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ImTheMacheteGuy 07/25/18 2:06:00 PM #52:	Beyond01 posted... Genocet_10-325 posted... MorningRose posted... Lost_All_Senses posted... People who say this never realize how insensitive it is to people who are actually in this position. It's a slap in the face. I would say it again several more times. Greenfox111 posted... Bfs do not find this attractive tc He has depression as well. Genocet_10-325 posted... I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time gives a big, warm and loving hug <3 It sucks cause when you have depression and your life itself isn't shjtty no one believes anything is wrong with you because "what do you have to be depressed about lol" . I think depression is usually triggered by something though. There?s a void, or you?re being a victim of something. Something is robbing your happiness. Whatever it is, you?re focusing on it. Hate your job? Hate your living situation? Hate yourself? Hate the fact that you don?t have a girlfriend? Not happy with your wife? Too stressed? Not enough money? I can go on. Depressed people aren?t depressed for no reason and if you get passed whatever it is then you?ll find happiness. That?s my opinion anyway. My thoughts on happiness are that it requires a point of reference. If you've experienced it, even if it goes away, you have something to chase. You have something to go on in terms of the search to get it back. If you haven't experienced it, you don't know what to even look for. --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905701618] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Beyond01 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Lost_All_Senses posted...</cite> <quote> People who say this never realize how insensitive it is to people who are actually in this position. It's a slap in the face.</quote> I would say it again several more times. <cite>Greenfox111 posted...</cite> <quote>Bfs do not find this attractive tc</quote> He has depression as well. <cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote>I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time</quote> gives a big, warm and loving hug</quote> <3 It sucks cause when you have depression and your life itself isn't shjtty no one believes anything is wrong with you because "what do you have to be depressed about lol" .</quote> I think depression is usually triggered by something though. There?s a void, or you?re being a victim of something. Something is robbing your happiness. Whatever it is, you?re focusing on it. Hate your job? Hate your living situation? Hate yourself? Hate the fact that you don?t have a girlfriend? Not happy with your wife? Too stressed? Not enough money? I can go on. Depressed people aren?t depressed for no reason and if you get passed whatever it is then you?ll find happiness. That?s my opinion anyway.</quote> My thoughts on happiness are that it requires a point of reference. If you've experienced it, even if it goes away, you have something to chase. You have something to go on in terms of the search to get it back. If you haven't experienced it, you don't know what to even look for.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Lunar_Savage 07/25/18 2:07:47 PM #53:	C. --- Number of Mega Cookies given: (::::) 29 Tips top hat, adjusts monocle, and walks away with a cane. And yes, that IS Mr. Peanut laying unconscious on the curb <cite>Lunar_Savage posted [p:905701707] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>C.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
LedZeppelin 07/25/18 2:11:25 PM #54:	Genocet_10-325 posted... I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325 --- i am not a hoth or veggeta_x alt. please do not insult me with such comparisons. <cite>LedZeppelin posted [p:905701913] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote>I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time</quote> i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Genocet_10-325 07/25/18 2:12:59 PM #55:	LedZeppelin posted... Genocet_10-325 posted... I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325 Shut the fuck up. I had depression long before I ever took oxy or got in to politics. --- No one triggers the Trumpanzees quite like you do - Bullet_Wing Conservatism is a plague on society. Formerly known as The_Great_Geno. <cite>Genocet_10-325 posted [p:905702000] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>LedZeppelin posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote>I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time</quote> i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325</quote> Shut the fuck up. I had depression long before I ever took oxy or got in to politics.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Vol2tex 07/25/18 2:14:40 PM #56:	While I don't enjoy a lot of the actvities that most humans do, I think art is such a vast field with billions of potential drawings or paintings or sculptures and billions of models and billions of poses and compositions, that I can never feel not entertained. My goal is to cut my drawing time down so that I can produce a completed drawing every session. One of my favorite artists does these in 3 hours: --- https://imgtc.com/i/7cQjt43.jpg https://i.imgtc.com/YFpt0kk.jpg <cite>Vol2tex posted [p:905702112] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>While I don't enjoy a lot of the actvities that most humans do, I think art is such a vast field with billions of potential drawings or paintings or sculptures and billions of models and billions of poses and compositions, that I can never feel not entertained. My goal is to cut my drawing time down so that I can produce a completed drawing every session. One of my favorite artists does these in 3 hours: </quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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LedZeppelin 07/25/18 3:30:41 PM #58:	Genocet_10-325 posted... LedZeppelin posted... Genocet_10-325 posted... I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325 Shut the fuck up. I had depression long before I ever took oxy or got in to politics. and yet you wonder why the situation hasnt gotten any better? im just saying you should give it a shot. how are you supposed to work on yourself when youre in an opiate induced stupor 24/7? --- i am not a hoth or veggeta_x alt. please do not insult me with such comparisons. <cite>LedZeppelin posted [p:905706505] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote><cite>LedZeppelin posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Genocet_10-325 posted...