Current Events > Most days I struggle just to hold it together

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I live with legit OCD that manifested itself in the form of germophobia. So severe are my compulsions that I am on disability because it prevents me from working and under normal circumstances my days are rough.

As it turns out pandemics and germophobia are not compatible.

My anxiety and panic has been in constant overdrive since last. My body is pain, I'm tired and absolutely exhausted mentally and physically without having done anything. Most of my worry and panic is on my neighbors and kids who are being impacted. I worry about everyone anyway but now I just want to make sure everyone is safe and has what they need but I can just barely take care of myself.

Dont know how long I can last with this.

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