Poll of the Day > "What's MrMelodramatic up to?"

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If you find yourself asking this question, this is the topic for you! Ill be posting here instead of clogging up the front page. Feel free to drop in and blog, chat, ask questions, offer advice, whatev.

So whats up with me?

Well right now Im getting ready for bed and tomorrow Im starting a deep clean of the apartment Im staying in. Im going to be here alone for the next 17 days so Ill be cleaning and catching up on music and podcasts.

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I went shopping for food today.

i lost about 6-7 points last month, so I wanted to try meal planning this month. I was hoping to start today but overslept then took a long time depression napping.

anyway I bought eggs, a lot of vegetables, almond milk, yogurt, water, chicken, and some other foods. Much healthier than I usually buy. Ill start making my meals for the week soon.

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I don't know if I ever said this, but I thought your confession topic was a really good concept. I bet it got pretty crazy though.

also healthy living isn't so bad.

Are you in a more positive mindset these days? It seems so but I thought I'd ask about your mental heath.

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IronBornCorps posted...

I thought your confession topic was a really good concept.

oh but it so very wasn't

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IronBornCorps posted...

I don't know if I ever said this, but I thought your confession topic was a really good concept. I bet it got pretty crazy though.

also healthy living isn't so bad.

Thanks! I think its the second confession topic Ive made. The first one got really offensive and racist, and I ended up giving people a link to the submissions because so many of them werent able to be posted. But then the submissions just became worse lmao. This time I tried to space out the time between submissions and posting, but I guess I fell too far behind because I got a few hate PMs lol. This round had a lot more targeted hatemail instead of personal confessions or wacky anon messages, which may be better or worse for you personally depending on how you feel about potdrama, but definitely is less overall fun.

wwinterj25 posted...

Are you in a more positive mindset these days? It seems so but I thought I'd ask about your mental heath.

So-so. I dont feel like killing myself daily anymore, and Ive tried to start eating better and exercising more. My relationship with my partner is also in a good place. On the other hand, Im jobless and homeless, and Im not able to afford my medication anymore (I dont even have a doctor to prescribe them anymore), so that feels shitty. Im also starting to have long-term money worries, like what if I can never retire, and what if I can never buy a house, etc. My gf and I have big plans, but I cant even get a part time fast food job with a masters degree, so how are we supposed to vacation in Greece and adopt kids? Hopefully I find something soon. On the plus side, Ive been working on myself and my hobbies more with all my free time.

Kanatteru posted...

oh but it so very wasn't

:[

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MrMelodramatic posted...

adopt kids?

Is this what you and your partner choose or do you have no choice if you want to be parents?


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We definitely want to adopt, and maybe foster. Were up in the air about biological children. But this wouldve be for at least another five years

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sorry if this is TMI but <_<

a Facebook memory today reminded me its been five years since Ive used a condom. The last time was with my ex-girlfriend, a few months after our break up. After that I had a weird one night stand thing with no protection (oops). And since then Ive only been with my current girlfriend, but she started taking birth control soon after we started dating.

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This morning I had two eggs, a small potato, peppers, tomato, and some black coffee. Yum yum. Wish I had an avocado.

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How do you guys have enough money to do things like play video games. I keep making a budget and after rent, food, car, gas, phone, insurance, student loans, etc Im in the red. Theres no money to buy a playstation or go to Wendys

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I assume the same thing as any one else being asked about this: they're masturbating.

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MrMelodramatic posted...

. I keep making a budget

That's all I do although I don't buy that much games.


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Smiffwilm posted...

I assume the same thing as any one else being asked about this: they're masturbating.

Not a bad guess

my car battery is dead. Need to find a way to fix that, or need to wait two weeks until I see my SO. If the latter, Ill need to find a way to get to the store in a few days

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MrMelodramatic posted...

How do you guys have enough money to do things like play video games. I keep making a budget and after rent, food, car, gas, phone, insurance, student loans, etc Im in the red. Theres no money to buy a playstation or go to Wendys

i have a six year old gaming PC that ive been gradually upgrading as im able to

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MrMelodramatic posted...

How do you guys have enough money to do things like play video games. I keep making a budget and after rent, food, car, gas, phone, insurance, student loans, etc Im in the red. Theres no money to buy a playstation or go to Wendys

i fell in love with a woman that is far more responsible than I am


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Im dying here guys. Still have at least 15 more days alone. With no car or means of transportation. Or money

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yeah thats been the last month of my life except i also just physically cant do anything

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How do you deal with the loneliness

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mostly just trying to distract myself and pass the time. ive been catching up on a lot of shows and books. definitely itching to get back out there though

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My car not working is really depressing me. I mean it was already pretty beaten down, but I cant afford a new one, and that I cant drive to an interview if I need to (let alone a job), or the grocery store, or to a friends place. I ordered a battery online and that should come tomorrow. Hopefully that fixes it.

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just scheduled an interview for the 20th, working with a temp agency. Kinda funny that I'm applying to work at a place that finds people jobs when I myself can't find a job

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MrMelodramatic posted...

sorry if this is TMI but <_<

actually there was one other partner, sorta, but no piv happened because we had no protection.

update: the battery starter charger thing i bought is out for delivery. Hopefully that means I can get my car started soon. I noticed the battery in my car is four years old, and the internet tells me thats about as old as they get, so I might need to buy a new one ;-; but I dont have money

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I fixed my car, and I have an interview tomorrow morning. Things are coming up Millhouse

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Got a call today that I might be able to start a job Monday. Gotta go into the office tomorrow.

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