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badasstion
10/13/17 11:20:38 PM
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On top of eviction and breakup and unemployment and watching my grandparents die daily as their caretaker and imminent homelessness and having to clean/see unimaginable things caring for my grandparents and everything else going as shitty as possible in life atm, 1 of my only 2 true friends died drunk driving today.

Idk.. We haven't talked in like 2 months because I gave him a place to stay and then he bailed out when he was supposed to pay rent. And some stuff went down and i texted some nasty shit to him and his mom. But we've been best friends for 12 years and we've had little bouts before like this and would just go back to the way things always were. I feel like dog shit. Can't even explain it. I just want to run and run and keep going in one direction forever until I escape all the bullshit that is life...
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BignutzisBack
10/13/17 11:21:43 PM
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Blue_Inigo
10/13/17 11:22:44 PM
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What happened to him?
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Back_Stabbath
10/13/17 11:23:27 PM
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your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?
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Zodd3224
10/13/17 11:24:19 PM
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Sucks man... i lost a close friend to heroin a few years ago. He had been clean for years, one relapse and he died. So sad.
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ImTheMacheteGuy
10/13/17 11:24:27 PM
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That sucks and I feel for you. None of the bullshit in my life currently measures up to that. It is what it is but clearly you are going through worse shit and you have my sympathy and condolences for that :(. Stay strong, and best wishes to you.
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badasstion
10/13/17 11:24:59 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


Imagine being so miserable in your own skin that you come into a topic like this to be a dick and start shit without knowing any facts whatsoever.
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ImTheMacheteGuy
10/13/17 11:25:19 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


not cool
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Back_Stabbath
10/13/17 11:25:45 PM
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nah just sick of people putting paper over friendship. see it all too much irl. you texted him some nasty stuff because he didn't give you some paper to stay under your roof. thats all i need to know.

money is evil.
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badasstion
10/13/17 11:27:06 PM
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Zodd3224 posted...
Sucks man... i lost a close friend to heroin a few years ago. He had been clean for years, one relapse and he died. So sad.


Yeah man.. watching so much of it, it's really taught me to stay away from addictive shit like that. Makes no sense to want to try to start, but the way it takes over your brain and ensures you'll be craving the shit forever is just crazy.. Why can't we just live in a perfect world free of all this shit that seems to.. avoidable? Idk
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Verdekal
10/13/17 11:27:48 PM
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My sympathies.

You have my support.
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ImTheMacheteGuy
10/13/17 11:27:59 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
nah just sick of people putting paper over friendship. see it all too much irl. you texted him some nasty stuff because he didn't give you some paper to stay under your roof. thats all i need to know.

money is evil.


which is a fair point but there are tasteful ways of conveying it.
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pikachupwnage
10/13/17 11:29:07 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


Yeah let's kick someone while their down when we know basically nothing about the situation.

Fuck off.
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Blue_Inigo
10/13/17 11:30:32 PM
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Ignore Sabbath TC. He's a miserable jackass. My condolences for your loss
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Shadowplay
10/13/17 11:32:39 PM
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As bad as it feels TC, just remember, this too shall pass.
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badasstion
10/13/17 11:33:21 PM
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Holy fucking shit nobody understood me and my personality and sense of humor and everything better than he did. The only person I've ever known and could ever know on that deep of a level. Gone to never be had again. Why now? Fucking shit I hate my life. Literally nothing to look forward to.

And I get to bear the burden of my nasty words being the last thing I ever said to him. Forever. Never to be undone. A human being can't bear a burden like this.. it's impossible. I can't do it. I'm truly stuck in this shittiness forever with the impossibility of ever escaping it. I've felt shitty and lost loved ones before but I never knew feeling like this was possible.
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Roxborough4Ever
10/13/17 11:34:56 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


lol...shut the fuck up....you obviously live with your mom and dad for free into your 30's with this kind of mindset
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badasstion
10/13/17 11:34:58 PM
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Anyhow, thanks for the support guys. Don't mean to keep repeating and ranting about how shitty life is. Sorry for my depressing bullshit.
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GOATSLAYER
10/13/17 11:39:52 PM
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badasstion posted...
Holy fucking shit nobody understood me and my personality and sense of humor and everything better than he did. The only person I've ever known and could ever know on that deep of a level. Gone to never be had again. Why now? Fucking shit I hate my life. Literally nothing to look forward to.

And I get to bear the burden of my nasty words being the last thing I ever said to him. Forever. Never to be undone. A human being can't bear a burden like this.. it's impossible. I can't do it. I'm truly stuck in this shittiness forever with the impossibility of ever escaping it. I've felt shitty and lost loved ones before but I never knew feeling like this was possible.

