Current Events > Getting rejected and having it not feel like rejection is frustrating

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So against the advice of gfaqs i went and asked my date if she wanted to be my girlfriend and have a serious relationship. The entire time during this she is trying to play footsies with me. She said no but it did not feel like a no, it felt like a wait and i will, she was supposed to see her friend later but blew her off to spend more time with me.

So i have been meditating on these things and i realize this is all my fault for sleeping with her and not asking her to be my girlfriend years ago. She wants to be fwb is my best guess but i want to be with her exclusively because i do not want to sleep with her and break my promise to god. Last time i slept with a girl after vowing to be righteous it nearly wrecked my life and i had to start from 0 practically.

So i asked her if she wanted to hang out again and she said not right now cuz she does not want to lead me on and confuse me. She knows exactly what she is doing here and is playing hard to get for no reason all because i wont smash right away. Even that is off the table now, i think she is the confused one here not me. I know exactly what i want from our relationship.

Ughhhhh

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