Current Events > having borderline personality disorder sucks

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loneliness, isolation, inability to form healthy relationships, quick to anger, high coincidence with substance abuse and major depression... it's like having a self destruct button in your brain that gets pushed whenever things start to go well, and then you beat yourself up for it

it's getting worse as I get older too. I hope I don't end up like my dad's side of the family - he's divorced and living by himself in squalor, my aunt underwent ECT and is really heavily medicated to the point of being a zombie, and my uncle has been permanently committed to a psychiatric institution
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there, there.
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leverageblargh posted...

This stuff is genetic?

unfortunately. the gene pool my dad passed on is really toxic. my mom has even suggested on multiple occasions that I adopt instead of having kids of my own
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