Current Events > I am a shut-in. Ask me anything.

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Do you work or go to school at least?
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OEIO999 posted...

Do you work or go to school at least?

No.
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Can Skyrim survive independent of Imperial Control?
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I used to live with a girl who was. well, her and her girlfriend. I think she left the house like 3 times in 9 months?
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How do you survive (get food) and pay for things?

Then how do you eat or pay rent?
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I expected something more along the lines of "C/D: You're a shut-in who'll never amount to anything" followed by C in the OP.

You disappoint, Missy. No questions asked.
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RedWhiteBlue posted...

Anything interesting or new happen in the past few months? Any plans for the future, wanted or not?

New? Well...

- I now have a psychiatrist and a therapist.
- On two anti-depressants
- My laptop broke, and we don't have the money to replace it anytime soon.
- I've been stuck using one of my mom's old Kindles for my internet usage most of the time.
- Have gotten into roleplaying
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How old are you and were you always like this?
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Ruvan22 posted...

How do you survive (get food) and pay for things?

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Volkswagen_Bros posted...

I expected something more along the lines of "C/D: You're a shut-in who'll never amount to anything" followed by C in the OP.

You disappoint, Missy. No questions asked.

But i'm not allowed to say things like that about myself anymore, >.<

Ruvan22 posted...

How do you survive (get food) and pay for things?

I live with my parents.

thronedfire2 posted...

I used to live with a girl who was. well, her and her girlfriend. I think she left the house like 3 times in 9 months?

I used to be pretty close to that, but now I have to leave my house once or twice a month to see my doctors, x.x

JRaasin posted...

Can Skyrim survive independent of Imperial Control?

Imperial 4ever

ImAMarvel posted...

How have you been recently?

My social anxiety is unchanged, but (overall, but there is definitely still some bad) I guess i've been feeling a bit better in the last few months... and i've been trying harder not to insult myself as much as I have in the past. Definitely an improvement.
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OEIO999 posted...

How old are you and were you always like this?

Twenty two, and i've been especially bad over the last six and a half years.
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And the most important question, what game are you playing right now?
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OEIO999 posted...

And the most important question, what game are you playing right now?

Well, i've been replaying Fire Emblem Sacred Stones, >.<
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MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

How old are you and were you always like this?

Twenty two, and i've been especially bad over the last six and a half years.

That's uh...pretty sad, I was somewhat shut in during high school, I used to just game all the time. I feel it gets better with time and feeling like you want to accomplish something with your life. For me it was to make money and create a close-sheltered lifestyle, including the house and all that BS. So I got a job.

You should try to find a priority in life, maybe it'll give you an insight into what you what you want in life. Looking back, I wished I learned a new language when I was younger, through the power of the internet.
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what does "Roy Khan" mean to you
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Sorry to hear that - it's good you are talking to a psychiatrist and therapist though!

What setting/campaign are you roleplaying in? Regular D&D?

you should finish higurashi and watch clannad
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how did Jaime and Bronn swim far away enough underwater to avoid capture by the Dothraki
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Are Psychiatrist and Therapist actually good? I've been pretty troubled for a while now, but I cannot go unless I actually tell my parents about it, at least until now. Perhaps when I move I'll get the chance.

For actual questions, do you like cooking? I often do it to distract myself.
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Personally, I think therapists and psychiatrists are a bunch of BS, I have never attended one, but from movies, shows and games and general internet research. They tell you shit you already know. And then you're left with the feeling, holy crap I just wasted money on that, money I could've spent elsewhere.
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Lagfile posted...

Are Psychiatrist and Therapist actually good? I've been pretty troubled for a while now, but I cannot go unless I actually tell my parents about it, at least until now. Perhaps when I move I'll get the chance.

For actual questions, do you like cooking? I often do it to distract myself.

No, waste of money IMO. They were 'good' when the Internet wasn't so damn omni-present, nowdays if you have a problem best thing to do is to google it.

This is the age of the internet, that is making so many things redundant.
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MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

And the most important question, what game are you playing right now?

