Current Events > I feel like my memory has been failing me in such an usual way.

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I can remember ballpark stuff easily. I know what I had for breakfast, I know the last movie I watched and my opinion of it. I don't have much lost time at all, and can walk you through the beats of my day.

But I cannot remember a goddamn thing specifically. I could not, in all honesty, close my eyes and really concentrate and tell you one whole sentence that came out of anyone's mouth, mine included, during the ten hour shift I just worked. I know what we talked about, though, and the themes of all the conversations. I could tell you all the orders I had to ring in during my shift behind the bar, and what drinks I made, though.

I've been noticing more and more than I depersonalize so deeply during my days that I can't even remember social interaction anymore. I don't catalog anything, whether it's from my mom or a stranger. Eh. Just something weird I wanted to talk about, because people would just think I'm sick otherwise who knew me.

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Sounds normal to me

But my brain is fucked so take that as you will

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