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Out of the blue on Messenger. I was fuckin around at the library and there she was. I messed up though. I was so surprised I couldnt even think of anything to say. I just stared and then smiled at her. Shes married to some nice guy, has a great job and two kids. Usually I would have some charming shit to say but I drew a blank. She laughed at me then blocked me.

I havent seen her since 2008 when we lived together in a different state. I moved on and loved other girls but she was the sweetest and most loyal gf ever. Hadnt thought about her in years. She looked fine too, shes a petite blond with curves. Now I probably be kicking myself wishing I would have taken a sec to sort my thoughts instead of gawking at her like a goof. Shit

Also my side piece got pregnant with another dudes kid while I was in jail. And the guy is a drunk dumbass too. He thinks theyre together but I stayed all night at her house last night. I thought about trying to do something with her but shes super pregnant and shed proly go into labor if we had sex. Plus I try to avoid being sleazy like that, because if would probably come out and id have some self loathing redneck lookin to kill me. Then id proly beat his ass and go back to jail, or he would hospitalize me. Either way its bad. Now I keep thinking about my ex, just remember when you screw women over, they get revenge.

Are you fire thief? Dawkins?
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Fire thief, ha. I think hes pretty cool tbh, but no.

Oh okay haha. I didnt actually think you were Dawk. Ive watched a couple of your youtubes. Good luck hombre
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Keith_Valentine posted...

She laughed at me then blocked me.

What the hell
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JTilly posted...

Oh okay haha. I didnt actually think you were Dawk. Ive watched a couple of your youtubes. Good luck hombre

My dark souls 3 videos? Howd you hear about that shit, did you lurk the ds3 ps4 board?
fhqwhgads posted...

Keith_Valentine posted...

She laughed at me then blocked me.

What the hell

Yea it got to me more than I expected. She was a really cool girlfriend, loyal as hell, pretty, everything you would want. Things moved along and after 2 years she wanted more but i was still in my drunken party phase. I used to drink like a bottle of whiskey a day and get fired from work all the time. She kept things together and then she just outgrew me.

I think part of her still hates me for being a bad boyfriend and she might still have feelings that she doesnt like. I was her first in a lot of ways as she was mine and we did some epic stuff together. One time I fell through a glass table and managed to not spill a drop of my 40, shit like that happened all the time. Fight and fuck, you know how when youre 21ish and you hump like rabbits because you can? One time we pulled off the street and had sex in the middle of the day by an airport. She was cool, im glad she made it tbh. I wish I had found my words though because she was a true friend.

Why would you video chat with your hand?
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SuperShake666 posted...

Why would you video chat with your hand?

I no fap. I went 10 months without laying a paw on myself. Just gave in like two nights ago because i couldnt stop thinking about a really hot coworker. I also refuse to watch any porn because i believe it poisons your mind. Thats one of my strengths actually, im not addicted to porn. Ive seen it and enjoyed some but thats all the more reason I wont watch it. I hate porn tbh because it fucks up dudes head and they dont no how to relate to real women. Sad!