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Kitt 03/27/21 12:29:27 AM #151:	:( I don't know what aside from what haven't already been said. Are there specific issues about yourself that you hate? Do you have things going on that aren't good but you'd rather keep to yourself (be it about you or others around you)? --- Come back in ten years. https://imgur.com/pmc9XsI https://imgur.com/p6Wfowq <cite>Kitt posted [p:952161477] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>:( I don't know what aside from what haven't already been said. Are there specific issues about yourself that you hate? Do you have things going on that aren't good but you'd rather keep to yourself (be it about you or others around you)? </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 12:51:25 AM #152:	Kitt posted... :( I don't know what aside from what haven't already been said. Are there specific issues about yourself that you hate? Do you have things going on that aren't good but you'd rather keep to yourself (be it about you or others around you)? I'm pretty open about it all really. Well, online at least, when I actually interact with people in person I try to bottle everything up and just poorly pretend I'm normal. For specific issues, uhhh, I feel like I've been through most of them but: My appearance pretty much as a whole, my weight is the obvious one but beyond that I don't like my facial features at all and my hair is horrifically thin up top. My skin doesn't look great either, I've got permanently bright red cheeks and shit, and some discoloration from a skin condition that leaves a couple patches unable to tan at all so I pretty much have to stay pale unless I want to look even worse. And can't grow facial hair at all, and even if I could those patches grow completely white facial hair as well so it looks real shit. I'm still living with my parents at 27 with zero chance of being able to move out for another couple years at best. I'll likely be 30 and still living with them. And making it worse I don't get along with them at all, they feel less like family and more like people I just have to live with because I have nowhere else to go. I graduated college after 8 and a half fucking years in December but my prospects for long term employment are pretty bleak currently. Gonna start going for my CPA this summer but that's gonna take a lot of study time and just time overall, maybe by next year sometime I'll have it and be able to get a job. Social life is just entirely non-existent. Like, I haven't had social interaction outside of school or work in legitimately 7 years at this point. No friends, and less than zero romantic prospects in that entire timeframe (and for my entire life on the romantic front but yeah). I don't know if I'm even capable of it at this point. Even if I somehow managed to pull some social skills out of my ass I don't think I have a single likeable personality trait in my body or brain or whatever. I don't really have any hobbies to occupy my time aside from video games, movies/TV, and books, none of which I'm really even enjoying at this point and just continue to do because I don't have anything else. <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952161936] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Kitt posted... </cite> <quote>:( I don't know what aside from what haven't already been said. Are there specific issues about yourself that you hate? Do you have things going on that aren't good but you'd rather keep to yourself (be it about you or others around you)?</quote>I'm pretty open about it all really. Well, online at least, when I actually interact with people in person I try to bottle everything up and just poorly pretend I'm normal. For specific issues, uhhh, I feel like I've been through most of them but: My appearance pretty much as a whole, my weight is the obvious one but beyond that I don't like my facial features at all and my hair is horrifically thin up top. My skin doesn't look great either, I've got permanently bright red cheeks and shit, and some discoloration from a skin condition that leaves a couple patches unable to tan at all so I pretty much have to stay pale unless I want to look even worse. And can't grow facial hair at all, and even if I could those patches grow completely white facial hair as well so it looks real shit.I'm still living with my parents at 27 with zero chance of being able to move out for another couple years at best. I'll likely be 30 and still living with them. And making it worse I don't get along with them at all, they feel less like family and more like people I just have to live with because I have nowhere else to go.I graduated college after 8 and a half fucking years in December but my prospects for long term employment are pretty bleak currently. Gonna start going for my CPA this summer but that's gonna take a lot of study time and just time overall, maybe by next year sometime I'll have it and be able to get a job.Social life is just entirely non-existent. Like, I haven't had social interaction outside of school or work in legitimately 7 years at this point. No friends, and less than zero romantic prospects in that entire timeframe (and for my entire life on the romantic front but yeah). I don't know if I'm even capable of it at this point.Even if I somehow managed to pull some social skills out of my ass I don't think I have a single likeable personality trait in my body or brain or whatever.I don't really have any hobbies to occupy my time aside from video games, movies/TV, and books, none of which I'm really even enjoying at this point and just continue to do because I don't have anything else.