It sucks that your last words to him weren't nicer, but like you said it can't be undone so there's no point in thinking about that. Just focus on all the good memories that the two of you had together. You might feel crappy right now but that will eventually pass. And if you were able to form a close bond with one person, then it's possible for you to form another one with somebody else. You should use this experience to remind yourself that life is fleeting and you should live every day like it's your last one. Every day by the time you go to bed sure that you don't have any regrets.
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Back_Stabbath
10/13/17 11:40:24 PM
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Roxborough4Ever posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


lol...shut the fuck up....you obviously live with your mom and dad for free into your 30's with this kind of mindset

im 24 and have my own place now, but I was in TC's friends situation with no place to go and had no income at the time. not gonna post the whole sob story because i'm already the villain ITT but having your "friends" put paper over you, especially when you're in a hard spot in life, really hurts. im sympathising with his DEAD FRIEND, not poor, poor alive tc.

i had a friend live with me free of charge for nearly 7 months before I had to kick him out because it was becoming a financial strain on my partner and I. no bad blood, no nasty exchange, just understanding and appreciation for what we already did. but yup im a nasty no life dickhead.
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GOATSLAYER
10/13/17 11:41:39 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
Roxborough4Ever posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


lol...shut the fuck up....you obviously live with your mom and dad for free into your 30's with this kind of mindset

im 24 and have my own place now, but I was in TC's friends situation with no place to go and had no income at the time. not gonna post the whole sob story because i'm already the villain ITT but having your "friends" put paper over you, especially when you're in a hard spot in life, really hurts. im sympathising with his DEAD FRIEND, not poor, poor alive tc.

Did someone just post in here?
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SmidgeIsntBack
10/13/17 11:44:53 PM
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badasstion posted...
Anyhow, thanks for the support guys. Don't mean to keep repeating and ranting about how shitty life is. Sorry for my depressing bullshit.


Don't be sorry, depression bullshit like this is what brings out the good in CE and reminds us we're all faces behind a screen.
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Zodd3224
10/13/17 11:45:31 PM
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badasstion posted...
Zodd3224 posted...
Sucks man... i lost a close friend to heroin a few years ago. He had been clean for years, one relapse and he died. So sad.


Yeah man.. watching so much of it, it's really taught me to stay away from addictive shit like that. Makes no sense to want to try to start, but the way it takes over your brain and ensures you'll be craving the shit forever is just crazy.. Why can't we just live in a perfect world free of all this shit that seems to.. avoidable? Idk


Im no angel myself, but fortunately I never liked downers so I never went the heroin route.

That shit does terrible things to good people. He was my best friend for years, and he never told me he was bipolar. I found out from his sister after he died. Which explained his dramatic mood swings and why he self medicated so much... wish i knew before, wouldnt have given him so much shit...

But anyways, I feel for you man, its hard to deal with. Let it all out.
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literal_garbage
10/13/17 11:46:02 PM
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He was driving drunk?
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10/13/17 11:47:49 PM
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SmidgeIsntBack
10/13/17 11:48:33 PM
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^ what are you two doing
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boxington
10/13/17 11:48:43 PM
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sorry for your lost, man.
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C_Pain
10/13/17 11:50:45 PM
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I'm sorry for your loss TC.

You were friends for over a decade, so he knows that the the fight you were having was a small thing, and that you were his bro.

It fucking sucks and it's gonna hurt, but humans are resilient as fuck. It will take a while, but eventually one day it will hurt just a little less. This isn't too say that you won't miss him everyday, but it won't take a huge toll on you. As for your other problems, yeah I know, life has shitty times. But I think that it's a cycle where good will come again. And then shitty times again, and then good, but that's the nature of it. Life is a sublime thing to me, so it's worth that.

I don't know your relation with his family but you could try and reach out to them and provide support for one another.
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0AbsoluteZero0
10/14/17 12:03:55 AM
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Not sure whether to believe this topic TC, since I've never seen you do anything but troll.

However, assuming you're actually being genuine right now, I'm sorry to hear that. It's rough losing a close friend so suddenly
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badasstion
10/14/17 1:50:28 AM
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Been in my head so much i just realized I haven't eaten in 9 hours and have no food and no money.
Gf tried starting shit about exes still even after finding out couldn't take a 5 minute break from the noise.
This feeling is so crazy.. and there's no way I can just run down the street and see a psychiatrist and even attempt to make it go away because druggies would abuse that shit.

Back_Stabbath posted... Roxborough4Ever posted...

Back_Stabbath posted...

your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright. why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?

lol...shut the fuck up....you obviously live with your mom and dad for free into your 30's with this kind of mindset

im 24 and have my own place now, but I was in TC's friends situation with no place to go and had no income at the time. not gonna post the whole sob story because i'm already the villain ITT but having your "friends" put paper over you, especially when you're in a hard spot in life, really hurts. im sympathising with his DEAD FRIEND, not poor, poor alive tc. Okay, troll. Let's play. How did I put paper over him? He bounced on me out of nowhere, not from me hounding him for money. I did the opposite of get on him about not paying, which is why I was so pissed he took advantage of that. I never said I kicked him out because he wasn't paying. Oh, and he was the one who said he wanted to pay to help us through our tough time in return and so he wasn't spending it on booze and i agreed. He had a job. You're pathetic. Good luck ever finding a girl.

SmidgeIsntBack posted...
badasstion posted...
Anyhow, thanks for the support guys. Don't mean to keep repeating and ranting about how shitty life is. Sorry for my depressing bullshit.


