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body and mind: nope, go back to jail
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Crono99 posted...

Let's talk about this.

uhh, well, idk. i think my brain is just fried from smoking too much pot, and now that i'm off it i don't know what to do with myself. also i think i have an eating disorder because even just thinking about food or trying to make something to eat... doesn't happen. also for some reason i run out of energy to do anything like 2 hours after waking up.
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Yeah. Probably. I managed to eat a little bit just now. >_>

Probably going to stay away from the pot for a while. Also, passion is kind of a weird thing I don't really buy into it. Usually when I get passionate about something it's because people around me are really into it as well, guess my disposition is to belong somewhere rather than to... Be driven by something singular.
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Crono99 posted...

MedeaLysistrata posted...

Yeah. Probably. I managed to eat a little bit just now. >_>

Probably going to stay away from the pot for a while. Also, passion is kind of a weird thing I don't really buy into it. Usually when I get passionate about something it's because people around me are really into it as well, guess my disposition is to belong somewhere rather than to... Be driven by something singular.

Well it can be anything, really. When I find myself getting into a habit like drinking or eating a lot, it's usually because I'm trying to fill my life with something because there's something missing. Finding out what that missing piece is, that's the hardest part I think.

Yeah. idk, I generally value social relationships more than activities in themselves. I do really enjoy philosophy and reading but it's a lot less enjoyable when there's nobody to share the hobby with.

But then it's like, lol, if my whole personality is just to enjoy other people's company and stuff, eh, that's kind of depressing because there is nothing I can think to do that I would just do for my own sake.

Computer science and stuff is a bit different. That I can kind of get into on my own but there I just get frustrated if I don't make a lot of rapid progress and usually end up giving up once it starts to require more than a little bit of brainpower.
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Yeah, suppose I just got so used to smoking weed as my private hobby that it's hard to find a replacement. But I guess that also means there are infinitely many things to replace it with. Thanks >_>
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*get to do epic DDTs to Crono99*
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