Current Events > I have identified the last thing I have a stick up my ass about

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walking, almost got nailed by a pickup driving like a maniac. his wife was screaming like crazy. a couple months ago I'd be furious but I'm actually laughing it off, cool

figure I'll try once more before calling it a night. anyone have some free easygoing advice?

Do something pretty kickass and it makes you a bit chiller for a little while. I like to stomp ass in fighting games before giving presentations.

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Oh, 100%. In this case it's a bit cheesy but I "discovered myself" so to speak. Took a small break from here and confronted my thoughts. Wrote quite a bit in my journal and was surprised and what came freely outta me. Examined my insecurities, my triggers, my past. Everything, I guess.

Realized I'd be a lot happier and freer being someone other than who I was being. Realized I was never really "one of the guys" and started googling stuff like that, which in turn led to me looking into androgyny. That (and plenty more self examination) made me realize I kinda wanna just be a girly me, and the past few weeks I've been working hard at that.

I consider that pretty kickass anyway, and I attribute pretty much my entire mellowing out to it.

Tho I still got this damn pet peeve about these kinds of jokes lol

Solidarity

alright man that loki is hitting me hard. I'm bein real fuckin dumb in Deus Ex. Bustin a lotta skulls in Tai Yong

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IDK why I talked about Deus Ex ITT. Last night was crazy.

Anyway yeah I think I might be getting over this issue so that's dope