Current Events > Drunk and deleted my entire porn collection.

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I've never felt so alive but I'm going to be kicking myself in the dick tomorrow lol
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You dun fucked up tc :(

Drunk and deeded to my entire porn collection
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Now why tf would you go and do that?
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JimmyJumper6 posted...

You dun fucked up tc :(

Yeah, I realized the only copies of nudes of my ex were in that folder. Oh well.

glitteringfairy posted...

Drunk and deeded to my entire porn collection

Nice. What'd that smell like?

VoightKent posted...

i know da feel

it wont last

Probably not but oh well.

0AbsoluteZero0 posted...

Now why tf would you go and do that?

I was chastising family members for being overly attached to material things (they're fucking hoarders) and I realized my near TB porn collection was a form of hoarding. I don't want to be a hypocrite tbh.
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youre gonna regret so hard tomorrow

what stuff was the porn mostly?
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Forgettable posted...

Is your memory or imagination that bad?

ngl mine is
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Parappa09 posted...

youre gonna regret so hard tomorrow

what stuff was the porn mostly?

Nothing too out there or hard to find, as I'm quite vanilla. That's kinda what made me feel comfortable doing it. I just started downloading it back when my internet was crappy and it became a habit. Now I can easily stream and find most of it, so I don't see a need to keep it around.

There were, however, some pics and vids of exes that I forgot about, but I haven't watched those in months anyway so they must not be that important.

Part of what I'm trying to navigate is this need to have it as a security blanket of sorts. It's all there and I rarely ever look at it, so why do I need it? I don't and now it's gone although not really cuz i can just google and start all over lol. Better delete the internet now.

Forgettable posted...

Is your memory or imagination that bad?

No but it needs a good stretch. Started at 15 and it's been about 15 years of habitually watching porn. Even when I'm having sex regularly, I'm still watching it. It's just nonsense to have it.

I look forward to exercising my imagination again tbh.
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Still feeling good tbh.
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Millennials posted...

Still feeling good tbh.

how about now?
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Still good. I haven't even looked at anything on the internet intentionally (saw some stuff on imgur tho) and I don't really have the desire.

I don't know if it's related, but I had a ridiculous sex dream last night, real kinky shit with piss and panty theft and an obnoxious parrot (an observer, not participant btw).
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Yeah but did you empty the recycle bin
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sktgamer_13dude posted...

Yeah but did you empty the recycle bin

Didn't have to. Folder was too big <_<
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Don't worry, there's no need to keep a collection anymore, it's all online to have to hold, to cherish and to comfort.

But yeah, stay away from it, it does cause erectile dysfunction.
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Had another crazy sex dream. Too explicit to go into details.

Beginning to think porn was stifling my psyche more than I thought. Or maybe I'm having withdrawal.
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Millennials posted...

sktgamer_13dude posted...

Yeah but did you empty the recycle bin

Didn't have to. Folder was too big <_<

hahaha
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