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gunplagirl 11/02/19 7:35:57 PM #1: |
What's with that, lately a lot of friends on Facebook and here have had pets and family dying, and if not that then car accidents that totalled their vehicle.
I'm not really sad, just feeling weird since I never got to tell him off. Also I had a high school dream last night and had to explain to a counselor that I don't live with my dad. So I guess I felt it coming in my dream, universe reaching out and all that crap. He had it coming, honestly. He was drunk driving and killed his second wife in the crash, and became a quadriplegic. So because he didn't have a ton of money, him having a shortened life from that was a given. And yet despite all the bullshit he put us through, I wish him the peace he doesn't deserve because honestly? I've found my peace with him not being in my life long before he passed, the only news from my family I wanted about him was that he died. That all said, I'll probably want to scream in anger all those things I wish I said to him about how awful he was. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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SiO4 11/02/19 7:39:09 PM #3: |
gunplagirl posted...
That all said, I'll probably want to scream in anger all those things I wish I said to him about how awful he was. That will be your next recurring dream at some point. On those lovely fever dream nights. --- "Whatever the reason you're on Mars, I'm glad you're there, and I wish I was with you." ~Carl Sagan. Currently playing: Flight Simulator X.~PC ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 7:41:04 PM #4: |
shockthemonkey posted...
Fuck. The dream was far more emotionally tolling than this news. I'm worried about my siblings and mom. Sisters are both angry for good reason. I think my final revenge is he'll never get to know the real me or have seen more than my profile picture. Oh, Halloween was my 5 year anniversary of my gender marker change and the middle of this month will mark the 5 year anniversary of my legal name change. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 7:42:38 PM #5: |
SiO4 posted...
gunplagirl posted...That all said, I'll probably want to scream in anger all those things I wish I said to him about how awful he was. I dunno, I'm mostly bothered by things like my dream last night. Started out with a lady being cannibalized by a zombie and she threatened anyone who tried to interfere. She looked like a cut up pig inside. :/ Better than the immolation dreams. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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A_A_Battery 11/02/19 7:42:44 PM #6: |
One side of the story.
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 7:46:07 PM #7: |
@A_A_Battery
So are you looking to get warned or what --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Machete 11/02/19 7:46:19 PM #8: |
Sorry to hear that, but also sorry to hear he was a monster. I wouldn't call mine that, but he sure as fuck has one living in his head and the last time it came out, I just completely lost any desire to interact with him in any capacity due to what it unburied from many years ago. Feel free to PM if you want to vent or exchange ventings.
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a-c-a-b 11/02/19 7:46:20 PM #9: |
I get what you're going through.
My Dad left when I was 16 and I never spoke to him again. I hated the bastard and wasn't sad when he died. But I did regret that I never got to confront him and talk to him as an adult and lost out on the opportunity to get any sort of closure on certain things. --- Save for your doomed future ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Archibleedies 11/02/19 7:48:48 PM #10: |
wow, at least you seem to be handling it well. if youre still bummed about never having gotten to tell him off, you can always spit or piss on his grave. that's what i'm planning on doing to ma
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A_A_Battery 11/02/19 7:49:32 PM #11: |
gunplagirl posted...
@A_A_Battery Im due for one to be sure, I just dont take at face value someone calling their father a monster without seeing his side of the story and what merits he might have had. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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berlyman101 11/02/19 7:50:55 PM #13: |
damn, CE needs to square with their old man before it's too late
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Archibleedies 11/02/19 7:51:00 PM #14: |
A_A_Battery posted...
gunplagirl posted...@A_A_Battery you came into a topic about a user's dead abusive father, in which tc states her conflicted feelings but ultimately hoped he was at peace to shitpost. poor form, real classless --- Hairistotle ... Copied to Clipboard!
