Current Events > This is a fake story about something that didn't actually happen to me

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I once went clothes shopping with a girl. Every time I tried something new on she used it as an excuse to feel me up, with the pretext that she liked the feeling of running her hands over new clothes. I protested that it was unfair, so I made her try on a pair of pants and slowly ran my hands up them from her ankles to her waist. I'm still amazed I was comfortable enough to be so bold instead of withdrawing into my shell and dissociating entirely, my go-to reaction for dealing with all but the most superficial of social situations.

Did you wake up?
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This happened

Is that you @No_U_L7?
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Is the image still fresh on your mind?
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Kazi1212 posted...

Did you wake up?

No, she drove me home while we blasted music and sang loudly like idiots despite the fact that neither of us could sing. I kissed her when I took my leave of her, and for a shining moment felt a kind of exhilaration new to me. Like a flood of heat running through me and filling me with a fey energy. I felt like I could do anything, and feel anything, and that a strange world I knew nothing about was opening itself to me. I was practically strutting, and for once felt like I didn't care in the slightest what anyone thought of me.

VIIVincent posted...

Is the image still fresh on your mind?

Yes. She would later say that we should be friends, basically insinuating that I was hot enough to have a little fun with but too boring and incompatible for anything serious or long-term. But you know, it didn't really bother me that much. She wasn't so great herself and to this day I get a kick out of acting completely uninterested in her whenever I see her even though she can't keep her hands to herself and uses any excuse to touch my shoulders, back, and arms.

what you're actually doing is exhibiting low value behavior. you're showing insecurities and falling into autorejection (rejecting her before she can reject you). should have just banged her while she was dtf
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No_U_L7 posted...

what you're actually doing is exhibiting low value behavior. you're showing insecurities and falling into autorejection (rejecting her before she can reject you). should have just banged her while she was dtf

I don't recall saying I didn't. And you're kind of correct and kind of incorrect. She was the one who rejected me in the first place, not the other way around. I'm just getting my revenge with a series of small micro-rejections that simultaneously improve my self-esteem. I'm using her like she used me, but in the end I think I'll get more out of it. And anyway, I was never all that attracted to her. I was more attracted to the feeling of self-worth she gave me, the feeling that I was attractive and desirable. She's still giving me that feeling to this very day, which is all I need or want from her. You're right about my insecurities, but I'll deal with those on my own time.

MonkeySee posted...

She was the one who rejected me in the first place, not the other way around. I'm just getting my revenge with a series of small micro-rejections that simultaneously improve my self-esteem. I'm using her like she used me, but in the end I think I'll get more out of it. And anyway, I was never all that attracted to her.

this is literally the definition of autorejection. it's a poor mindset that high value guys don't have. i swear, you guys know nothing about girls.
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No_U_L7 posted...

MonkeySee posted...

She was the one who rejected me in the first place, not the other way around. I'm just getting my revenge with a series of small micro-rejections that simultaneously improve my self-esteem. I'm using her like she used me, but in the end I think I'll get more out of it. And anyway, I was never all that attracted to her.

this is literally the definition of autorejection. it's a poor mindset that high value guys don't have. i swear, you guys know nothing about girls.

So I should try to seduce her when I'm not interested in her? That's silly. Hit me with any arbitrary classification you want, I'd rather be the kind of person who keeps moving forward than someone who lives in the past. I'll light my own goddamn fire instead of blowing on some old coals.

No_U_L7 posted...

MonkeySee posted...

She was the one who rejected me in the first place, not the other way around. I'm just getting my revenge with a series of small micro-rejections that simultaneously improve my self-esteem. I'm using her like she used me, but in the end I think I'll get more out of it. And anyway, I was never all that attracted to her.

this is literally the definition of autorejection. it's a poor mindset that high value guys don't have. i swear, you guys know nothing about girls.

Speaking of fake stories...
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MonkeySee posted...

So I should try to seduce her when I'm not interested in her? That's silly. Hit me with any arbitrary classification you want, I'd rather be the kind of person who keeps moving forward than someone who lives in the past. I'll light my own goddamn fire instead of blowing on some old coals.

too late now, i meant when you were interested. now it's better just to avoid her entirely.
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No_U_L7 posted...

MonkeySee posted...

So I should try to seduce her when I'm not interested in her? That's silly. Hit me with any arbitrary classification you want, I'd rather be the kind of person who keeps moving forward than someone who lives in the past. I'll light my own goddamn fire instead of blowing on some old coals.

too late now, i meant when you were interested. now it's better just to avoid her entirely.

I don't see why. She's helped me to become far more comfortable around women, and boosted my self-esteem from like a 1/10 to a 4. I don't want to get into any awkward specifics, but I'm quite positive I'll never catch any misguided romantic feelings for her again. In fact, I feel mostly gratitude to her. I like who I am now a lot more than I liked who I was then. Is that "low value" behavior? I imagine you'd probably say so. A "high value" man would never have been in my situation in the first place, I suppose. But I'm going to keep trying to be who I want to be rather than who you want me to be, M. Square.

MonkeySee posted...

don't see why. She's helped me to become far more comfortable around women, and boosted my self-esteem from like a 1/10 to a 4. I don't want to get into any awkward specifics, but I'm quite positive I'll never catch any misguided romantic feelings for her again. In fact, I feel mostly gratitude to her. I like who I am now a lot more than I liked who I was then. Is that "low value" behavior? I imagine you'd probably say so. A "high value" man would never have been in my situation in the first place, I suppose. But I'm going to keep trying to be who I want to be rather than who you want me to be, M. Square.

you want to be the type of person who keeps women around that doesn't view him as a man just because she gives him a slight confidence boost?
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MonkeySee posted...

No_U_L7 posted...

MonkeySee posted...

So I should try to seduce her when I'm not interested in her? That's silly. Hit me with any arbitrary classification you want, I'd rather be the kind of person who keeps moving forward than someone who lives in the past. I'll light my own goddamn fire instead of blowing on some old coals.

too late now, i meant when you were interested. now it's better just to avoid her entirely.

I don't see why. She's helped me to become far more comfortable around women, and boosted my self-esteem from like a 1/10 to a 4. I don't want to get into any awkward specifics, but I'm quite positive I'll never catch any misguided romantic feelings for her again. In fact, I feel mostly gratitude to her. I like who I am now a lot more than I liked who I was then. Is that "low value" behavior? I imagine you'd probably say so. A "high value" man would never have been in my situation in the first place, I suppose. But I'm going to keep trying to be who I want to be rather than who you want me to be, M. Square.

Don't mind him. This is just some weird gimmick he's doing. He use to beg people to help him pick up Filipina girls lol
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Kitt posted...

Don't mind him. This is just some weird gimmick he's doing. He use to beg people to help him pick up Filipina girls lol

you're thinking of scion, that's a different user
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No_U_L7 posted...

Kitt posted...

Don't mind him. This is just some weird gimmick he's doing. He use to beg people to help him pick up Filipina girls lol

you're thinking of scion, that's a different user

I know, Scion.
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Kitt posted...

I know, Scion.

im not scion
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