Current Events > I ****ing hate this time of year

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The_Creep_2020 12/10/20 4:52:14 AM #1:	Late November to mid December, at least. Theres always something in the air, reminds me of when my dad was in palliative care leading up to his death. Also reminds me of the complete mindfuck of a relationship I was in at the time. God, she was a manipulative, narcissistic piece of work. Really knew how to fuck with a vulnerable persons head. Tl;dr: angsty crap --- Have I carved enough, my Lord? Child, you are a bone <cite>The_Creep_2020 posted [p:948136909] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>Late November to mid December, at least. Theres always something in the air, reminds me of when my dad was in palliative care leading up to his death. Also reminds me of the complete mindfuck of a relationship I was in at the time. God, she was a manipulative, narcissistic piece of work. Really knew how to fuck with a vulnerable persons head. Tl;dr: angsty crap </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
indica 12/10/20 5:06:26 AM #2:	I feel you bro --- There is no good. There is no evil. There just is. <cite>indica posted [p:948137089] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>I feel you bro </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
JoeThe12th 12/10/20 5:07:16 AM #3:	indica posted... I feel you bro <cite>JoeThe12th posted [p:948137093] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>indica posted... </cite> <quote>I feel you bro</quote> </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ultimate reaver 12/10/20 5:18:16 AM #4:	I like the weather but for some reason stuff in my life tends to go wrong a lot more often in the winter --- I pray god will curse the writer, as the writer has cursed the world with this beautiful, stupendous creation, terrible in its simplicity, irresistible in truth <cite>ultimate reaver posted [p:948137209] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>I like the weather but for some reason stuff in my life tends to go wrong a lot more often in the winter </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Wii_Shaker 12/10/20 5:23:43 AM #5:	It's always been a very dark time of year for me. My brother and I grew up very poor and I don't associate the holidays with cheer the way some people do. --- "He busted in, blessed be the Lord Who believe any mess they read up on a message board" -MF DOOM <cite>Wii_Shaker posted [p:948137271] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>It's always been a very dark time of year for me. My brother and I grew up very poor and I don't associate the holidays with cheer the way some people do. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
R1masher 12/10/20 5:27:55 AM #6:	Chins up buckaroos, urry liddle thin goan be alght --- R1R1R1R1R1R1 <cite>R1masher posted [p:948137310] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>Chins up buckaroos, urry liddle thin goan be alght </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
AzurexNightmare 12/10/20 5:30:58 AM #7:	This whole year sucks. "This time of year sucks" doesn't even apply this time. The whole year was crap. --- Latest Game Completed 100% Resident Evil VII <cite>AzurexNightmare posted [p:948137352] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>This whole year sucks. "This time of year sucks" doesn't even apply this time. The whole year was crap. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ghostblob 12/10/20 6:47:44 AM #8:	Similar feelings. My mother died at the beginning of December 16 years ago and I got really seriously ill (mentally) a few years ago due to a relationship where I was abused, ended up in hospital. --- https://letterboxd.com/magnoliamoon/ <cite>ghostblob posted [p:948138216] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>Similar feelings. My mother died at the beginning of December 16 years ago and I got really seriously ill (mentally) a few years ago due to a relationship where I was abused, ended up in hospital. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Corrupt_Power 12/10/20 6:58:31 AM #9:	I'm sorry man. Having negative shit tied to certain times is rough. My dad passed during the Superbowl a couple years ago - that whole time and the leadup into it has been tough to get through since. --- Posted with GameRaven 3.6.0_B3 <cite>Corrupt_Power posted [p:948138352] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>I'm sorry man. Having negative shit tied to certain times is rough. My dad passed during the Superbowl a couple years ago - that whole time and the leadup into it has been tough to get through since.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Ryven 12/10/20 7:29:14 AM #10:	My brother in law, who I love, his brother killed himself on my birthday. So he tries to be happy for me but im like, dont even worry about it. I honestly feel bad for people giving me attention at all when he goes through that yearly grieving. --- 'We're not gonna make it, are we? People i mean.' 'It's in your nature to destroy yourselves.' <cite>Ryven posted [p:948138726] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>My brother in law, who I love, his brother killed himself on my birthday. So he tries to be happy for me but im like, dont even worry about it. I honestly feel bad for people giving me attention at all when he goes through that yearly grieving. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
The_Creep_2020 12/10/20 10:13:30 PM #11:	Fuck me, not one person said something nasty? Youve changed, CE... All levity aside, thanks for the kind words, folks, youre good people. I feel annoyed that Im still getting angsty as shit about it even though its been 8 years. I dont know, it seems like its a lot better I keep my shit together more for longer each year, but in some ways its worse now my kids are a bit older. My daughters almost 5 and my sons 3, every day were getting these little glimpses of the brilliant, awesomely weird people they could grow up to be and I cant help but think of how much hed spoil the absolute shit outta them if he was still alive. --- Have I carved enough, my Lord? Child, you are a bone <cite>The_Creep_2020 posted [p:948179607] in I ****ing ... [t:79164122]...</cite> <quote>Fuck me, not one person said something nasty? Youve changed, CE... All levity aside, thanks for the kind words, folks, youre good people. I feel annoyed that Im still getting angsty as shit about it even though its been 8 years. I dont know, it seems like its a lot better I keep my shit together more for longer each year, but in some ways its worse now my kids are a bit older. My daughters almost 5 and my sons 3, every day were getting these little glimpses of the brilliant, awesomely weird people they could grow up to be and I cant help but think of how much hed spoil the absolute shit outta them if he was still alive. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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