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:18:27 AM #153:	Eyeratosthenes posted... nothing to it my guy. buy a tea infuser, buy tea leaves. boil in water. donezo. it sounds stupid i know but a nice cup of tea really calms me down, depending on the type of tea. i dont know what it is but it's like as long as i'm drinking that cup my tension fades away for a little bit I think I will look into this Payzmaykr posted... Yeah, but you dont have to feel like this. Nobody should have to and therapists can help you fix yourself mindset to get you back on track. You dont have to take meds, either. Also, tea is what helped me beat alcoholism which improved my mental health by a lot. You just need hot water and a cup. I think given how absolutely buttfucked my brain chemistry is I'm going to have to be on meds for the rest of my life Nobody should have to feel like this but that doesn't stop it from happening. And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952162442] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Eyeratosthenes posted... </cite> <quote>nothing to it my guy. buy a tea infuser, buy tea leaves. boil in water. donezo. it sounds stupid i know but a nice cup of tea really calms me down, depending on the type of tea. i dont know what it is but it's like as long as i'm drinking that cup my tension fades away for a little bit</quote>I think I will look into this Payzmaykr posted... </cite> <quote>Yeah, but you dont have to feel like this. Nobody should have to and therapists can help you fix yourself mindset to get you back on track. You dont have to take meds, either. Also, tea is what helped me beat alcoholism which improved my mental health by a lot. You just need hot water and a cup.</quote>I think given how absolutely buttfucked my brain chemistry is I'm going to have to be on meds for the rest of my life Nobody should have to feel like this but that doesn't stop it from happening. And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:19:30 AM #154:	In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952162462] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
RedJackson 03/27/21 1:20:31 AM #155:	DarthAragorn posted... In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed Gonna just make that pile on top of the other pile you got going on --- https://imgur.com/e6aBSof - Pus_N_Pecans original! https://imgur.com/bve6U7T - Error1335 original! <cite>RedJackson posted [p:952162475] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed</quote> Gonna just make that pile on top of the other pile you got going on </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Eyeratosthenes 03/27/21 1:22:59 AM #156:	DarthAragorn posted... I think I will look into this do it. super low investment for tangible benefits. at the point youre at, with how stressed you are, any stress relief at all will probably be noticeable DarthAragorn posted... In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed same ol story man. me every day. as long as you can force yourself to go in you're alright. depression wins when you shirk duties to do nothing DarthAragorn posted... And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford you don't need the very best. you just need someone who recognizes your wavelength and in turn recognizes how to diffuse it --- Aiways / Hairistotle <cite>Eyeratosthenes posted [p:952162523] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I think I will look into this</quote>do it. super low investment for tangible benefits. at the point youre at, with how stressed you are, any stress relief at all will probably be noticeable DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>In other news I'm supposed to work in the morning but I'm honestly so tempted to just not get out of bed</quote>same ol story man. me every day. as long as you can force yourself to go in you're alright. depression wins when you shirk duties to do nothing DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford</quote>you don't need the very best. you just need someone who recognizes your wavelength and in turn recognizes how to diffuse it </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:24:06 AM #157:	RedJackson posted... Gonna just make that pile on top of the other pile you got going on I mean its optional extra hours, I don't have to work Saturdays and it's not like I have things that have to be done tomorrow. I did tell a co-worker I'd be there but she ain't gonna care <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952162539] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>RedJackson posted... </cite> <quote>Gonna just make that pile on top of the other pile you got going on</quote>I mean its optional extra hours, I don't have to work Saturdays and it's not like I have things that have to be done tomorrow. I did tell a co-worker I'd be there but she ain't gonna care </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:38:00 AM #158:	Eyeratosthenes posted... do it. super low investment for tangible benefits. at the point youre at, with how stressed you are, any stress relief at all will probably be noticeable same ol story man. me every day. as long as you can force yourself to go in you're alright. depression wins when you shirk duties to do nothing you don't need the very best. you just need someone who recognizes your wavelength and in turn recognizes how to diffuse it Yeah, it can't hurt at least. I'm