Current Events > I finally figured it out.

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What my problem is.

Somehow the meds changed my personality.

Took step backwards two step fowards.

I said....It's a confidence thing.

Guys are so stuck at looking top dog at all times.

To every guy.

If any guy looks down on them on their confidence they can't handle it. They must look boss at all anytimes.

well I had that same thought. but i didn't know what the fuck was going on. I felt bad when I intentionally didn't look top dog and I would cuss out people and throw angry fits.

so I figured thats just it.

My confidence aka pride is being hurt causing my temper tantrums but I didnt know what the fuck was going on.

LIfe as a regular is full of pride.

Here's the thing.

as long as I don't get down on the confidence thing I"ll be okay.

Guys are hurting my pride because it's so fragile but there's other ways to look at things.

Looking top dog isn't always an intimatdation it's about being confident in yourself. and the key is not letting anyone knock your pride/confidence to the point of temptraum or hurting people.

like I said regular guys are just weird.

it's all about looking BOSS

TOP DOG beta need alpha ready

also woman play a big role in guys confidence.

no woman no cry?

yeah right we need woman.

I just need to work on even though I may not look top dawg at all times don't explode people are just toying with me cause they know I do that.

I just needed to knwo what the fuck was going on.

these meds are cool but good lord the pride shit got my shit twerked out.

I"m understand a lil bit.

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