</cite> <quote>I know exactly how you feel. Depression sucks. My life isn't even particularly bad, but regardless of quality of life I still feel that way. I don't think anything could make me truly happy for more than a brief amount of time</quote> i guarantee if you weaned yourself off of the oxy and the liberal koolaid youd feel much better before too long @Genocet_10-325</quote> Shut the fuck up. I had depression long before I ever took oxy or got in to politics.</quote> and yet you wonder why the situation hasnt gotten any better? im just saying you should give it a shot. how are you supposed to work on yourself when youre in an opiate induced stupor 24/7?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 6:49:06 PM #59:	CrimsonRage posted... tc have you ever considered weed No. --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905717207] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote>tc have you ever considered weed</quote> No.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki 07/25/18 6:50:22 PM #60:	Is this a new gimmick? --- ~Yuki~ <cite>DragonGirlYuki posted [p:905717274] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>Is this a new gimmick?</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 6:50:56 PM #61:	DragonGirlYuki posted... Is this a new gimmick? I don't have a gimmick. --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905717304] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>DragonGirlYuki posted...</cite> <quote>Is this a new gimmick?</quote> I don't have a gimmick.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
DragonGirlYuki 07/25/18 6:51:55 PM #62:	Well at least it is slightly different from the usual shut in topics. --- ~Yuki~ <cite>DragonGirlYuki posted [p:905717363] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>Well at least it is slightly different from the usual shut in topics.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 6:53:05 PM #63:	DragonGirlYuki posted... Well at least it is slightly different from the usual shut in topics. Not really. I've been talking about my depression and social anxiety for eight years on here now. --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905717429] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>DragonGirlYuki posted...</cite> <quote>Well at least it is slightly different from the usual shut in topics.</quote> Not really. I've been talking about my depression and social anxiety for eight years on here now.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
RoboLaserGandhi 07/25/18 6:53:57 PM #64:	Pleasure is really rare for me. Life is mostly either dull or painful. <cite>RoboLaserGandhi posted [p:905717469] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>Pleasure is really rare for me. Life is mostly either dull or painful.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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Dark_SilverX 07/25/18 6:57:29 PM #66:	D i wake up with a hard on every morning. --- I support Sony, Microsoft and Nintendo. <cite>Dark_SilverX posted [p:905717665] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>D i wake up with a hard on every morning.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 6:57:38 PM #67:	CrimsonRage posted... MorningRose posted... CrimsonRage posted... tc have you ever considered weed No. shame. some sativa may improve your mood. It's not legal in Kentucky, I wouldn't know where to get any, and I don't have the money for it, x.x --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905717674] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote>tc have you ever considered weed</quote> No.</quote> shame. some sativa may improve your mood.</quote> It's not legal in Kentucky, I wouldn't know where to get any, and I don't have the money for it, x.x</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Doe 07/25/18 6:58:35 PM #68:	There is no such thing as pleasure from mere living --- https://imgtc.com/i/FoEetUh.gif https://imgtc.com/i/oeysOEy.jpg <cite>Doe posted [p:905717718] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>There is no such thing as pleasure from mere living</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