Don't be sorry, depression bullshit like this is what brings out the good in CE and reminds us we're all faces behind a screen.


I noticed this for the most part. Feels good and is appreciated.

0AbsoluteZero0 posted...
Not sure whether to believe this topic TC, since I've never seen you do anything but troll.

However, assuming you're actually being genuine right now, I'm sorry to hear that. It's rough losing a close friend so suddenly


Not sure why it's so hard to put down your guard for the sake of not bringing negativity into a topic like this but thanks anyways for condolences. Very rough
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badasstion
10/14/17 10:37:46 AM
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I told my mom and got a "sorry to hear" and then went straight back to talking about other shit and then I tell my only other "friend" and she's being such a dismissive bitch about it it's not even funny. Fucking sad how much people only care about themselves now.. Can't even get a real life human being who I've been through some rough shit with to talk to me about the passing of my friend of literally over a decade. Why are people so shitty and self absorbed..?
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Nepsy
10/14/17 10:40:26 AM
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Friends don't let friends drive drunk.
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badasstion
10/14/17 10:50:42 AM
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Nepsy posted...
Friends don't let friends drive drunk.


They also don't let them sit on their fat virgin asses to troll on a message board in a topic like this, hence you.
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PinkiePie462
10/14/17 10:52:33 AM
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badasstion posted...
Nepsy posted...
Friends don't let friends drive drunk.


They also don't let them sit on their fat virgin asses to troll on a message board in a topic like this, hence you.


Wow struck a nerve lmao

How do you sneak girls into your place btw?
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PinkiePie462
10/14/17 10:56:46 AM
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badasstion posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
your bro just need a place to lay low but money's all that matters miright.
why can't people just be kind. does your couch pay rent?


Imagine being so miserable in your own skin that you come into a topic like this to be a dick and start shit without knowing any facts whatsoever.


We have time, why not make up some facts for us?
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Capital_Tenant
10/14/17 11:02:43 AM
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Poor you. My condolences for your loss.
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Kitt
10/14/17 12:20:41 PM
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CocteauQuintplt
10/14/17 12:28:08 PM
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Kitt posted...
TC is suspended lol


He's full of shit anyways, none of this happened. Literally just a troll account. Anybody know his main?
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Zodd3224
10/14/17 12:32:51 PM
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CocteauQuintplt posted...
Kitt posted...
TC is suspended lol


He's full of shit anyways, none of this happened. Literally just a troll account. Anybody know his main?


LoL. He got me good! Took advantage of my drunken state.
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Kitt
10/14/17 4:41:46 PM
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CocteauQuintplt posted...
Kitt posted...
TC is suspended lol


He's full of shit anyways, none of this happened. Literally just a troll account. Anybody know his main?

I figured, considering that, aside from this topic, he only shitposted and had, like, 9 karma points. No surprise that he suicided. Judging from the reactions of people who witnessed it, I'm glad I missed it.
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SmidgeIsntBack
10/14/17 5:15:53 PM
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Why does it matter if the story is fake or not, this topic was actually encouraging for a bit
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Axiom
10/14/17 5:20:23 PM
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SmidgeIsntBack posted...
Why does it matter if the story is fake or not, this topic was actually encouraging for a bit

It's probably hard for people to ignore the fact that TC trolled non-stop using politics while being a new alt. Accounts like that are usually treated with lots of incredulity
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juicebox4
10/14/17 5:20:48 PM
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my condolences, bro.
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CatataFish462
10/14/17 5:34:52 PM
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Kitt posted...
TC is suspended lol


Tried too hard
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CiIantro
10/14/17 5:36:58 PM
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CatataFish462 posted...
Kitt posted...
TC is suspended lol


Tried too hard


Thank god. One of the most low-effort trolls here.
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Back_Stabbath
10/14/17 7:34:34 PM
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he can dish it but he can't take it. lmfao. who is his main?
LOL, he even sent me a pm giving me shit for my appearance from my pic in that selfie topic and hounding me to close my account. i never took this topic seriously from the beginning but i seem to have stuck a serious nerve with this sad little man, so maybe it did happen? idk.
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CocteauQuintplt
10/14/17 10:37:44 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
he can dish it but he can't take it. lmfao. who is his main?
LOL, he even sent me a pm giving me shit for my appearance from my pic in that selfie topic and hounding me to close my account. i never took this topic seriously from the beginning but i seem to have stuck a serious nerve with this sad little man, so maybe it did happen? idk.


He PMed me too, I'm really curious who this degenerate is.
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CiIantro
10/14/17 11:31:58 PM
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CocteauQuintplt posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
he can dish it but he can't take it. lmfao. who is his main?
LOL, he even sent me a pm giving me shit for my appearance from my pic in that selfie topic and hounding me to close my account. i never took this topic seriously from the beginning but i seem to have stuck a serious nerve with this sad little man, so maybe it did happen? idk.


He PMed me too, I'm really curious who this degenerate is.


lol, I have only ever seen the TC tear people down. Nice to see him get a taste of his own medicine. The dude is a massive scumbag.
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