Current Events > I"m all alone in life now. With Grandma dead.

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Nobody has my back anymore. I was an experiment of a one night stand. My entire dads side of the family wiped out Im nothing to them. My mother was an only child. The grim reality now with grandma dead. Nobody gives a fuck about me if something happens to me. I'm pretty much a lost cause. The world is waiting for me to become a statistic of mental illiness. I'm being controlled by a west african scammer. Who called his buddy up and now I obey to two west african masters. At this point. I don't know what to do. Grandmas dead. It's either give in to life or what? theres no reason for me nobody gives a fuck I'm forty years old. People are just waiting for me to fuck up and that will be the grand excitement of not when? but how?

I'm on a crash course collision to my doom.

I see the signs it's like I'm hurdling to the sun or venus or jupiter and i can't stop moving towards my impending doom I can only see it happen and watch the it turn to black.

That in gist.........is what course I'm on. Church doesn't want me. I'm alone so alone.....not even gamefaqs cares. the months before my grandma past I was in a perpetual purgatory for two years that I wouldn't come out of out until a year after my grandma past it was too late a twitch subbcuss got a hold of me and then the west african scam sank his teeth into me I do his bidding and his bidding alone and saying goodbye to someone pretending to be a black woman who is actually a man....the alternative although scary is much worst.......because in real life. People are destroying me bit by bit. I 'm not liked in real life.........at all. Truck wake me up from my sleep ....dudes menance to hurt me........so there really is no alternative if grandma doesn't return soon. it may be all over for me. and I"ll turn into a statistic. As it was written.........who knows....but at this point the reality is No one cares about me anymore. I'm not loved my failure is all they wanna see......and how.......

it was written. in the early 80s this would happen. sometimes being strong isn't good enough.......you just have to accept what life has for you at what point fighting it won't be an option. I'll succumb to my fate. Eat it and love it.

That is all CE.

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We care, reg. We got you, fam.

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ReggieBush09 posted...

My entire dads side of the family wiped out Im nothing to them

What happened to that side of the family?

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ReggieBush09 posted...

I'm being controlled by a west african scammer.

wait...

wtf?

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ReggieBush09 posted...

a twitch subbcuss got a hold of me and then the west african scam sank his teeth into me I do his bidding and his bidding alone and saying goodbye to someone pretending to be a black woman who is actually a man

WTF

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What's going on, man?

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Lol stop trying to bang african princes

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Got a little wild and crazy near the end there, but I hope you can keep it together man. Keep your mind on good things coming ahead bro.

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I hope you're okay.

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Jerry_Hellyeah posted...

Lol stop trying to bang african princes

lmao

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Feel better soon. I know it's hard but it will get better.

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Im on the path of being on the same boat with you actually. Have no idea who my dad is or his side of the family and my mom is alive but she wanted to have me raised by my grandma. My grandma isnt close with her family so by proxy neither am I. Once shes gone I'll have aunts and uncles but theyre significantly older than me and i dont really to talk to them so once they kick the bucket itll just be me.

But keep your head up in life man your family is who you make of it. Surround yourself with people you like and care about and those bloodties wont even matter. Life is good man, hope youre doing alright.

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Don't let the black man get you down reg! Rise ABOVE!

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I like you TC

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I can't really offer any real professional advice, but have you tried converting to a Temple and explaining your situation? I just think you need some form of spirituality right now to get yourself focused.

The Western Churches are a bit of a hit or miss, but honestly those are going the way of the dinosaur.

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Is this a copy pasta thing?

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BeyondWalls posted...

Is this a copy pasta thing?

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You mean plagiarism?

nah dog. straight from my heart to yours.

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Stay strong the Fam got your back

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Yo Reggie we got your back dude.

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Topics like these is why you need to get laid.

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ReggieBush09 posted...

I'm being controlled by a west african scammer. Who called his buddy up and now I obey to two west african masters.

wut

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BignutzisBack posted...

wut

I know; still trying to figure out if TC is serious with us or pulling our chains.

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Knicky knicky knicky :(

Really though sorry to hear reg. Lots of people here are behind you

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Reggie we're here

It's ok.

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