Current Events > The older i get the sadder i get

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Life is hard man. Sometimes i envy those who are no longer in this game. Older i get the more people i know pass and i become an even bigger stranger in this world.

They say you gotta enjoy life, but its hard to enjoy something so bitter. I practice gratitude, i practice faith, i try to be kind(even to animals), i try to be honest etc. I try to contribute things that help people and encourage people, but boy it is hard.

People on this site do not make it any easier either when you are just another guy trying to get by, lighten up guys, i know people have it way worse, what sucks about that is if you are a kind person and cannot figure out a way to help them your mind meditates on them and it hurts.

There is a movie about a blind man who meets a woman that encourages him to get this eye surgery and one of the first things he sees is a homeless man and he says, "why is no one helping that man, cant they see he needs help" and his gf responds "some things people choose not to see."

Same. I focus on money. It brings me small serotonin boosts here and there.

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Confusionus say ignorant is bliss, for learned truth is truth learned of ignorance

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Pepys Monster posted...

Same. I focus on money. It brings me small serotonin boosts here and there.

Money does not do it for me. I recently sold my car so i could motivate myself to take public transportation and get a glimpse of the real world.

I remember the last time i was on the train a man had a cake with him on the train with happy birthday on it. I think about that a lot. You can't buy moments like that unfortunately.

Don't worry the world is just going to get worse!

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Conflict posted...

You literally got upset about some random chick on your facebook posting traveling pics lol.

Why are a certain type always so triggered by women traveling

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