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butthole666 05/22/20 5:13:25 AM #1:	Wowee I feel bad! Not doing great reaching out to people or responding to people who are concerned and keep digging myself new holes! Buddy, I cant take care of myself worth a shit! Wow! --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533109] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>Wowee I feel bad! Not doing great reaching out to people or responding to people who are concerned and keep digging myself new holes! Buddy, I cant take care of myself worth a shit! Wow! </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Smackems 05/22/20 5:15:05 AM #3:	It's probably good to vent about it so let it out --- Common sense is the most uncommon thing in the world-some dude. <cite>Smackems posted [p:939533131] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>It's probably good to vent about it so let it out </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 5:17:50 AM #4:	I am completely isolating myself from any meaningful communication w people beyond shitposting and w/e and when friends reach out to me concerned about me and my situation and wellbeing I cannot respond and feel like I am further alienating them and eroding my support system beyond that, Im just blowing all my money on stupid ass shit because Im manic or depressed or just fucking nuts drinking was evening me out every few days but 1) that is unhealthy 2) my stomach likes that even less than it likes most things haha --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533171] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>I am completely isolating myself from any meaningful communication w people beyond shitposting and w/e and when friends reach out to me concerned about me and my situation and wellbeing I cannot respond and feel like I am further alienating them and eroding my support system beyond that, Im just blowing all my money on stupid ass shit because Im manic or depressed or just fucking nuts drinking was evening me out every few days but 1) that is unhealthy 2) my stomach likes that even less than it likes most things haha </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Harpie 05/22/20 5:21:49 AM #6:	butthole666 posted... Wowee I feel bad! Not doing great reaching out to people or responding to people who are concerned and keep digging myself new holes! Buddy, I cant take care of myself worth a shit! Wow! I do the same thing. It sucks. You want to have people talk to you and care about you, but then you get this weird anxiety about responding and then all of a sudden its been 6 days since you last replied back to anyone ... ~~just me?~~ Youve gotten this far in life, so try not to beat yourself up. Todays the day you start fresh. And if you get knocked down, hit the reset button again. Its okay to feel like a shitty, depressed, anxious wreck. As long as you keep getting up the next morning, youve succeeded for the day --- no <cite>Harpie posted [p:939533249] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>butthole666 posted... </cite> <quote>Wowee I feel bad! Not doing great reaching out to people or responding to people who are concerned and keep digging myself new holes! Buddy, I cant take care of myself worth a shit! Wow!</quote>I do the same thing. It sucks. You want to have people talk to you and care about you, but then you get this weird anxiety about responding and then all of a sudden its been 6 days since you last replied back to anyone ... just me? Youve gotten this far in life, so try not to beat yourself up. Todays the day you start fresh. And if you get knocked down, hit the reset button again. Its okay to feel like a shitty, depressed, anxious wreck. As long as you keep getting up the next morning, youve succeeded for the day </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 5:23:22 AM #7:	Anxiety, feeling exhausted and out of breath and in general overwhelmed i mean for fucks sake i can feel myself slipping, i feel like im fucking getting dumber by the day --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533265] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>Anxiety, feeling exhausted and out of breath and in general overwhelmed i mean for fucks sake i can feel myself slipping, i feel like im fucking getting dumber by the day </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 5:28:26 AM #8:	Basically people bad and good people overwhelming whoa --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533355] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>Basically people bad and good people overwhelming whoa </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 5:31:08 AM #9:	Harpie posted... I do the same thing. It sucks. You want to have people talk to you and care about you, but then you get this weird anxiety about responding and then all of a sudden its been 6 days since you last replied back to anyone Exactly this. Would love to hop on a zoom call w the homies, or reach out to an old friend and rebuild a bridge that got burned, or fill literally any single person asking about it in on what happened when I met with my ex and the several times since they have contacted me, but trying to do those things makes me ball up and hide ahhhhhhhh --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533394] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>Harpie posted... </cite> <quote>I do the same thing. It sucks. You want to have people talk to you and care about you, but then you get this weird anxiety about responding and then all of a sudden its been 6 days since you last replied back to anyone</quote>Exactly this. Would love to hop on a zoom call w the homies, or reach out to an old friend and rebuild a bridge that got burned, or fill literally any single person asking about it in on what happened when I met with my ex and the several times since they have contacted me, but trying to do those things makes me ball up and hide ahhhhhhhh </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 5:39:29 AM #10:	on the bright side Im becoming a little less neurotic about hair loss and realizing I am not in fact actually balding so that is nice and feels nice, I get to continue to be Kinda Hot ~~this is being replaced however by concerns over long term health problems from sleep loss tho lmao~~ --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939533503] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>on the bright side Im becoming a little less neurotic about hair loss and realizing I am not in fact actually balding so that is nice and feels nice, I get to continue to be Kinda Hot this is being replaced however by concerns over long term health problems from sleep loss tho lmao </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
butthole666 05/22/20 3:40:36 PM #11:	This was a spicy one. I wonder if Id still be so volatile if I had never been on, and subsequently quit cold turkey, a couple different SSRIs as a teen. --- "Kenan & Kel is what made me realize I wasn't racist." ~ NewportBox100s <cite>butthole666 posted [p:939554681] in Butthole66... [t:78709899]...</cite> <quote>This was a spicy one. I wonder if Id still be so volatile if I had never been on, and subsequently quit cold turkey, a couple different SSRIs as a teen. </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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