Current Events > i am now working a second job in addition to volunteering/interning and school

(+) Yeah! (+)

incoming blogfaqs. i have reached peak /r/personalfinance

so i recently took a second job because last month or so i moved out and basically all my money goes toward living and buying cigarettes and booze. a second job will float some disposable income (for things like a wardobe and psychiatrst) my way with enough to put away maybe 200 a month.

right now i am working around 50-60 hours, will try to keep it at around 50 because i need 10 hours a week for school and another 10 for interning.

this will be the busiest i have ever been in my life.
---

And here I just finished crying because I don't know what the heck I'm doing with my life.
---

cool beans
---

LOL, volunteering.

If you stop smoking and drinking then you can free up even more disposable income

Yomi posted...

And here I just finished crying because I don't know what the heck I'm doing with my life.

i still do this

Back_Stabbath posted...

cool beans

cool. beans.

DonaldClinton posted...

If you stop smoking and drinking then you can free up even more disposable income

i am going to try quitting smoking again soon but idk pretty sure that is how i die.
---

The_Russians posted...

LOL, volunteering.

---

Hey posted...

The_Russians posted...

LOL, volunteering.

USER INFO: THE_RUSSIANS

New User
User Since: Sep 2017
Karma: 3
Active Posts: 2
Total Badges: 1
---

LysistrataMedea posted...

i am going to try quitting smoking again soon but idk pretty sure that is how i die.

You don't want to. I've seen lung cancer. It begins as a minor pain in your shoulder or your arm, and you put off going to the doctor because you think you just pulled a muscle or something... Then it gets harder to breathe, you finally go in to the ER, and you find out you've got stage four incurable cancer and the tumor is blocking your windpipe making it impossible for you to breathe. Meanwhile it's metastatised to your arm and it's eating away at the bones in your clavicle and collarbone... Then it reaches your brain, and your personality, your memories, everything about you begins to get wiped away as your whole body shuts down. When it reaches your brain stem and finally begins to kill you, it's a merciful reprieve from all the pain you're in. Don't let it happen to you.

Glass_Phantom posted...

LysistrataMedea posted...

i am going to try quitting smoking again soon but idk pretty sure that is how i die.

You don't want to. I've seen lung cancer. It begins as a minor pain in your shoulder or your arm, and you put off going to the doctor because you think you just pulled a muscle or something... Then it gets harder to breathe, you finally go in to the ER, and you find out you've got stage four incurable cancer and the tumor is blocking your windpipe making it impossible for you to breathe. Meanwhile it's metastatised to your arm and it's eating away at the bones in your clavicle and collarbone... Then it reaches your brain, and your personality, your memories, everything about you begins to get wiped away as your whole body shuts down. When it reaches your brain stem and finally begins to kill you, it's a merciful reprieve from all the pain you're in. Don't let it happen to you.

Assisted suicide is legal in Canada so I don't have to suffer
---