Poll of the Day > ITT: I stress out about high school

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Rant/vent

I go back tomorrow and I still have 26 Physics/Calculus assignments to complete D:

Those colleges I mentioned before are still being dicks, I wasn't able to beg my way to take that online course... but seriously why the FUCK would they tell us we can take it only to add, at the very last minute a prereq course no high school can take right before it, that's so bullshit omg

Now my schedule is fucked up, I don't know what to replace that course with, and I don't know what to do

Speaking if my schedule I almost like it this time. unlike last school year where I had all my favorite classes on one day and all the shitty stuff on the other day it's a nice balanced spread. Yup. But there's this one class I'm required by law to take and I fucking hate it with all my soul like wtf it's so fucking stupid. OK so in the 9th grade I failed art, I was fucking stupid enough to sign up for it AGAIN, meaning that it was my "career pathway" (yuck) meaning that I need at least 3 years in order to graduate. That is some fucking bullshit. It took me two years to realize art class is the worst thing ever. I went to vastly different high schools yet the art teachers might as well have been the same person, monotone boring introverted coffee drinkin, I just hate those fucking bitches so much. Their classes were equally shitty as well. But hey at least I get it at the very end of the day meaning I can use it do other, more useful things after a long day's work.

UGH why... what the fuck is going on with these last few months man. When I got back from England I found out my job finally closed for reconstruction. I tried getting a more high end job but they flipped me off. Then I got a text from them saying "hey guys, things are good, we should be back august 20th." Well, it's august 27th and they're STILL closed down. I was also supposed to have a car by now since my bitch ass school moved my bus stop so now it's even further away from me. Like, fuck them lol what a dick move, school. Also couldn't get any volunteer hours in, could't go out swimming because the stupid ymca offers lessons in the fall but not the summer when it's hot and we can use the big pools outside and not the tiny ones indoors? (Fun fact: I almost drown at USNA's summer seminar because I hadn't gone swimming in 5 years lel)

I also spent the entire summer building club I wanted to make. So many hours of researching, planning, asking others for insight, down the drain because "it doesn't fit our school motto" or some bull shit like that. But on the bright side she said I could start a leadership club which'll hopefully still look good on my application. Maybe I'll grab a small group of kids who were still interested and see how much we can sneak in.

Bottom line, fuck this year, gonna focus on the only four of my classes that actually matter, get into USNA and be the best officer in the world. Gonna log off so I can finish these assignments now lol
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