RoboLaserGandhi 07/25/18 6:58:38 PM #69:	CrimsonRage posted... MorningRose posted... CrimsonRage posted... tc have you ever considered weed No. shame. some sativa may improve your mood. It could also make him paranoid and anxious. Weed affects people differently. For some it's almost impossible to be an enjoyable experience. <cite>RoboLaserGandhi posted [p:905717724] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote>tc have you ever considered weed</quote> No.</quote> shame. some sativa may improve your mood.</quote> It could also make him paranoid and anxious. Weed affects people differently. For some it's almost impossible to be an enjoyable experience.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/25/18 8:19:19 PM #70:	MorningRose posted... CrimsonRage posted... tc have you ever considered weed No. :( --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905721774] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote>tc have you ever considered weed</quote> No.</quote> :(</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/25/18 8:21:59 PM #71:	RoboLaserGandhi posted... CrimsonRage posted... MorningRose posted... CrimsonRage posted... tc have you ever considered weed No. shame. some sativa may improve your mood. It could also make him paranoid and anxious. Weed affects people differently. For some it's almost impossible to be an enjoyable experience. For me, weed on its own = :/, alcohol on its own = :), both alcohol and weed = :D --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905721883] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>RoboLaserGandhi posted...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>CrimsonRage posted...</cite> <quote>tc have you ever considered weed</quote> No.</quote> shame. some sativa may improve your mood.</quote> It could also make him paranoid and anxious. Weed affects people differently. For some it's almost impossible to be an enjoyable experience.</quote> For me, weed on its own = :/, alcohol on its own = :), both alcohol and weed = :D</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 8:34:10 PM #72:	RoboLaserGandhi posted... It could also make him paranoid and anxious. She's already paranoid and anxious, x.x --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905722453] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>RoboLaserGandhi posted...</cite> <quote> It could also make him paranoid and anxious.</quote> She's already paranoid and anxious, x.x</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Knowledge_King 07/25/18 9:46:19 PM #73:	D life is great --- http://www.warwithwords.com Run: 4 Stars and IndieReader Approved:https://www.amazon.com/Run-M-N-ebook/dp/B076R7DCHN <cite>Knowledge_King posted [p:905725720] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>D life is great</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 10:25:19 PM #74:	Knowledge_King posted... D life is great False --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905727487] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Knowledge_King posted...</cite> <quote>D life is great</quote> False</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/25/18 11:56:35 PM #75:	MorningRose posted... Knowledge_King posted... D life is great False See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :) --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905731364] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Knowledge_King posted...</cite> <quote>D life is great</quote> False</quote> See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :)</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/25/18 11:58:21 PM #76:	ImTheMacheteGuy posted... See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :) Like I said... I don't have the connections or the money, and i'm not even supposed to drink alcohol, because of my meds. --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905731412] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted...</cite> <quote> See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :)</quote> Like I said... I don't have the connections or the money, and i'm not even supposed to drink alcohol, because of my meds.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Romes187 07/26/18 12:02:14 AM #77:	You guys need meaning, not happiness Go have a kid <cite>Romes187 posted [p:905731570] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>You guys need meaning, not happiness Go have a kid</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
joestarrr 07/26/18 12:04:48 AM #78:	a n h e d o n i a c --- you can't spell american dream without eric andre <cite>joestarrr posted [p:905731665] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>a n h e d o n i a c</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/26/18 12:09:25 AM #79:	MorningRose posted... ImTheMacheteGuy posted... See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :) Like I said... I don't have the connections or the money, and i'm not even supposed to drink alcohol, because of my meds. That's valid. :( --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905731860] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted...</cite> <quote> See this is why people recommend stuff like alcohol and cannabis. I was all C when I posted before, now I'm all D, good times :)</quote> Like I said... I don't have the connections or the money, and i'm not even supposed to drink alcohol, because of my meds.</quote> That's valid. :(</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/26/18 1:12:52 PM #80:	Bump --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905755946] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>Bump</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Mareen 07/26/18 1:24:49 PM #81:	D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great. <cite>Mareen posted [p:905756562] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/26/18 4:17:15 PM #82:	Mareen posted... D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great. I haven't experienced an up, x: --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905765776] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Mareen posted...</cite> <quote>D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great.