Current Events > It's a "In real life drama" episode.

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I might end up cutting a lot of people off soon because this drama is ridiculous and I would rather not deal with the nonsense. People I know in real life have voiced their complaints about my behavior and threw various unwarranted insults towards my way. The first complaint being that I'm distant especially as of late. These people think I'm distant because I don't speak much when with them. I'm just not much of a talker in real life. Everyone knows I'm unnaturally quiet so I don't see why it's an issue. Plus, if I'm not interested in the conversation, I'd rather not contribute especially if I'm uninformed about the subject. I'd rather listen instead. Lately, there's been a pandemic in America so of course I'd rather not hang out or see them. However, I seem to be the only one taking it seriously among them going by the various vacations and parties they've taken part in. Some of them even think the virus is a hoax.

Another "complaint" about my behavior is that I act like I'm better than the rest of them or that I have more important things to do. This is due to how I would leave suddenly when hanging out or often decline invitations. I do so because the activities the others engaged in were often ridiculous. No, I don't want to watch porn with other guys. No, I don't want be around guys who would suddenly undress and swing their dick around. No, I don't want to throw toilet paper at a house. No, I don't want to play hide and seek in Walmart. I go to college and take pretty demanding classes. I'm not a NEET like half of them nor am I going to school to fuck around for the "college experience" like the others. Even if they are doing normal things, I just want to chill by myself sometimes when I have free time. Nothing wrong with that and it's not personal.

Another "complaint" is that I'm fake and not a real friend. Just because I didn't post black lives matter on my social media doesn't mean I don't support the cause. They all know what I look like and what I stand for. Of course I'm going to support the cause. Every single time these guys get screwed over, I'm the first person they call. Someone suddenly need money because of an emergency, my phone rings. Their car breaks down in the middle of nowhere at 3 am, phone rings. They need help with their homework, I'm asked. A fight is about to break out, I'm called for backup. Ride to physical therapy, they're having a drunk episode, girl problems, life advice, help moving out. You name it and I'm the dependable friend. Yet, I'm the fakest one.

To top it all off, this other guy recently introduced in the group has massive problems with me and has been slandering me to various people. Some I don't even know. This all started when we disagree over harmless things in the group chat like video games but he felt insulted. It escalated when I asked him to stop posting videos of people, even kids, committing suicide and animal torture in the group chat because it's not funny. The final straw was when I talked about my vacation to Europe almost a year ago and he thought I was bragging about being wealthy enough to travel. He then told me to off myself, called me racial slurs, blah blah blah all while the others were laughing and encouraging us to go at it. I told him to say this to me in public instead of behind his phone. The few times I've encountered him in public after that, he never said a word to me because he's that type of person who talks mad shit online but won't dare to say anything to your face in real life.

There's more I could talk about like the time one of the guys in the group wanted me to stalk some 16 year old girl who ghosted him at a party as revenge but I've probably said more than enough. It's time to for me to not interact with these people anymore. I've known some of these people since middle school but I won't lose sleep over not speaking to most of them again. That may be cruel of me to say but it's how I feel about the situation.

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