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WashYourHands 11/02/19 7:53:32 PM #15: |
Good luck with everything
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A_A_Battery 11/02/19 7:54:16 PM #16: |
Archibleedies posted...
you came into a topic about a user's dead abusive father, in which tc states her conflicted feelings but ultimately hoped he was at peace Not shitposting, I just believe parents deserve more respect than to be called monsters after their death. If I see that, I wouldnt just take it as is. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 7:56:40 PM #17: |
Machete posted...
Sorry to hear that, but also sorry to hear he was a monster. I wouldn't call mine that, but he sure as fuck has one living in his head and the last time it came out, I just completely lost any desire to interact with him in any capacity due to what it unburied from many years ago. Feel free to PM if you want to vent or exchange ventings. I appreciate it. a-c-a-b posted... I get what you're going through. Yeah. I'm reminded of that flashback scene in FFX where Tidus's mom tells him if he's dead then Tidus will never get to yell at Jecht all the things he wanted to say. Archibleedies posted... wow, at least you seem to be handling it well. if youre still bummed about never having gotten to tell him off, you can always spit or piss on his grave. that's what i'm planning on doing to ma Nah, he's nowhere near here and I'm not gonna travel to do that. He's not even getting a funeral, just cremation since he's former military. I'd like ashes to throw out, but I can make do with some ashes from the fireplace I guess. berlyman101 posted... damn, CE needs to square with their old man before it's too late Right? I knew it was coming but fuck, it came up on me fast. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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FightingJester 11/02/19 7:56:49 PM #18: |
Shitty for sure. Its good youre at peace with it though despite the past. Worlds brighter when you dont hold onto all that shit.
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 8:01:41 PM #19: |
A_A_Battery posted...
Archibleedies posted...you came into a topic about a user's dead abusive father, in which tc states her conflicted feelings but ultimately hoped he was at peace Read the third fucking paragraph, the guy killed his second wife when he was drunk driving and he's finally succumbed to that accident years later. You're just being offensive. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 8:02:15 PM #20: |
FightingJester posted...
Shitty for sure. Its good youre at peace with it though despite the past. Worlds brighter when you dont hold onto all that shit. Yep. I mean, yay trauma. But I can work on moving past that as I discover it. Thankfully I have a bright mind and good friends and the resources at at my hands now. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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A_A_Battery 11/02/19 8:05:53 PM #21: |
And he never regretted it, of course.
Look I dont know the guy, Im just letting you know I disapprove in principle to such disrespect even after a parents death. And if that gets me warned/suspended, so be it, I already pinged Crono in another topic and am expecting it any second now. Im not gonna let it slide though, I want you to know that me, some internet person, is not gonna see something like this and let it slide without stating that it remains just one side, a remark born out of a general air of disapproval. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 8:09:13 PM #23: |
shockthemonkey posted...
gunplagirl posted...I think my final revenge is he'll never get to know the real me or have seen more than my profile picture. Thanks. Between that and this and my boob implant consultation on Wednesday, well. November's a busy month for me. --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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gunplagirl 11/02/19 8:34:15 PM #24: |
https://youtu.be/5Dm0NQgDQWY
How I'm feeling lol --- https://i.imgtc.ws/x2KBsjI.png tfw no big tiddy goth vampire gf who lactates blood - viewmaster_pi ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Machete 11/02/19 8:40:21 PM #25: |
berlyman101 posted...
damn, CE needs to square with their old man before it's too late For me, it won't happen because... a-c-a-b posted... I never got to confront him and talk to him as an adult and lost out on the opportunity to get any sort of closure on certain things. such an opportunity/closure is something I could never have because of how he is. If I tried having that sort of conversation with him, I would make no progress. I would be likely not to even make it back to the line of scrimmage. --- https://talktotransformer.com The Internet is kind of the whole ****ing Internet. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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berlyman101 11/02/19 8:46:03 PM #26: |
Maybe. My dad reached out to me after less than two years and we met on my terms. I could see if a lot of people didn't have that option.
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gunplagirl 11/03/19 12:47:36 AM #27: |
Bump and hey, look who got suspended :o
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