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Well I think I'm covered legally. Now to try to find the courage to divulge information. There's so much I've been keeping secret for most of my life and I'm afraid of what would happen to me if it got out. And it goes beyond what I PM'd.
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BPD can manifest itself through physical symptoms/pain

Dragon dragon
fuck the dragon
dragon balls deep
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FrenchCrunch posted...

BPD can manifest itself through physical symptoms/pain

I'm actually a legitimate monster on top of it. I need to be careful who I trust.
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Vulgorn posted...

maybe you should choke your mom out to relieve your stress, gog

@_Goggalor_ you gonna let this guy get with this
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Thanks for sharing with us Goog. I hope you get that help like we was talking about. It takes a lot of courage to tell us this much, about the apartment and whatnot. Go get that help man. CE cares. I care. You're going to be ok, just please go get that help.

deanshow posted...

Vulgorn posted...

maybe you should choke your mom out to relieve your stress, gog

@_Goggalor_ you gonna let this guy get with this

Fuck Vulgorn. Don't feed the trolls, and Googalor don't need to pay any attention to bullshit.

Cocytus posted...

Thanks for sharing with us Goog. I hope you get that help like we was talking about. It takes a lot of courage to tell us this much, about the apartment and whatnot. Go get that help man. CE cares. I care. You're going to be ok, just please go get that help.

I second this^
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Cocytus posted...

f*** Vulgorn. Don't feed the trolls, and Googalor don't need to pay any attention to bulls***.

goggalor*
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My dad should be home soon. Idk, I want to tell him every thing. TY Cocytus, but there's a lot more than what I told you even. I'm going to stop there, but I'm more messed up than any one knows.
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Vulgorn posted...

Cocytus posted...

f*** Vulgorn. Don't feed the trolls, and Googalor don't need to pay any attention to bulls***.

goggalor*

Either way you know you wrong for what you said.

joestarrr posted...

Cocytus posted...

Thanks for sharing with us Goog. I hope you get that help like we was talking about. It takes a lot of courage to tell us this much, about the apartment and whatnot. Go get that help man. CE cares. I care. You're going to be ok, just please go get that help.

I second this^

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Cocytus posted...

deanshow posted...

Vulgorn posted...

maybe you should choke your mom out to relieve your stress, gog

@_Goggalor_ you gonna let this guy get with this

Fuck Vulgorn. Don't feed the trolls, and Googalor don't need to pay any attention to bullshit.

Stop enabling him
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Cocytus posted...

Either way you know you wrong for what you said.

nah fam
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was expecting destruction.... not really a destruction.

he done a nice job on the kitchen (gotta give him credit for that).
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_Goggalor_ posted...

My dad should be home soon. Idk, I want to tell him every thing. TY Cocytus, but there's a lot more than what I told you even. I'm going to stop there, but I'm more messed up than any one knows.

No problem man. Just work the plan. It's hard now, but it's not a forever problem. Things will get better.

_Goggalor_ posted...

My dad should be home soon. Idk, I want to tell him every thing. TY Cocytus, but there's a lot more than what I told you even. I'm going to stop there, but I'm more messed up than any one knows.

I've always said never trust a wrestling fan.
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Get help, and try to stop doing things that would be misdemeanors in the future.

How bad is the damage to the wall from the fridge? I assume the fridge itself still works, but I can't really see in the video how bad the wall would look once the fridge is put back where it belongs.
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you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right
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like he's been like this for years

theres literally no fixing him
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Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Youre talking about Dawkins right?
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I think I need someone to fully confess to as well as the physical medical help for how I fee physically. I would never act on them, but my thoughts are ones no one should have to carry around with them forever and alone.
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Dude just go to dbt it's literally the answer to all your problems

Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

_Goggalor_ posted...

I think I need someone to fully confess to as well as the physical medical help for how I fee physically. I would never act on them, but my thoughts are ones no one should have to carry around with them forever and alone.

Bro you need help. You tried to harm your self twice on cam in our old chat room. Please for the love of god get help
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FrenchCrunch posted...

Dude just go to dbt it's literally the answer to all your problems

I have for years. That's how I've been able to keep myself looking sane.
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Cocytus posted...

<Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

it's not an assumption

ive known this crazy for years and he's always been this way

theres literally no saving him
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Cocytus posted...

Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

Bro he's done this shit for years what makes you think he'll change If he doesn't get help
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_Goggalor_ posted...

I think I need someone to fully confess to as well as the physical medical help for how I fee physically. I would never act on them, but my thoughts are ones no one should have to carry around with them forever and alone.

Those can be worked out to with therapy. You will get better. You just gotta trust the doctor, trust the HIPPA protections you're entitled too, and be glad that you see you're having a problem and intend to get help before it gets any worse.

Cocytus posted...

_Goggalor_ posted...

I think I need someone to fully confess to as well as the physical medical help for how I fee physically. I would never act on them, but my thoughts are ones no one should have to carry around with them forever and alone.

Those can be worked out to with therapy. You will get better. You just gotta trust the doctor, trust the HIPPA protections you're entitled too, and be glad that you see you're having a problem and intend to get help before it gets any worse.

Bro stop trying to help. It's not gonna work we tried telling him this for years
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RebelElite791 posted...

Well at least he isn't beating his mom still

Vulgorn posted...

maybe you should choke your mom out to relieve your stress, gog

I always figured TC was a bit unhinged but, holy shit, did he actually attack his mom?
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literally everything that cocytus has said to gog has been said to him for years

he always plays along in the moment then immediately s***s all over himself and ruins himself again

there's no point to doing anything
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And I've been trying really hard for those years to get better. I haven't found a way yet.
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Kitt posted...

I always figured TC was a bit unhinged but, holy s***, did he actually attack his mom?

yes he did
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deanshow posted...

Cocytus posted...

Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

Bro he's done this shit for years what makes you think he'll change If he doesn't get help

If he don't get help then things could get worse. So yeah, that's why he needs help now. You've seen a demonstration of his mental state. At what point will stop trying to help someone in need? And if you don't want to help because you think it's hopeless, then I don't even know why you wanna be a part of this conversation.

tbh im pretty sure gog just likes the attention

gets off on people trying to help him then bounces out when he's finished
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Cocytus posted...

deanshow posted...

Cocytus posted...

Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

Bro he's done this shit for years what makes you think he'll change If he doesn't get help

If he don't get help then things could get worse. So yeah, that's why he needs help now. You've seen a demonstration of his mental state. At what point will stop trying to help someone in need? And if you don't want to help because you think it's hopeless, then I don't even know why you wanna be a part of this conversation.

Bro I've seen this guy punch a hole in his wall and stab his bed. Then cut himself. We had to talk him down from suicide multiple times. He needs a doctor
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deanshow posted...

Bro I've seen this guy punch a hole in his wall and stab his bed. Then cut himself. We had to talk him down from suicide multiple times. He needs a doctor

but he wont get a doctor because he just wants the attention and nothing else
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Vulgorn posted...

literally everything that cocytus has said to gog has been said to him for years

he always plays along in the moment then immediately s***s all over himself and ruins himself again

there's no point to doing anything

I believe in hope and help. How would it be if we all just give up on him, don't take him for serious, and just abandon him? Is that conducive to helping him. Sometimes people need a little more push than others. And like I said, not judging you, but if you feel that he's hopeless, coming in here and dogging on him is a waste of your time. If you think he's beyond hope, then just stay away. That's the natural thought process on this, you see his topic, you think he's bullshit, then why come in here and say anything...? You don't have to try and help, but you don't have to come in here trying to hurt or be cruel and vindictive. Just go to a better topic suited for you.

deanshow posted...

Cocytus posted...

deanshow posted...

Cocytus posted...

Vulgorn posted...

you guys realize that gog is going to ignore all your advice, feed off the attention, and continue to get worse and refuse to help himself right

Oh 'cause you looked into your crystal ball and presumed the worse. Gog has some things to work out, but I do believe that they will be worked out. Why don't you stop being part of the problem and be part of the solution? And if you really feel that way, then why are you here except to troll...

Bro he's done this shit for years what makes you think he'll change If he doesn't get help

If he don't get help then things could get worse. So yeah, that's why he needs help now. You've seen a demonstration of his mental state. At what point will stop trying to help someone in need? And if you don't want to help because you think it's hopeless, then I don't even know why you wanna be a part of this conversation.