amazed I've made it 2 months and only missed one day, considering how my mental state went from like a 4 to a -6 in that timeframe. I'm really doubtful a therapist like that exists, I've got so so many issues at this point <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952162796] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Eyeratosthenes posted... </cite> <quote>do it. super low investment for tangible benefits. at the point youre at, with how stressed you are, any stress relief at all will probably be noticeable same ol story man. me every day. as long as you can force yourself to go in you're alright. depression wins when you shirk duties to do nothing you don't need the very best. you just need someone who recognizes your wavelength and in turn recognizes how to diffuse it</quote>Yeah, it can't hurt at least. I'm amazed I've made it 2 months and only missed one day, considering how my mental state went from like a 4 to a -6 in that timeframe. I'm really doubtful a therapist like that exists, I've got so so many issues at this point </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Payzmaykr 03/27/21 1:45:50 AM #159:	DarthAragorn posted... I think I will look into this I think given how absolutely buttfucked my brain chemistry is I'm going to have to be on meds for the rest of my life Nobody should have to feel like this but that doesn't stop it from happening. And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford Do you have insurance? We can try to help you locate someone in your area if you have all the info. If not, there are surely local resources. <cite>Payzmaykr posted [p:952162950] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I think I will look into this I think given how absolutely buttfucked my brain chemistry is I'm going to have to be on meds for the rest of my life Nobody should have to feel like this but that doesn't stop it from happening. And man I'm just so fucking skeptical of there being a therapist in my area and my price range that would even have a chance of being able to help me. I'm beyond fucked, I'd need the very best and the very best, one, wouldn't work in Kansas and two, would cost too much for me to afford</quote>Do you have insurance? We can try to help you locate someone in your area if you have all the info. If not, there are surely local resources. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:51:43 AM #160:	Very shitty insurance through the government marketplace thing. <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952163044] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Very shitty insurance through the government marketplace thing. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Eyeratosthenes 03/27/21 2:04:01 AM #161:	DarthAragorn posted... I'm amazed I've made it 2 months and only missed one day, considering how my mental state went from like a 4 to a -6 in that timeframe. dude you have a better record than i do lol. i let it beat me more days than you do. i hope you acknowledge that this is pretty dope. even my coworkers have a worse record than this, all but one DarthAragorn posted... I'm really doubtful a therapist like that exists, I've got so so many issues at this point that's similar to how i felt. I had been through 1 psychiatrist and 3 therapists before i found my guy, over the course of a couple years. but when i finally found one that worked my life tangibly improved within a month. i really dunno how they do it it's like magic. i don't get anxious in social situations anymore. it used to be so bad i puked anytime i left the house. i went from that to social butterfly. admittedly i had to fake it at first but it becomes so easy that it's natural. therapy did that. my depression was harder to undo but it was mostly undone, and the rest of what was there i managed to push out thanks to techniques and ways of thinking that my therapist gave me i really think you should spend as much effort as you can muster to find one who works. i know that's probably impractical but the potential return of this investment in yourself is huge --- Aiways / Hairistotle <cite>Eyeratosthenes posted [p:952163251] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I'm amazed I've made it 2 months and only missed one day, considering how my mental state went from like a 4 to a -6 in that timeframe.</quote>dude you have a better record than i do lol. i let it beat me more days than you do. i hope you acknowledge that this is pretty dope. even my coworkers have a worse record than this, all but one DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I'm really doubtful a therapist like that exists, I've got so so many issues at this point</quote>that's similar to how i felt. I had been through 1 psychiatrist and 3 therapists before i found my guy, over the course of a couple years. but when i finally found one that worked my life tangibly improved within a month. i really dunno how they do it it's like magic. i don't get anxious in social situations anymore. it used to be so bad i puked anytime i left the house. i went from that to social butterfly. admittedly i had to fake it at first but it becomes so easy that it's natural. therapy did that. my depression was harder to undo but it was mostly undone, and the rest of what was there i managed to push out thanks to techniques and ways of thinking that my therapist gave me i really think you should spend as much effort as you can muster to find one who works. i know that's probably impractical but the potential return of this investment in yourself is huge </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 8:24:59 AM #162:	Well I got up. Fuck. That's good to know I guess. I'll probably look into finding one in a few weeks after my job ends and I have more time. Not like I'll have anything else to do for months. <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952167887] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Well I got up. Fuck. That's good to know I guess. I'll probably look into finding one in a few weeks after my job ends and I have more time. Not like I'll have anything else to do for months. