Current Events > Alright. I'm out. Enough life.

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I'm killing myself tomorrow. Probably hanging, but I have access to a gun too. I'm tired of being angry all the time, I'm tired of the depression and darkness. I hate waking up every morning in this body and not knowing how I'm going to feel that day. Fuck this. I should have done this when I was 14 I'm a fucking idiot for waiting so long.
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Do not do this. Please seek help and you will find your way out of this darkness. It is temporary and there are better days ahead.
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Vyrulisse posted...

Do not do this. Please seek help and you will find your way out of this darkness. It is temporary and there are better days ahead.

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Yikes, want to talk about it? I see you want to do this tomorrow and that's good. I also see you posting, which is a sign that you don't really want to commit suicide. Why not wait a few months, work everything out and instead of leaving the world, try leaving the state? Have a good walk about when the wheather has turned warmer. I definately recommend a vacation, and if you don't want to come back to regular life, start a new life somewhere else.

I know you can't get away from some things, some things follow you everywhere. but there are ways to dealing with it. It's almost christmas, this would hurt your family if you did this. You can pm me if you'd like.
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You have a discord or xbl account or steam or something? I'm kinda at the end of my rope too but I'm willing to listen.
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Why do people make these kind of topics?
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Cmon dont do it
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I've also told another person tonight, please don't broadcast your intent to commit suicide. You can be locked up for your own good until your health is deemed "well enough" to set you free. I know this will likely lead to faking wellness in order to finish carrying out your agenda.

I take your threat to yourself as a very real and serious threat, but in most states, it is illegal to threaten suicide.

Anyone on the edge who gets put into this dilemma will likely go even further over the edge and away from happiness. There is always another way.
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But then you won't be able to play Death Stranding.
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if you do it now you won't get to see how death stranding turns out
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Resolution posted...

You have a discord or xbl account or steam or something? I'm kinda at the end of my rope too but I'm willing to listen.

thelovefist posted...

Why do people make these kind of topics?

because these people actually need help, support, and in some ways, love from a stranger.

Unlike a certain other topic that was all about self bragging and trolling, this TC has my complete sympathy.
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weekoldhotdog posted...

I've also told another person tonight, please don't broadcast your intent to commit suicide. You can be locked up for your own good until your health is deemed "well enough" to set you free. I know this will likely lead to faking wellness in order to finish carrying out your agenda.

Not on gamefaqs, but there's accuracy to what you're saying. I was baker acted for telling my counselor I felt like stabbing myself and being in that facility made everything worse.
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Jiggy101011 posted...

But then you won't be able to play Death Stranding.

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Can I have your bitcoins?

weekoldhotdog posted...

Resolution posted...

You have a discord or xbl account or steam or something? I'm kinda at the end of my rope too but I'm willing to listen.

thelovefist posted...

Why do people make these kind of topics?

because these people actually need help, support, and in some ways, love from a stranger.

Unlike a certain other topic that was all about self bragging and trolling, this TC has my complete sympathy.

Well get some legitimate help then. Posting on gamefaqs isn't helpingm
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Jiggy101011 posted...

But then you won't be able to play Death Stranding.

hortanz posted...

if you do it now you won't get to see how death stranding turns out

Don't say this. Wasn't there a guy on gamefaqs that only waited until the new persona came out before committing suicide?

At the very least, finish watching that Avatar Saga. The last one will be out 2024. That's a good date to work towards.
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Resolution posted...

weekoldhotdog posted...

I've also told another person tonight, please don't broadcast your intent to commit suicide. You can be locked up for your own good until your health is deemed "well enough" to set you free. I know this will likely lead to faking wellness in order to finish carrying out your agenda.

Not on gamefaqs, but there's accuracy to what you're saying. I was baker acted for telling my counselor I felt like stabbing myself and being in that facility made everything worse.

You're still alive though, so something worked.
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TC went from 0 to 100 real quick. Just last night he was posting about PSX and Death Stranding
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goddamn this is one of the reasons I mostly stay away from CE on weekends

I mean I guess I've felt the same, I got through it, now I'm pretty happy.

Never know what the future holds
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Akagami_Shanks posted...

TC went from 0 to 100 real quick. Just last night he was posting about PSX and Death Stranding

It's almost like people aren't usually vocal about their internal pain
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weekoldhotdog posted...

Jiggy101011 posted...

But then you won't be able to play Death Stranding.

hortanz posted...

if you do it now you won't get to see how death stranding turns out

Don't say this. Wasn't there a guy on gamefaqs that only waited until the new persona came out before committing suicide?

At the very least, finish watching that Avatar Saga. The last one will be out 2024. That's a good date to work towards.

Thats the same year Death Stranding comes out.
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If you tell people you are suicidal, the police can arrest you and make your life HELL.

It's going to have to come from within.

Robin Williams didn't think he had anything to live for. I am the rest of the world will be forever saddened that he didn't work out his issues and remain on the planet with us.

And the new Aladdin movie will be shit for having Will Smith playing the genie.

What I'm trying to say is there is no replacement for you. Try to think about that.
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Trust me I get fucking close to doing it too. An end sometimes seems like the only answer. To rid the pain, anguish, and depression.

But on the other side of the coin, we only get to experience this life we are living once, might as well see it to the very end. You never know how its going to play out. Im always imagining something nice and bright just around the corner.

Life is like a heart beat. Ups and downs. Youre gonna come back up man. I fucking know it.

And I am too!
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Resolution posted...

Akagami_Shanks posted...

TC went from 0 to 100 real quick. Just last night he was posting about PSX and Death Stranding

It's almost like people aren't usually vocal about their internal pain

he just posted after he made this topic about phones, so this topic is pretty much out of nowhere
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Vyrulisse posted...

Do not do this. Please seek help and you will find your way out of this darkness. It is temporary and there are better days ahead.

It's absurd how people just barf this out without knowing the persons situation at all
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You wouldnt have been given your life if you werent strong enough to face the challenges it throws at you. Everything youre going through is preparing you for something good. I know shit sucks but every storm runs out of rain, bru.

Thanks for drawing my sigpic
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Get out of the house for a bit. Walk the neighborhood maybe.
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