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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 2:11:21 PM #1: |
Sometimes i cry myself to sleep
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Pepys Monster 09/12/21 2:14:06 PM #2: |
That used to be me. Then I started investing, hitting the gym, working harder at work, and now Im too stressed to even notice the depression half the time.
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 2:15:47 PM #4: |
Idk how much longer i can keep going
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KogaSteelfang 09/12/21 2:16:42 PM #5: |
Yes.
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Medussa 09/12/21 2:16:43 PM #6: |
I'd raise my hand, but that's just too much effort right now
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Flockaveli 09/12/21 2:17:12 PM #7: |
Too much to do to be depressed.
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Lost_All_Senses 09/12/21 2:18:40 PM #8: |
I wouldn't say profoundly since I can still find stuff funny. But I've been sleeping until I absolutely can't anymore lately. I go to sleep to get up at like 9-10 and don't wake up til 1 anyway. And even then I only get up to not feel worse when I wake up even later.
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LeoRavus 09/12/21 2:20:00 PM #9: |
Sometimes I wake up with panic attacks.
It's like I can go to sleep fine. Then when I wake up it's like the world is ending. Especially if I have a weird dream. I'm on meds for it now but they're not working. --- This is where cool people write stuff. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LeoRavus 09/12/21 2:21:31 PM #10: |
To elaborate. When I wake up it feels like something is telling me to kill myself. It's getting stronger as time goes on.
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MarthGoomba 09/12/21 2:22:48 PM #11: |
My depression has been getting worse as my hearing loss has been progressing
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mushroommetal 09/12/21 2:40:05 PM #12: |
try listening to this and then tell me what you fucking think:
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Lost_All_Senses 09/12/21 3:05:22 PM #13: |
LeoRavus posted...
Sometimes I wake up with panic attacks. LeoRavus posted... To elaborate. When I wake up it feels like something is telling me to kill myself. It's getting stronger as time goes on. I know this feeling, but it happened for different reasons. I know them as seperate feelings. I know the feeling of opening my eyes, looking at my slightly opened door thinking "Is there a point?" And I know the stronger comment you made through drug fueled deprivation induced intrusive thoughts. It's when I made a terrifying realization that gave me a lot of empathy for suicidal people. Though I never felt I personally and consciously wanted to go that route. --- Name checks out "I don't wanna be the toughest, I just keep it 100 and think nothin of it"- Black Thought ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheRadiant 09/12/21 3:05:49 PM #14: |
Have been for a long time, it's worse recently because of work
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:20:19 PM #15: |
LeoRavus posted...
Sometimes I wake up with panic attacks.I had an ex who would wake up like that in college. Sucks, im sorry --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Solid Sonic 09/12/21 5:21:52 PM #17: |
As usual I blame CE.
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BloodMoon7 09/12/21 5:23:34 PM #18: |
I can't cry anymore.
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:24:56 PM #19: |
BloodMoon7 posted...
I can't cry anymore. I watch sad movies/anime and cry for the cathartic release. Sometime i cry at happy/romantic shows,too, tho, because ill never experience those positive situations --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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BloodMoon7 09/12/21 5:27:30 PM #20: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
I watch sad movies/anime and cry for the cathartic release. Sometime i cry at happy/romantic shows,too, tho, because ill never experience those positive situationsSad things just make me laugh. I can't relate to happy/romantic things so I laugh but this time in confusion. --- My maid will hear about this. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:29:09 PM #21: |
Did u eat a SMILE fruit?
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:33:08 PM #23: |
Weird flex but ok
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Solid Sonic 09/12/21 5:34:14 PM #24: |
BloodMoon7 posted...
No I just enjoy people's suffering. If everyone would just suffer, that would be great. And I was told than when in doubt, laugh! Aha! Hahaha! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA- Real talk: I have some weird enjoyment of hearing stories of people whose generosity blew up in their face. Nothing serious, just someone trying to do right by another person and that person being enough of a selfish ass to misuse the gesture. Like a person offering to buy a guy a bike who claims he just needs a way to get to work to hold down a stable job then two days after getting that bike it's discovered he pawned it for beer money. --- It is more important to use your anonymity to upset other people than it is to do anything productive. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:35:06 PM #25: |
Why is that funny? Yall are warped
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BloodMoon7 09/12/21 5:35:54 PM #26: |
Solid Sonic posted...
Real talk: I have some weird enjoyment of hearing stories of people whose generosity blew up in their face.That shit is pretty funny though, I think most people would find it at least mildly amusing. --- My maid will hear about this. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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TheRadiant 09/12/21 5:37:18 PM #28: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
Why is that funny? Yall are warpedBloodmoon is a gimmick account --- She/her ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:37:35 PM #29: |
Anyway, all the darkness in the world, and the apparent enjoyment people get out of it, is depressing
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:38:11 PM #30: |
TheRadiant posted...
Bloodmoon is a gimmick accountOh. Really lame to troll a topic about depression but w/e =/ --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:39:38 PM #32: |
And radiant i totally feel you on working exacerbating depression. Sometimes before/during work i just break down crying because its so depressing this is my life; i get paid to get yelled at by people over their internet service for pennies
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Machete 09/12/21 5:40:16 PM #33: |
Not proundly so, and only when I'm sober
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ultimate reaver 09/12/21 5:41:36 PM #35: |
call centers are not designed to be long term employment.
