Fucking sucks.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Femputer 01/19/22 10:15:09 AM #26:	Dreepapult posted... That's pretty good man. Right on thanks Smashingpmkns posted... You were 350 and now you're 180? Jesus dude that's a huge fucking accomplishment lol be proud of yourself. I went from around 200ish to 150 during covid and I'm really proud of it. I get it thi. I was a chubby kid growing up and didnt get fit til high school, so I've always kinda had body image issues. Fucking sucks. Thanks man. I am proud ig, I just wonder when it'll no longer be something I think about at all --- Have you any idea how it feels to be a Fembot living in a Manbot's Manputer's world? He/him <cite>Femputer posted [p:961881622] in hit 186 lb... [t:79859818]...</cite> <quote>Dreepapult posted... </cite> <quote>That's pretty good man. Right on</quote>thanks Smashingpmkns posted... </cite> <quote>You were 350 and now you're 180? Jesus dude that's a huge fucking accomplishment lol be proud of yourself. I went from around 200ish to 150 during covid and I'm really proud of it. I get it thi. I was a chubby kid growing up and didnt get fit til high school, so I've always kinda had body image issues. Fucking sucks.</quote>Thanks man. I am proud ig, I just wonder when it'll no longer be something I think about at all </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Current Events > hit 186 lbs today. and yet i *still* feel fat. god. (+) Yeah! (+)

Current Events > hit 186 lbs today. and yet i still feel fat. god.