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 9:26:46 AM #163:	I'm pretty sure the panic attack I had last night was brought on by the thought of asking this girl at work out That's probably a bad sign, my subconscious knows I have no shot <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952168958] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>I'm pretty sure the panic attack I had last night was brought on by the thought of asking this girl at work out That's probably a bad sign, my subconscious knows I have no shot </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Eyeratosthenes 03/27/21 11:24:34 AM #164:	Your subconscious doesn't know dick. You're both gonna be hungry when you leave, get takeaway somewhere and walk around or sit on/in your car and chat. Just ask if she wants to grab a bite on your guys' way out --- Aiways / Hairistotle <cite>Eyeratosthenes posted [p:952171615] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Your subconscious doesn't know dick. You're both gonna be hungry when you leave, get takeaway somewhere and walk around or sit on/in your car and chat. Just ask if she wants to grab a bite on your guys' way out </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lathissamus 03/27/21 11:27:00 AM #165:	One_Day_Remains posted... Shut the fuck up. He's right though... --- https://imgur.com/olOXz6h https://imgur.com/kaFczn3 <cite>Lathissamus posted [p:952171695] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>One_Day_Remains posted... </cite> <quote>Shut the fuck up.</quote>He's right though... </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lathissamus 03/27/21 11:27:51 AM #166:	Man, the only thing that's gonna help you is putting yourself out of your comfort zone. --- https://imgur.com/olOXz6h https://imgur.com/kaFczn3 <cite>Lathissamus posted [p:952171722] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Man, the only thing that's gonna help you is putting yourself out of your comfort zone. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Orlando_Jordan 03/27/21 12:12:55 PM #167:	DarthAragorn posted... I'm pretty sure the panic attack I had last night was brought on by the thought of asking this girl at work out That's probably a bad sign, my subconscious knows I have no shot Just spare her the uncomfortable situation. --- "GameFAQs isn't going to be merged in with GameSpot or any other site. We're not going to strip out the soul of the site."-CJayC <cite>Orlando_Jordan posted [p:952172965] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I'm pretty sure the panic attack I had last night was brought on by the thought of asking this girl at work out That's probably a bad sign, my subconscious knows I have no shot</quote>Just spare her the uncomfortable situation. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 12:23:16 PM #168:	Eyeratosthenes posted... Your subconscious doesn't know dick. You're both gonna be hungry when you leave, get takeaway somewhere and walk around or sit on/in your car and chat. Just ask if she wants to grab a bite on your guys' way out I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952173235] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Eyeratosthenes posted... </cite> <quote>Your subconscious doesn't know dick. You're both gonna be hungry when you leave, get takeaway somewhere and walk around or sit on/in your car and chat. Just ask if she wants to grab a bite on your guys' way out</quote>I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Eyeratosthenes 03/27/21 12:25:37 PM #169:	DarthAragorn posted... I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that google "gluten free nearby" done --- Aiways / Hairistotle <cite>Eyeratosthenes posted [p:952173298] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that</quote>google "gluten free nearby" done </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:12:49 PM #170:	That was a mistake, I should not have gone to work today and I'm now resigned to my gate as a wizard <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952174570] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>That was a mistake, I should not have gone to work today and I'm now resigned to my gate as a wizard </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