Well, i've been replaying Fire Emblem Sacred Stones, >.<

I loved that game, easily my favourite GBAROM game. haha never thought I'd hear anyone mention that game again.
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Zembaphobia posted...

what does "Roy Khan" mean to you

It means "favorite singer", <3

ImAMarvel posted...

Yes! =D

Change is a slow but gradual process. It starts with little things like that. As they say, Rome wasn't built in a day and there's a lot of truth to that. I'm in the process of changing my life as well and I've been at it for several years now, finally starting working late last year but I'm happy at all the changes I've made so far and feel confident in my future.

Just keep working on it. =)

I credit it to my antidepressants, x.x

JRaasin posted...

how did Jaime and Bronn swim far away enough underwater to avoid capture by the Dothraki

Bronn is the man with the improvised plans, and that should be enough of an answer, >.<

Renault posted...

you should finish higurashi and watch clannad

Never.

Ruvan22 posted...

Sorry to hear that - it's good you are talking to a psychiatrist and therapist though!

What setting/campaign are you roleplaying in? Regular D&D?

Yeah, my mom finally got things clarified on our insurance and she convinced me to go... I've seen them a few times, but I still keep feeling nervous, :/

I mean more like, roleplaying some of my favorite anime characters through Tumblr... Like these.
https://greedyandroid.tumblr.com/
https://a-fragile-heart.tumblr.com/
https://freshlyripened.tumblr.com/
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Why do people call you Aeae?
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OEIO999 posted...

MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

How old are you and were you always like this?

Twenty two, and i've been especially bad over the last six and a half years.

That's uh...pretty sad, I was somewhat shut in during high school, I used to just game all the time. I feel it gets better with time and feeling like you want to accomplish something with your life. For me it was to make money and create a close-sheltered lifestyle, including the house and all that BS. So I got a job.

You should try to find a priority in life, maybe it'll give you an insight into what you what you want in life. Looking back, I wished I learned a new language when I was younger, through the power of the internet.

I don't really have any goals, not that I could accomplish anything even if I wanted to, x.x . My social anxiety is too strong.
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Sayoria posted...

Why do people call you Aeae?

You're the only one who does, @__@
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CrimsonRage posted...

What's an average day in your life like?

Spent doing a bunch of nothing, aside from taking care of cooking and some cleaning things (like keeping the kitchen swept or doing all of our laundry). I generally just try to waste time to get to the next day, and then the next... My life doesn't really have a purpose.
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MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

How old are you and were you always like this?

Twenty two, and i've been especially bad over the last six and a half years.

That's uh...pretty sad, I was somewhat shut in during high school, I used to just game all the time. I feel it gets better with time and feeling like you want to accomplish something with your life. For me it was to make money and create a close-sheltered lifestyle, including the house and all that BS. So I got a job.

You should try to find a priority in life, maybe it'll give you an insight into what you what you want in life. Looking back, I wished I learned a new language when I was younger, through the power of the internet.

I don't really have any goals, not that I could accomplish anything even if I wanted to, x.x . My social anxiety is too strong.

I dunno, you seem to accept your circumstance, which makes you better off than people who live in denial. I think you can accomplish something, regardless of how big or small, which could spur you into changing your lifestyle. I know when I got a job, everything changed for me. I stopped procrastinating, started setting goals e.t.c

The least you could do is google endlessly and maybe you will happen upon something that captures your interest, what's the worse that could happen?
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MorningRose posted...

Sayoria posted...

Why do people call you Aeae?

You're the only one who does, @__@

Oh yeah.

How are ya Aeae
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ImAMarvel posted...

MorningRose posted...

I credit it to my antidepressants, x.x

Hey, if they're working for you...=)

After getting mine to a high dose it started doing me some good. I'll probably get one of them upped to the max level the next time I go back...

CrimsonRage posted...

Have you resigned yourself to this being your life forever? What do your parents think about your situation?

Pretty much, yeah. Unless something majorly changes, my life being this way forever is the likely outcome. My parents don't really mind, though... they understand, and they're just happy that i'm still around.

OEIO999 posted...