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:42:03 PM #36: |
Its all good man, this is a safe space
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Heartomaton 09/12/21 5:42:11 PM #37: |
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--Zero- 09/12/21 5:42:28 PM #38: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
Oh. Really lame to troll a topic about depression but w/e =/ Yeah it's pretty sad. Both BM and SS are anti vaxxer trolls. --- SIGNATURE ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:43:16 PM #39: |
And yes that was a One Piece reference. I have nothing in my life so ive been binge watching from Fishman Island on after a year+ hiatus
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:45:29 PM #40: |
ultimate reaver posted...
call centers are not designed to be long term employment.Its too much work to find a new job. --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Blue_Thunder 09/12/21 5:47:40 PM #42: |
I hope all of you find something(s) that make you happy.
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RedJackson 09/12/21 5:48:33 PM #43: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
Anyway, all the darkness in the world, and the apparent enjoyment people get out of it, is depressing Dont worry, like the Sonic guy said - you buy that bike and the guy sold it, but who cares? You did your part, and that person is happier off for it. The worst extreme event is a junkie collapsing, but I didnt do that or know that and it is what it is. The world especially cant get you down when you just have good reasons to carry on and honestly, my depression goes away when Im in service to someone else and in a strange way I feel happier that they dont feel like I do. I start to become happy because that makes me happy - and I dont ask stupid questions like why, how, or what.. just how can I give more course Im a human being and get upset and angry like anyone else but I try to make things right if I make them wrong You can go and do that too, life doesnt need to have its heroes just in fiction when we know you can try and be one for someone else --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:49:34 PM #44: |
RedJackson posted...
Dont worry, like the Sonic guy said - you buy that bike and the guy sold it, but who cares? You did your part, and that person is happier off for it. The worst extreme event is a junkie collapsing, but I didnt do that or know that and it is what it is. The world especially cant get you down when you just have good reasons to carry on and honestly, my depression goes away when Im in service to someone elseRespect. Helping others is a great thing --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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RedJackson 09/12/21 5:49:36 PM #45: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
i get paid to get yelled at by people over their internet service for pennies Oh >_> Well just let them yell I guess, why does that bother you? --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 5:51:38 PM #46: |
RedJackson posted...
Oh >_> Existing solely to act as an emotional and verbal punching bag to shield an objectively awful company is just nerve wracking and depressing. Its hard to explain if youve never worked customer service The company treats you like an easily replaceable cog and the customers just dump on you --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Tappor 09/12/21 5:54:09 PM #47: |
BloodMoon7 posted...
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RedJackson 09/12/21 6:27:55 PM #48: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
Existing solely to act as an emotional and verbal punching bag to shield an objectively awful company is just nerve wracking and depressing. Its hard to explain if youve never worked customer service Ah, yeah. I dont have much experience there.. as other said, sometimes all you really got is a sense of humor with ya at the ironies and situations life throws at you. Theres been times where certainly shit has gotten so fucked up that I couldnt help but laugh at the astounding reality of a thing happy. Sometimes things are so stupid that you can only hope to laugh and say bruh Honestly Id just get hip with even encouraging them to insult you, by just doing what you can and trying to figure out what exactly triggers them lol especially if you got hours to go.. its like what else can ya do? Hope that gets better for you though --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Smackems 09/12/21 6:29:48 PM #49: |
Yep and I'm out of drugs too
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MarbyIsBack 09/12/21 6:31:28 PM #50: |
Yeah man. I slept for 15 hours last night because like... What's the point?
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Slayerblade11 09/12/21 6:45:41 PM #51: |
If you are out of shape do yourself a favor and try exercising and getting your diet in check.
Working out will release chemicals that make you feel less depressed and has the added bonus of improving your body. Eating excessive processed fast food, junk food and sugar seriously messes up not only your physical health but also your mental health and makes you feel bloated and sluggish. People are so conditioned into eating all this crap constantly that they think it's normal. Dunno if it will help you but it worked for me. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ultimate reaver 09/12/21 8:00:48 PM #52: |
XxMahnaMahnaxX posted...
Its too much work to find a new job. its worth it. those jobs are meant to chew you up and spit you out because agents are super disposable. the people that stay are either made of iron or purely self destructive i worked at one for two years and by the time i quit i was legit like a different person. every other job id ever worked i have been really consistent and rarely call out, that place i was regularly skipping work for depression and was probably going to end up fired (or dead) if i didnt go. --- I pray god will curse the writer, as the writer has cursed the world with this beautiful, stupendous creation, terrible in its simplicity, irresistible in truth ... Copied to Clipboard!
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XxMahnaMahnaxX 09/12/21 8:05:04 PM #53: |
ultimate reaver posted...
its worth it. those jobs are meant to chew you up and spit you out because agents are super disposable. the people that stay are either made of iron or purely self destructiveJesus this is so spot on to my life --- Why don't we show them the entire process including our breakdown. http://i.imgur.com/Q0xhR.png?2?6330 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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trappedunderice 09/12/21 8:13:23 PM #54: |
I used to smoke weed and drink a lot for self medication, waiting for it to be legalised in missouri because when I'm high everything feels alright.
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Solid Sonic 09/12/21 10:02:15 PM #55: |
I'm watching YouTube videos of people brawling in public.
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