HagenEx 03/27/21 1:15:16 PM #171:	This is a weird ass gimmick. --- I need a new sig <cite>HagenEx posted [p:952174655] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>This is a weird ass gimmick. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Mark_DeRosa 03/27/21 1:17:00 PM #172:	TC. Its time to hit the fucking gym, hit the shower, and get a clue Get buff and download tinder --- Steve Nash \| 13\| Phoenix Suns \| PPG: 16.9 \| RPG: 3.60 \| APG 11.3 \| EFF: +22.96 http://www.gifsoup.com/view3/2283379/dance-o.gif <cite>Mark_DeRosa posted [p:952174716] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>TC. Its time to hit the fucking gym, hit the shower, and get a clue Get buff and download tinder </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:18:01 PM #173:	HagenEx posted... This is a weird ass gimmick. I wish it was a gimmick <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952174748] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>HagenEx posted... </cite> <quote>This is a weird ass gimmick.</quote>I wish it was a gimmick </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Dark_SilverX 03/27/21 1:18:32 PM #174:	pretend your crash bandicoot --- Cancelation makes my nipples hard. don't compare games to feces -- if you've an opinion worth mentioning, do so civilly <cite>Dark_SilverX posted [p:952174774] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>pretend your crash bandicoot </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Orlando_Jordan 03/27/21 1:20:37 PM #175:	DarthAragorn posted... I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that We both know she isn't going to say yes anyway. --- "GameFAQs isn't going to be merged in with GameSpot or any other site. We're not going to strip out the soul of the site."-CJayC <cite>Orlando_Jordan posted [p:952174834] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I feel like I should have a destination in mind and I don't She has to eat gluten free and I don't know what places work well for that</quote>We both know she isn't going to say yes anyway. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Eyeratosthenes 03/27/21 1:36:06 PM #176:	her saying no isn't that big a deal if that's what happened --- Aiways / Hairistotle <cite>Eyeratosthenes posted [p:952175323] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>her saying no isn't that big a deal if that's what happened </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:38:36 PM #177:	Eyeratosthenes posted... her saying no isn't that big a deal if that's what happened Read my other topic <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952175406] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Eyeratosthenes posted... </cite> <quote>her saying no isn't that big a deal if that's what happened</quote>Read my other topic </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
One_Day_Remains 03/27/21 1:46:10 PM #178:	I would strongly recommend that you block Orlando_Jordan, awesome999, Lathissamus and HagenEx cause those dudes are only going to shit up your topic. --- Ten sounds sound like bloated constipated arena rock - GhettoFlip <cite>One_Day_Remains posted [p:952175636] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>I would strongly recommend that you block Orlando_Jordan, awesome999, Lathissamus and HagenEx cause those dudes are only going to shit up your topic.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 1:55:02 PM #179:	I'm just going to go stuff my face like the fat worthless sack of shit I am <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952175908] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>I'm just going to go stuff my face like the fat worthless sack of shit I am </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 2:20:05 PM #180:	Yeah no I'm not even enjoying this <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952176658] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Yeah no I'm not even enjoying this </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
KINDERFELD 03/27/21 2:23:30 PM #181:	Life happens and then your expectations are lowered due to disenfranchisement. --- BLACK LIVES MATTER <cite>KINDERFELD posted [p:952176756] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Life happens and then your expectations are lowered due to disenfranchisement. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 2:32:32 PM #182:	KINDERFELD posted... Life happens and then your expectations are lowered due to disenfranchisement. I have no expectations and I'm still disappointed <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952177046] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>KINDERFELD posted... </cite> <quote>Life happens and then your expectations are lowered due to disenfranchisement.</quote>I have no expectations and I'm still disappointed </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
KINDERFELD 03/27/21 2:59:07 PM #183:	DarthAragorn posted... I have no expectations and I'm still disappointed You should have some expectations or else you're just dead weight, taking up space and using up resources. --- BLACK LIVES MATTER <cite>KINDERFELD posted [p:952177834] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I have no expectations and I'm still disappointed</quote> You should have some expectations or else you're just dead weight, taking up space and using up resources. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 3:39:40 PM #184:	I am going to sleep now and hope I don't wake up for a long long time <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952179077] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>I am going to sleep now and hope I don't wake up for a long long time </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
