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What are you thinking about?!?!?!?!?!?!

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One of my work moms.I wonder if she'll let me hug her when I see her again after summer break is over

This girl I took on a date 2 weeks ago, she hasnt stopped hitting me up after I told her I didnt think I was at a point in my life where I even wanna date (honestly I just see her as more of a good, best friend) and that I got a lot going on mentally that sorta makes me hesitant to pursue anything atm

but she hasnt really stopped hitting me up, she kinda was offering all this advice for me and we talked about that but now its graduated to why do you hate me

I had a heart to heart yesterday with her about how her behavior seems really unhealthy but I phrased it as I think I just need to phase out of your life

I think I need to tell her I just dont find you attractive in that way but that seems incredibly shallow I really dont, I generally dont care about a persons looks like that but her behavior is just such a turn off that I dont really know how to tell a person who has told me they have suicidal tendencies its doing all this that makes me not see her in any way or gets me acclimated to seeing their own beauty with my own two eyes >_>

so I dont know what to do, usually Im pretty good with peacing out but this has been like draining me totally and I just want out of this situation

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RedJackson posted...

so I dont know what to do

Pull the bandaid off. The sooner the better.

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NecroFoul99 posted...

Pull the bandaid off. The sooner the better.

Yeah, I told her me talking to her was dragging her along and that it was unfair to me or her but she made it seem like it was still all possible and that all she wants to do is hang out as friends so she can come up with her own conclusions

and Im just like what?

I even gave her a hint by telling her Im not really texting her back like that and ignoring her calls so why is she even still messaging some fool who isnt even giving her the time of day but shell cite that she just felt right at home and that it was hard for her to trust others and feel that way with someone

and Im like ahhhh fuck man

at this point I guess I dont have much of a choice.. I just feel like a huge penis now


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RedJackson posted...

at this point I guess I dont have much of a choice.. I just feel like a huge penis now

I get it. There are a couple I hurt by just not being into them that years later can still make me feel sad. Its life. She wont be going through anything most of us havent already experienced.

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