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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:10:18 AM #1: |
like i really wanna come home from work and play video games and watch TV not go "oh SHIT I told so and so I'd turn in my drafted policy and look into x y z issues before the end of the week" and "crap this quiz is due along with 5 discussion board posts"
I hope it's all worth it but man i'm goddamn exhausted. some of it feels good (like knowing I directly helped get a grant approved with my work that will benefit many people) but it's tiring. really hoping that my willingness to do GA work helps me a get teaching position when I graduate. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Bestoffuture 09/12/19 10:11:38 AM #2: |
You should drop out
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 10:13:10 AM #4: |
You gonna look for a tenure track position or just adjunct?
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teepan95 09/12/19 10:14:14 AM #5: |
I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:16:57 AM #6: |
kewldude475 posted...
_Matchabuu_ posted...like i really wanna come home from work and play video games and watch TV not go "oh SHIT I told so and so I'd turn in my drafted policy and look into x y z issues before the end of the week" and "crap this quiz is due along with 5 discussion board posts" Well technically I do. Im enrolling in a DNP/PhD dual program after this. Only getting my Masters for now. But yeah Im just gonna have to push through and try to look at it like that. Its a good feeling to achieve goals and I really do want this. Just tired and beat the hell down. I appreciate it though, more than you know. konokonohamaru posted... You gonna look for a tenure track position or just adjunct? Ill probably be stuck doing clinical rotations until I have my PhD. Which is okay but I always saw myself as a didactic prof... anyway definitely going for tenure track once its an option. University politics are terrifying though --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:18:02 AM #7: |
teepan95 posted...
I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc Yeah I just wanna teach and research Id give anything to find a purely research position as a RN (they exist but you usually need prior research experience OR extensive clinical experience) --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 11:11:51 AM #8: |
Bestoffuture posted...
You should drop out Meh, as depressed and worthless as I feel... honestly Ive thought about it. Previously Id actually never been depressed to the point I wanted to give up on the only thing I really had going for me. Ive always at least been able to motivate myself to push through my work, despite being horribly depressed. But Im getting worse, and its all slipping away from me at this point. Oh well. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Foppe 09/12/19 11:15:03 AM #9: |
Think how much better it will feel once you are done. --- GameFAQs isn't going to be merged in with GameSpot or any other site. We're not going to strip out the soul of the site. -CJayC ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Duncanwii 09/12/19 11:15:43 AM #10: |
Joe why do you think it is ok for woman to talk about sex on here but not ok for men to the same thing? It comes off as a tad hypocritical.
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MacadamianNut3 09/12/19 11:17:29 AM #11: |
Tag
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 11:20:44 AM #12: |
Foppe posted...
Thanks. I really do know that this will be incredible once I graduate... being able to teach and all but its so hard because Im getting worse mentally and I dont know what to do. Im scared to try more medication because those often cause me to be so tired I sleep all day and have even less energy. I have so much work to do as it is without the addition struggle just to keep my eyes open. And the anxiety from the stress (which I partially bring on myself, yes) exhausts me even more. Its just hard. Every time I think my depression has hit rock bottom I discover another depth to it. Somehow. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 11:37:09 AM #13: |
What's your field of study?
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 11:43:48 AM #14: |
konokonohamaru posted...
What's your field of study? Im a currently in grad school for nursing education. After this I plan on going for my doctorate and PhD so I can be an advanced practice nurse alongside being a professor. The degree Im currently pursuing will allow me access to education in practice areas but unlikely at the didactic level. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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teepan95 09/12/19 11:45:26 AM #15: |
I can't wait to start uni again in October
I managed to get that TA job from last year again, and afterwards there's a good chance of me getting an RA job for at least a year or so --- I use Gameraven and you should too. "I don't f****** care about anyone's penis but mine..." - Machete ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 11:53:21 AM #16: |
Glad youre enjoying your program!
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 12:10:49 PM #17: |
Cool. Wish you success in your academic pursuit.
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brestugo 09/12/19 12:32:58 PM #18: |
Grad school sucks, especially if you don't have a union. It's purely exploitative. Many professors only really care that papers get graded and sections get taught. The grad student is sometimes just an underpaid cog.
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 12:33:55 PM #19: |
brestugo posted...
