Current Events > Have you ever had a near death experience?

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Den like, later in life you start to think "what if I actually did die? but i someone jumped to another parallel dimension where dat near death experience missed but in my other dimension i did die but" or "what if i'm still in dat moment right dis very second but my brain is moving sooooo fucking fast dat its playing out da life i would have had if i wasn't going to die
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Not the second part. I use to graffiti in really high unstable places as a teen and when I think back Im like "that was so dumb, I could of easily died". Then I think that all life at that could kind of be justified as extra life fore me not slipping and dying. Im talking, putting my feet on an oily inch thick lip while hanging onto the beam with one hand and spraying with the other 3 stories up with nothing but concrete under me.

Then way later in life I went too far with drugs and got a few attacks to my body that made me think my whole system was just gonna shut down at any moment. Might of been forced panic attacks or something. I literally went for a walk on a busy street just so someone would see me if I collapsed >_>.

So yeah, Ive felt death at my door a few times. The shitty thing is it never gave me that moment where I changed my whole life over it. If that doesn't make me change my life I don't know if anything will. I no longer do drugs like that but I put myself in that near death experience multiple times cause Im wreckless and dumb
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