Current Events > Great. Two weeks ago, everything was going well. Suddenly, wedding Saturday.

(+) Yeah! (+)

Brother and his fiancee want a fast wedding. Nothing big or grandure. That's fine. Basic, dressy, not overly dressy clothes. It's gonna be by the beach at a lighthouse.

I went to the store today, got a dress and sandals. I have been told that this is gonna be a family thing pretty much. Just our side, her side, ..... maybe one or two friends at most.

Now here's the kicker for me. As many here know, I am transgender. In my mind, it's already like "Woo boy.... great." .... because there's the anxiety of being out infront of others. Especially me, I love just blending into society and doing my own things. About two hours ago, my brother's fiancee and my mother came to visit me working (I work from home) and told me they are doing a pre-wedding makeup and hair styling get-together.

My hearts freaking racing. I don't want this. Now it sounds like it's more than just family. There's gonna be many I don't know. I'm not going to be blending in anywhere. I really, really don't want this.

---

You'll be fine, don't worry about it.

---

Eh, yeah, that sounds a bit dicey. Have you talked to your brother about it?

Wear a Hazmat suit and shame them for not doing their part to combat Covid-19.

The pre wedding make up thing is usually reserved for special women. You should think it's cool you're a part of it.

Plus there's probably booze and free food.

---

Fuck man can't you say you're being socially responsible by not having people do your makeup and youll be wearing a mask or some shit?

---

MrResetti posted...

The pre wedding make up thing is usually reserved for special women. You should think it's cool you're a part of it.

Plus there's probably booze and free food.

I don't drink alcohol. Ever. Wedding or not. Alcohol will not be drunk.

fhqwhgads posted...

Fuck man can't you say you're being socially responsible by not having people do your makeup and youll be wearing a mask or some shit?

You know. That's a good point. I can probably wiggle out of this then. We will see.

---

excuuuuse me

---

You will be fine. It will come to pass. And the states will close back up after

---

Trust me, I don't want to. They are forcing this fast for insurance benefits and such. I mean Hell, I'll be going to work right after the darn thing.

---