Grad school sucks, especially if you don't have a union. It's purely exploitative. Many professors only really care that papers get graded and sections get taught. The grad student is sometimes just an underpaid cog. This is truth. Oftentimes it's only the golden boy (i.e. professor's favorite student) that gets enough attention to actually succeed in a future academic career. Everyone else is just manual labor for the most part --- ... ... Copied to Clipboard!
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brestugo 09/12/19 12:37:52 PM #20: |
konokonohamaru posted...
brestugo posted...Grad school sucks, especially if you don't have a union. It's purely exploitative. Many professors only really care that papers get graded and sections get taught. The grad student is sometimes just an underpaid cog. It's really sad. I tell people who are interested to find out how many PhDs a professor has put out before making them an advisor. There are professors who seem to never put out a PhD - it's all about their own research. It can be quite a scam. --- It's not about the size of the dog in the fight, it's about the size of the fight in the dog. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Sexypwnstar 09/12/19 12:39:00 PM #21: |
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brestugo 09/12/19 12:40:25 PM #22: |
Sexypwnstar posted...
Grad schools have unions for students? I would say the good ones do. Most public universities and a lot of private ones. It's a very exploitable situation. --- It's not about the size of the dog in the fight, it's about the size of the fight in the dog. ... Copied to Clipboard!
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 12:41:55 PM #23: |
It's not unlike the NCAA, imo. You have people with talents to be making a real salary, but for the chance to enter into a profession that's controlled by a small handful of people, they make you pay your dues by working for next to nothing.
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scar the 1 09/12/19 12:42:31 PM #24: |
teepan95 posted...
I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc I don't mind teaching, but honestly, having teaching hours sprinkled into your research feels pretty bad --- Stop being so aggressively argumentative for no reason. - UnfairRepresent ... Copied to Clipboard!
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konokonohamaru 09/12/19 12:45:43 PM #25: |
scar the 1 posted...
teepan95 posted...I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc Yeah, it's a hard balance to maintain. But I'm seeing the importance of professors being engaged in both teaching and research now. Because if you stop doing research, after about 10 years your teaching is going to be outdated --- ... ... Copied to Clipboard!
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scar the 1 09/12/19 1:18:09 PM #26: |
konokonohamaru posted...
scar the 1 posted...teepan95 posted...I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc Depending on the topic, yeah. It's a tricky situation to solve, luckily some people enjoy teaching more than others --- Stop being so aggressively argumentative for no reason. - UnfairRepresent ... Copied to Clipboard!
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teepan95 09/12/19 3:51:30 PM #27: |
scar the 1 posted...
konokonohamaru posted...scar the 1 posted... I'm about to start my second semester as a TA. I love it so far --- I use Gameraven and you should too. "I don't f****** care about anyone's penis but mine..." - Machete ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 5:39:26 PM #28: |
konokonohamaru posted...
scar the 1 posted...teepan95 posted...I'm looking forward to teaching as a PhD candidate. I want a good mix of research and teaching as a post-doc Yeah I agree with this. I appreciate the motivation- I depression napped the afternoon away but Ill spend my evening catching up --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Vyrulisse 09/12/19 9:31:11 PM #29: |
A shame you aren't tired of talking shit about people with actual depression in Gwaak's Discord though, right? Grow a spine and some integrity.
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ssj3vegeta 09/12/19 9:33:58 PM #30: |
TAG
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 9:55:31 PM #31: |
Vyrulisse posted...
A shame you aren't tired of talking shit about people with actual depression in Gwaak's Discord though, right? Grow a spine and some integrity. Lol you have no room to talk and you have no idea whats going on in my life. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Strapon 09/12/19 9:57:03 PM #32: |
Vyrulisse posted...
A shame you aren't tired of talking shit about people with actual depression in Gwaak's Discord though, right? Grow a spine and some integrity. Omggg ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Vyrulisse 09/12/19 9:57:48 PM #33: |
_Matchabuu_ posted...