</quote> I haven't experienced an up, x:</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Ivynn 07/26/18 4:19:42 PM #83:	MorningRose posted... Mareen posted... D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great. I haven't experienced an up, x: You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\ --- https://imgur.com/vDci4hD <cite>Ivynn posted [p:905765909] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Mareen posted...</cite> <quote>D. Life has its ups and downs. Sure the downs suck big time, to the point where I wanted to quit at times but these days I've been climbing upwards and it's great.</quote> I haven't experienced an up, x:</quote> You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/26/18 4:54:40 PM #84:	Ivynn posted... You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\ My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years... --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905767762] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>Ivynn posted...</cite> <quote> You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\</quote> My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years...</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/26/18 6:12:46 PM #85:	MorningRose posted... Ivynn posted... You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\ My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years... Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college. --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905771644] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Ivynn posted...</cite> <quote> You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\</quote> My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years...</quote> Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
MorningRose 07/26/18 7:35:03 PM #86:	ImTheMacheteGuy posted... Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college. :( --- Night falls upon the forest that weeps https://imgur.com/WCtOjxy https://imgur.com/WT6Eugc <cite>MorningRose posted [p:905775595] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted...</cite> <quote> Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college.</quote> :(</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
Mistere Man 07/26/18 8:41:21 PM #87:	C Some days offer some but mostly I am just waiting around to die. --- Water+Fall=Radiation. <cite>Mistere Man posted [p:905778726] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote>C Some days offer some but mostly I am just waiting around to die.</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
thronedfire2 07/26/18 8:44:24 PM #88:	MorningRose posted... Ivynn posted... You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\ My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years... that's how I am, I remember basically every bad thing that's happened to me in vivid detail but everything that should be a happy memory is tainted with doubt or fear or regret --- I could see you, but I couldn't hear you You were holding your hat in the breeze Turning away from me In this moment you were stolen... <cite>thronedfire2 posted [p:905778895] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>Ivynn posted...</cite> <quote> You probably have. Your depression probably isn't letting you remember it/them. :\</quote> My whole life has (overall) been a down, x.x . Something good happens every now and then, but i've never really been HAPPY for an any real period in my life. Especially for the last thirteen or so years...</quote> that's how I am, I remember basically every bad thing that's happened to me in vivid detail but everything that should be a happy memory is tainted with doubt or fear or regret</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
ImTheMacheteGuy 07/26/18 9:59:54 PM #89:	MorningRose posted... ImTheMacheteGuy posted... Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college. :( To an extent yeah, I mean I was on anti depressants for a short time when I was a teenager. The only effect they had was making me feel randomly split-second dehydrated. I've taken anxiety medication. Same effect, though it actually works on "random inherent for-no-reason anxiety" but does nothing for anxiety caused by situations or anticipation of situations. So it's like... "I'm anxious as fuck. I have no reason to be. I just am. Don't have to do anything today..." takes meds "Oh okay, I feel better now. Yeah, no worries." "I'm anxious as fuck. I have this thing to deal with and it's hitting me hard. takes meds "I still have to deal with this thing. I still don't want to and now I get I randomly lightheaded for a moment at a time. Is anything gained or lost? Not really :/" --- Place-holder sig because new phone and old sigs not saved :/ <cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted [p:905782607] in C/D: You g... [t:76839077]...</cite> <quote><cite>MorningRose posted...</cite> <quote><cite>ImTheMacheteGuy posted...</cite> <quote> Same here. Same general time frame too. Closest to happy I've ever been was in college.</quote> :(</quote> To an extent yeah, I mean I was on anti depressants for a short time when I was a teenager. The only effect they had was making me feel randomly split-second dehydrated. I've taken anxiety medication. Same effect, though it actually works on "random inherent for-no-reason anxiety" but does nothing for anxiety caused by situations or anticipation of situations. So it's like... "I'm anxious as fuck. I have no reason to be. I just am. Don't have to do anything today..." takes meds "Oh okay, I feel better now. Yeah, no worries." "I'm anxious as fuck. I have this thing to deal with and it's hitting me hard. takes meds "I still have to deal with this thing. I still don't want to and now I get I randomly lightheaded for a moment at a time. Is anything gained or lost? Not really :/"</quote> ... Copied to Clipboard!
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