Bro I've seen this guy punch a hole in his wall and stab his bed. Then cut himself. We had to talk him down from suicide multiple times. He needs a doctor

So we don't give up on him.

I support your attempts, Cocytus.

And though I am curious about the damage to the wall, I also posted that question in hopes it would give him sufficient reason to put the fridge back in its proper location (in order to be able to take a new photo of the wall).

While I've never had violence problems myself, I do know that the more of a mess one has in their house the harder it is to get anything done. So putting that fridge back would be a possible first step.
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Cocytus posted...

I believe in hope and help. How would it be if we all just give up on him, don't take him for serious, and just abandon him? Is that conducive to helping him. Sometimes people need a little more push than others. And like I said, not judging you, but if you feel that he's hopeless, coming in here and dogging on him is a waste of your time. If you think he's beyond hope, then just stay away. That's the natural thought process on this, you see his topic, you think he's bulls***, then why come in here and say anything...? You don't have to try and help, but you don't have to come in here trying to hurt or be cruel and vindictive. Just go to a better topic suited for you.

tbh i think it's productive to derail his attention grabbing tactics

hopefully he'll learn how dumb the entire thing is
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DreamwaIker posted...

I support your attempts, Cocytus.

And though I am curious about the damage to the wall, I also posted that question in hopes it would give him sufficient reason to put the fridge back in its proper location (in order to be able to take a new photo of the wall).

While I've never had violence problems myself, I do know that the more of a mess one has in their house the harder it is to get anything done. So putting that fridge back would be a possible first step.

I think you gave some good advice. That's good. I'm just talking about a few people coming in here and bashing someone they already have a bad opinion of, they say he's hopeless, so instead of moving on to a different topic, they actually stop to come into this topic with, not only nothing useful to say, but proceed to dog on him. If they say they used to his topics and they don't like them, why stop to talk crap about it. I mean, if they think he won't listen either way, then what's the point of trying to tell him off. They don't have to try and help, but they damn sure don't have to try and hurt or antagonize him. I think you gave good advice though. It will help him if he tries to clean up a little.

Vulgorn posted...

Cocytus posted...

I believe in hope and help. How would it be if we all just give up on him, don't take him for serious, and just abandon him? Is that conducive to helping him. Sometimes people need a little more push than others. And like I said, not judging you, but if you feel that he's hopeless, coming in here and dogging on him is a waste of your time. If you think he's beyond hope, then just stay away. That's the natural thought process on this, you see his topic, you think he's bulls***, then why come in here and say anything...? You don't have to try and help, but you don't have to come in here trying to hurt or be cruel and vindictive. Just go to a better topic suited for you.

tbh i think it's productive to derail his attention grabbing tactics

hopefully he'll learn how dumb the entire thing is

Maybe. But I've talked to him at length a little and I think he does have some problems that need to be addressed. I ain't for giving up on people. Like I said, I was an EMT for five years, so it's not in my nature to let people go when they either ask for help or try to get attention in an attempt to cry out for help. I don't give up until there is literally nothing left to do, know what I mean...

The only solution is to have him date harpie
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dangit i got modded

oh well

no harm no foul
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Someone call 911 and help Goggle.
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Cocytus posted...

Vulgorn posted...

Cocytus posted...

I believe in hope and help. How would it be if we all just give up on him, don't take him for serious, and just abandon him? Is that conducive to helping him. Sometimes people need a little more push than others. And like I said, not judging you, but if you feel that he's hopeless, coming in here and dogging on him is a waste of your time. If you think he's beyond hope, then just stay away. That's the natural thought process on this, you see his topic, you think he's bulls***, then why come in here and say anything...? You don't have to try and help, but you don't have to come in here trying to hurt or be cruel and vindictive. Just go to a better topic suited for you.

tbh i think it's productive to derail his attention grabbing tactics

hopefully he'll learn how dumb the entire thing is

Maybe. But I've talked to him at length a little and I think he does have some problems that need to be addressed. I ain't for giving up on people. Like I said, I was an EMT for five years, so it's not in my nature to let people go when they either ask for help or try to get attention in an attempt to cry out for help. I don't give up until there is literally nothing left to do, know what I mean...

There's nothing you can do it's up to him to fix himself
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