Current Events > I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown.

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Mental or emotional, or whatever you want to call it. I'm just so stressed out right now, it feels like it's too much.

The only time I'm not stressed/miserable is when I'm asleep. Then that gets ruined because I have to wake up. Then before I know it, it's time for work again.

I don't have anything to live for. Just to keep going back to my stupid dead end job, and wait for a new movie or game to distract me for a bit. That's getting old.

I'm so lonely, I've been pinning my happiness on finding a gf. Hoping being with someone would boost my confidence, self esteem, and help me value myself. Not only am I unable to even meet a girl to date, but it'd be for totally the wrong reasons if I did. It'd be unfair to anyone who decides I'm good enough to be with. Seeking people postabout their love lives makes me insanely jealous. Like literally iI've been getting sick to my stomach to see it.

Idk, I know you guys can't help. But talking about it helps, guess I'm just using you guys too... I feel like literal human garbage. >_>
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same struggles as you. spoilers: girls and sex don't fix it. for a few weeks/months, sure. but then the honeymoon period wears off and it all comes flooding back.
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Lifes a ***** and then you die :/
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have you ever thought of, maybe, a change of scenery?

like, my cousin did Peace Corps, and that had a positive effect on his world view
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Back_Stabbath posted...

same struggles as you. spoilers: girls and sex don't fix it. for a few weeks/months, sure. but then the honeymoon period wears off and it all comes flooding back.

Thats what I've been told. Still, I'd love to experience it, even if it's temporary. It's not going to happen though, I'm 34 and a virgin, and you just proved you're better than me because you could get girls and sex if you want.
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Heh, figures.
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Maybe you just need to try men? If girls aren't working for you, maybe you're gay?
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