I think you can accomplish something, regardless of how big or small, which could spur you into changing your lifestyle

Like what?

OEIO999 posted...

MorningRose posted...

OEIO999 posted...

And the most important question, what game are you playing right now?

Well, i've been replaying Fire Emblem Sacred Stones, >.<

I loved that game, easily my favourite GBAROM game. haha never thought I'd hear anyone mention that game again.

It's my favorite Fire Emblem, and it was my first one.
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Sayoria posted...

Oh yeah.

How are ya Aeae

https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279005
https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279274
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MorningRose posted...

Sayoria posted...

Oh yeah.

How are ya Aeae

https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279005
https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279274

Ah. Aeae, have you seen @ Goldensun3DS before? Just summoned him. You and him would be cool friends.
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I dunno, what kind of interests do you have. Do you like gaming? Try streaming, vlogging e.t.c

Do you like being or want to be healthy? Try going to the gym, Gym was a HUGE factor in getting me out of my 'shell'.

Yeah same here, I played Blazing blade first, It was good, but Sacred stone felt like a whole new level to me, I enjoyed the free roaming, characters, story, man I miss classic JRPG's.
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Sayoria posted...

MorningRose posted...

Sayoria posted...

Oh yeah.

How are ya Aeae

https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279005
https://www.gamefaqs.com/boards/400-current-events/75699028/885279274

Ah. Aeae, have you seen @ Goldensun3DS before? Just summoned him. You and him would be cool friends.

I'm not sure, x.x
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Shoot, why didn't that work? You like Golden Sun, right?
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Why javent yoy played legend of heroes: trails in the sky and trails of cold steel
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Sayoria posted...

Shoot, why didn't that work? You like Golden Sun, right?

You're not supposed to put a space between the @ and username.

apolloooo posted...

Why javent yoy played legend of heroes: trails in the sky and trails of cold steel

No money

OEIO999 posted...

I dunno, what kind of interests do you have. Do you like gaming? Try streaming, vlogging e.t.c

Do you like being or want to be healthy? Try going to the gym, Gym was a HUGE factor in getting me out of my 'shell'.

Yeah same here, I played Blazing blade first, It was good, but Sacred stone felt like a whole new level to me, I enjoyed the free roaming, characters, story, man I miss classic JRPG's.

I can barely even load streams, and they usually lag a lot for me... I do like to game, but I can't really do much of it anymore. I wouldn't even have a current gen console without someone e else from gamefaqs buying my ps4 for me.

I'm fairly slim, and aside from psychological issues my health is generally okay... aside from my back pains.
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Just get a laptop/computer and play league of legends. Pretty sure that thing can run on a toaster.

Yeah, I would definitely recommend you hit the gym. That's usually the first place people go to in modern society to 'make a change'. Dunno how bad is your back pain, but you could just do some light exercises, without the usage of your back or take classes that don't require the use of machines.

This is why I don't think psychologists or therapists are useful in the modern society, all they do is speak words or prescribe medicines. Being physically active and knowing you can do certain tasks are the best solutions for improvement.
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Are you like agoraphobic or do you just not really have a reason to go out? I can't go out by myself at this point.
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OEIO999 posted...

Just get a laptop/computer and play league of legends. Pretty sure that thing can run on a toaster.

Yeah, I would definitely recommend you hit the gym. That's usually the first place people go to in modern society to 'make a change'. Dunno how bad is your back pain, but you could just do some light exercises, without the usage of your back or take classes that don't require the use of machines.

This is why I don't think psychologists or therapists are useful in the modern society, all they do is speak words or prescribe medicines. Being physically active and knowing you can do certain tasks are the best solutions for improvement.

As I mentioned earlier, we don't have any money to replace my laptop.

giantblimpN7 posted...

Are you like agoraphobic or do you just not really have a reason to go out? I can't go out by myself at this point.

Both.

I'm too afraid to be in public without my mom near me...
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Then take the money going into therapy and psychology and put it into gym. Phycology and therapy can be received from the internet anyway, being physically active, even if its not gym, just go to the local park, is the best 'therapy'.
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