Current Events > the girl I have so much feelings for asked me if I'm autistic

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I knew something felt off but I didn't know she was only being nice to me because she thought i'm special needs.

I'm crying into my pillow right now. I'm goofy and have a lot of awkward mannerisms and sometimes I'll just be thinking about something funny in my head and giggle out loud a little bit. and people have always treated me differently but I didn't know anybody actually thought I was autistic, especially not the girl that I wanted to impress. Even worse I feel guilty towards people who are actually autistic because now I feel like I was accidentally faking their disability. Tomorrow I'm going to walk into school and look at everyone's face and wonder how many of them think i'm autistic, I don't know if I can handle that. I've thoroughly enjoyed my high school experience but right now I just want it to be over so I can start fresh.

Edit1: I asked a friend I work with if anybody at work thinks the same. She says it's been brought up in the female coworkers group chat a couple times.

Edit2: I appreciate the concern but Im not bullied. In fact, more often people are unsettlingly polite to me, they just carry an uninterested demeanor. I just dont like to be labeled something Im not, I want to be treated normal.
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I appreciate the concern but Im not bullied

Nobody has posted ITT and this post wasnt edited

Did you steal this from Reddit
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"Yes, would you like me to paint you something?"

You should have said yes.

Then said that nobody hugs you. Then you said the turtlebread forgot how hugs feel like *gently tap on your head with the palm of your hand*

Then you ask her for a hug

RebelElite791 posted...

I appreciate the concern but Im not bullied

Nobody has posted ITT and this post wasnt edited

Did you steal this from Reddit

there's so many degrees of that mental condition TC has mentioned. could go from debilitating to hardly noticeable ie mostly normal.
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RebelElite791 posted...

I appreciate the concern but Im not bullied

Nobody has posted ITT and this post wasnt edited

Did you steal this from Reddit

Yes he did