Vyrulisse posted...A shame you aren't tired of talking shit about people with actual depression in Gwaak's Discord though, right? Grow a spine and some integrity. Oh shut up already. I talk shit about people and they know it but I'll do it in the open too unlike you. You talk about how such a victim you are but I've seen a steady stream of pieces of you talking non-stop shit about people and the one I'm referring to was too far. "I don't know what her damage is" indeed. You are disingenuous with a perpetual victim complex. You are not a victim, you are a victimizer. You subject any who will listen to your non-stop stream of nonsense and when they finally, even politely, have had enough you cry foul and act like you are an innocent victim. Everyone sees through it and even the bootlickers you temporarily gather will once they see it too and have enough. Rinse, Repeat. It's not misogyny, it's not sexism, it's not any other Freshman Feminist buzzword you can conjure up: It's you. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:02:30 PM #34: |
Its a public discord ... it was absolutely out in the open. Everyone calls me every name in the book, sends me links on how to kill myself, but of course its OK to try to push me over the edge because of your grudge against me. But one negative thing about her and all hell breaks loose. Lmao ok.
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Prismsblade 09/12/19 10:08:28 PM #35: |
It sucks schools uut so much damn efficiency on homework, in idk when but I stopped doing it almost entirely throughout middle and HS.
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Vyrulisse 09/12/19 10:08:57 PM #36: |
_Matchabuu_ posted...
Its a public discord ... it was absolutely out in the open. Everyone calls me every name in the book, sends me links on how to kill myself, but of course its OK to try to push me over the edge because of your grudge against me. But one negative thing about her and all hell breaks loose. Lmao ok. No one sends you links on how to kill yourself lol what? If you're talking about Error's discord that you left in a huff because you were asked nicely to stop talking about offing yourself all the time they were sending Suicide Prevention Numbers to you because they were concerned. Unless you got some weird DM's from some of the harsher trolls known around here then yeah that's pretty messed up if that happened. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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smoliske 09/12/19 10:10:12 PM #37: |
@Vyrulisse
you have no idea what her depression is truly like, what goes on in her life, etc I live with her and spend time with her every day. you are full of shit and your shit stinks. you have no place to cast shade like some edgy teenager. why don't you work on yourself before you start playing internet black knight you say she has a complex when you have some obsession. honestly, what purpose does it serve to do this? nobody is asking you to like her. I'm not, she certainly isn't. you gain nothing by coming in here and shitting everywhere. So stop parading around like you're accruing points in some contest about trying "wreck" to people online ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Strapon 09/12/19 10:12:07 PM #38: |
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@Vyrulisse smol ur not helping ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:13:36 PM #39: |
Vyrulisse posted...
_Matchabuu_ posted...Its a public discord ... it was absolutely out in the open. Everyone calls me every name in the book, sends me links on how to kill myself, but of course its OK to try to push me over the edge because of your grudge against me. But one negative thing about her and all hell breaks loose. Lmao ok. In the same discord youre referencing, nonetheless. --- uwu SW-0239-3946-8686 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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smoliske 09/12/19 10:13:57 PM #40: |
says the alt with the username "strapon"
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Strapon 09/12/19 10:14:44 PM #41: |
smoliske posted...
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Vyrulisse 09/12/19 10:21:18 PM #42: |
smoliske posted...
@Vyrulisse If she is all you claim she is then please inform me where it's okay for her to cast judgement on someone who actually suffers from similar things? If anything she should understand why it's wrong to act that way towards others. Besides I know what I see, what she presents to everyone and even you cannot deny it's entirely too much and when she's called out on it she cries harassment and victimhood. It's ridiculous and no one's buying it. I understand you may have some need to stand up for her but defending this constant pattern of behavior will help no one in the long term and you know it despite what you may say openly. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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_Matchabuu_ 09/12/19 10:31:06 PM #43: |
Are we going to ignore that link? Lol. At least when Im wrong I own up to it.
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Vyrulisse 09/12/19 10:32:05 PM #44: |
Honestly Jo if you got actual help and truly got real treatment you could be so much better than all this. You have to know that. You're a fun person and I like to think beneath these demons you carry a good one I just hope that you can see that someday.
Maybe I'm overly harsh sometimes but I've said it numerous times before I don't hate you, neither do a lot of people that you may think hate you. Seeking solace in negative attention isn't the way to go about it. Care or not, I said my piece and am done here. Good luck and I mean that truly. --- ... Copied to Clipboard!
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ssj3vegeta 09/12/19 10:36:57 PM #45: |
Who is Cipher CX on CE???
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Strapon 09/12/19 10:38:51 PM #46: |
ssj3vegeta posted...
Who is Cipher CX on CE??? bover_87 ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Vegy 09/12/19 10:51:18 PM #48: |
Is dat really bover
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smoliske 09/12/19 10:51:31 PM #49: |
Conflict posted...
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