FortuneCookie 03/27/21 3:49:17 PM #185:	https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_D7Ov0xKts <cite>FortuneCookie posted [p:952179344] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_D7Ov0xKts </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Smackems 03/27/21 3:51:55 PM #186:	HagenEx posted... This is a gimmick. --- Common sense baked a funk cookie - some dude <cite>Smackems posted [p:952179405] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>HagenEx posted... </cite> <quote>This is a gimmick.</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 3:53:38 PM #187:	Who posted <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952179452] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Who posted </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 7:25:16 PM #188:	Pain <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952185205] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Pain </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Chadwick69 03/27/21 8:04:03 PM #189:	Just do literally anything. You're currently choosing to sit here and wallow in self pity about how you don't do anything. Walk out of your house and go do SOMETHING. <cite>Chadwick69 posted [p:952186342] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Just do literally anything. You're currently choosing to sit here and wallow in self pity about how you don't do anything. Walk out of your house and go do SOMETHING. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 8:07:27 PM #190:	Chadwick69 posted... Just do literally anything. You're currently choosing to sit here and wallow in self pity about how you don't do anything. Walk out of your house and go do SOMETHING. I actually did take a 30ish minute walk earlier. It did nothing for me and it barely counts as an activity. <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952186445] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Chadwick69 posted... </cite> <quote>Just do literally anything. You're currently choosing to sit here and wallow in self pity about how you don't do anything. Walk out of your house and go do SOMETHING.</quote>I actually did take a 30ish minute walk earlier. It did nothing for me and it barely counts as an activity. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Chadwick69 03/27/21 8:18:51 PM #191:	Yeah this dude gonna get me banned if I speak my mind <cite>Chadwick69 posted [p:952186793] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Yeah this dude gonna get me banned if I speak my mind </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
One_Day_Remains 03/27/21 8:20:08 PM #192:	Chadwick69 posted... Yeah this dude gonna get me banned if I speak my mind So speak your mind then. It'd only be beneficial --- Ten sounds sound like bloated constipated arena rock - GhettoFlip <cite>One_Day_Remains posted [p:952186817] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Chadwick69 posted...</cite> <quote>Yeah this dude gonna get me banned if I speak my mind </quote> So speak your mind then. It'd only be beneficial</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 8:24:55 PM #193:	Do it, shitty troll alt <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952186964] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Do it, shitty troll alt </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Chadwick69 03/27/21 8:31:55 PM #194:	DarthAragorn posted... Do it, shitty troll alt Knowing what your life is like makes your words mean nothing to me. <cite>Chadwick69 posted [p:952187172] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>Do it, shitty troll alt</quote>Knowing what your life is like makes your words mean nothing to me. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Bad_Mojo 03/27/21 8:37:34 PM #195:	As someone that suffers from horrible depression, I know what it feels like to be so conflicted. I suffered for years, just sitting here doing nothing but what you're doing - just feeling down. It was only just this week that I looked outside, saw a small patch of yard that looked horrible, and I just turned off my computer, put my headphones on, [Portland legal], and just started to clean it up. Once I got going, I just kept going, and before I knew it, it was getting dark and I didn't even notice. For the first time in a really long time I didn't really notice the passing of time, and I didn't feel as depressed that night when I laid down to sleep. But once I did lay down, I got really depressed again. That's when I knew I had to just do that again. So I stood there looking at what I did yesterday, feeling proud of myself, and that motivated me to do even more. I worked that whole day and felt great the whole day. I didn't even take one of my pills. Again, I went to sleep happy and I stayed that way. The next day I did it again. More time doing something to keep me busy, keep my mind off how terrible my life is, and it was making my yard look great, which made me even more motivated to make it look even better. Step by step, I keep feeling better and better, and I'm losing some of my extra weight because I'm digging and pulling and moving shit around. It took me a long time to find out that this would help, and it may not help you, but it's worth a shot. And it doesn't have to be yard work around your place if you don't want to be around your parents. Before I started doing my yard work, I was thinking about picking up trash at locations around town. There was always either a Reddit MeetUp or just a MeetUp where they gave you all the stuff you need to pick up trash, all you hand to bring was you. I wish I could help more, but it's really about you and what you think might help you stay distracted until you're in a position in life where you feel better about yourself. It's rough, but it can get better if you can figure out what works for you --- https://i.imgtc.com/hQ5SuG6.gif https://i.imgtc.com/QrhAq36.gif https://i.imgtc.com/Yjov9DU.gif <cite>Bad_Mojo posted [p:952187334] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>As someone that suffers from horrible depression, I know what it feels like to be so conflicted. I suffered for years, just sitting here doing nothing but what you're doing - just feeling down. It was only just this week that I looked outside, saw a small patch of yard that looked horrible, and I just turned off my computer, put my headphones on, [Portland legal], and just started to clean it up. Once I got going, I just kept going, and before I knew it, it was getting dark and I didn't even notice. For the first time in a really long time I didn't really notice the passing of time, and I didn't feel as depressed that night when I laid down to sleep. But once I did lay down, I got really depressed again. That's when I knew I had to just do that again. So I stood there looking at what I did yesterday, feeling proud of myself, and that motivated me to do even more. I worked that whole day and felt great the whole day. I didn't even take one of my pills. Again, I went to sleep happy and I stayed that way. The next day I did it again. More time doing something to keep me busy, keep my mind off how terrible my life is, and it was making my yard look great, which made me even more motivated to make it look even better. Step by step, I keep feeling better and better, and I'm losing some of my extra weight because I'm digging and pulling and moving shit around. It took me a long time to find out that this would help, and it may not help you, but it's worth a shot. And it doesn't have to be yard work around your place if you don't want to be around your parents. Before I started doing my yard work, I was thinking about picking up trash at locations around town. There was always either a Reddit MeetUp or just a MeetUp where they gave you all the stuff you need to pick up trash, all you hand to bring was you. I wish I could help more, but it's really about you and what you think might help you stay distracted until you're in a position in life where you feel better about yourself. It's rough, but it can get better if you can figure out what works for you </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 9:44:21 PM #196:	Yeah I need to find something like that. Don't think yard work is the answer because it's not my house and I plan on being out of here as soon as fucking possible. Though I guess that's still years away so... Hmm. <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952189338] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Yeah I need to find something like that. Don't think yard work is the answer because it's not my house and I plan on being out of here as soon as fucking possible. Though I guess that's still years away so... Hmm. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Bad_Mojo 03/27/21 10:27:27 PM #197:	Here are some pictures https://i.imgur.com/QoxcA1F.jpg https://i.imgur.com/ZwMah3o.jpg https://i.imgur.com/3oXvDMN.jpg https://i.imgur.com/c1l7ip2.jpg --- https://i.imgtc.com/hQ5SuG6.gif https://i.imgtc.com/QrhAq36.gif https://i.imgtc.com/Yjov9DU.gif <cite>Bad_Mojo posted [p:952190658] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Here are some pictures https://i.imgur.com/QoxcA1F.jpg https://i.imgur.com/ZwMah3o.jpg https://i.imgur.com/3oXvDMN.jpg https://i.imgur.com/c1l7ip2.jpg </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DarthAragorn 03/27/21 10:40:26 PM #198:	Oh damn. Nicely done <cite>DarthAragorn posted [p:952191047] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>Oh damn. Nicely done </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Bad_Mojo 03/27/21 10:53:24 PM #199:	DarthAragorn posted... Oh damn. Nicely done Thanks! It made me feel so much better once I started doing it. Now I've kind of run out of things I can do until I can get back to buy more plants [I don't drive] to fill it in a bit more. This is my first time, so I don't know how big of an area I need to keep for them to grow. --- https://i.imgtc.com/hQ5SuG6.gif https://i.imgtc.com/QrhAq36.gif https://i.imgtc.com/Yjov9DU.gif <cite>Bad_Mojo posted [p:952191405] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>Oh damn. Nicely done</quote> Thanks! It made me feel so much better once I started doing it. Now I've kind of run out of things I can do until I can get back to buy more plants [I don't drive] to fill it in a bit more. This is my first time, so I don't know how big of an area I need to keep for them to grow. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
VideoboysaysCube 03/27/21 10:54:14 PM #200:	DarthAragorn posted... I graduated but I did no internships while in school and nobody will hire me so it's basically the same as still being in school I made the same mistake. Nobody ever told me internships were a requirement to get a job. I was spending all my time on trying to get good grades lol. I do something completely unrelated now. --- This sentence has five words. This sentence has eight words. Only one sentence in this signature is true. <cite>VideoboysaysCube posted [p:952191430] in Why am I s... [t:79364453]...</cite> <quote>DarthAragorn posted... </cite> <quote>I graduated but I did no internships while in school and nobody will hire me so it's basically the same as still being in school</quote> I made the same mistake. Nobody ever told me internships were a requirement to get a job. I was spending all my time on trying to get good grades lol. I do something completely unrelated now. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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