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Punished_Joseph
09/14/21 2:45:08 PM
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Typically happens to me when people are nice to me out of the blue or show concern for my well being

Im so used to hating myself and feeling like i don't deserve kindness, so its jarring when people express positivity
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Punished_Joseph
09/14/21 2:45:21 PM
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Im crying rn
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TheRadiant
09/14/21 2:45:38 PM
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Yeah

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Xatrion
09/14/21 2:45:46 PM
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When I was clinically depressed yeah.

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Xethuminra
09/14/21 2:46:37 PM
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Nope
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Njolk
09/14/21 2:47:10 PM
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No

What is with the CE pity party lately

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Punished_Joseph
09/14/21 2:47:52 PM
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Njolk posted...
No

What is with the CE pity party lately
Sorry, i let the depression in with me
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Kitt
09/14/21 2:50:48 PM
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Can't say I have...

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gamer167
09/14/21 2:53:02 PM
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Do you not know why because there is literally no reason to, or do you not know why because there is a underlying reason you might just not be thinking about it at that moment?
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Punished_Joseph
09/14/21 2:55:03 PM
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gamer167 posted...
Do you not know why because there is literally no reason to, or do you not know why because there is a underlying reason you might just not be thinking about it at that moment?
Its a culmination of everything about my life and hard to pinpoint one trigger
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Punished_Joseph
09/14/21 3:01:14 PM
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Yes. Everyday. And i mean, i guess therapy is supposed to make it easier to cope with and move on from, but... ive spent the last damn near 2 decades plus stuck on it. Feels like happiness is impossible, but thats the nature of trauma and depression, untreated it makes you feel that way
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QueenCarly
09/14/21 3:03:11 PM
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Ever since starting antidepressants I've not really been able to cry unless I am incredibly frustrated/angry.

I kind of hate it because I often counted on it as an emotional release, but it's overall better for me this way

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NecroFoul99
09/14/21 3:03:42 PM
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Severe Clinical Depression: Everything is pointless

C-PTSD: I am pointless

General Anxiety: I dont care whats pointless, I just gotta get OUT of here!!!

Addiction: Let me just insert myself into all of those conditions, knit them together, and viola! Small water bill cause you aint bathing or washing your clothes much anymore. You can thank me with another hit, please and thank you.

Someone randomly says something sweet, nice or caring.



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Depends on the dayso Ive heard.

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