Current Events > i wonder if i'm just psychologically broken and doomed to be a manslut

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i basically had 0 female interaction until my 20s, at which point my people-skills and social life did a 180 and the ladies have come roaring at me ever since, but the problem is i'm so insatiable and quick to move onto the next girl asap. i get a gross satisfaction out of things like having a rotation of girls i'm working on, having sex with more than one girl in a 24 hour period, sniffing out if a girl's sick of her boyfriend, etc.

it's not even about the sex most of the time, just the gratification of the chase because i was so starved before. it's like i'm so traumatized from an incel adolescence and an abusive first relationship that i'm massively overcompensating in adulthood with no end in sight.

i don't like this, i don't like being this way, i don't like how numb it's made me, i don't like how i'm hurting people's feelings and probably sending them down a self-destructive path themselves after i'm through with them

and i especially don't like that thanks to covid and the trump administration every therapist in the world is booked through 2025 <_<