Current Events > @flamazide

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I had to remove him from my Discord messages

Didn't know how to leave him there
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TroutPaste posted...

I had to remove him from my Discord messages

Didn't know how to leave him there

Why Paul

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Cuz we can't talk anymore?

Plus he messaged me, the last time, about almost killing himself. Don't feel like I followed up on his panic significantly. Don't think it would have changed much, still sad
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TroutPaste posted...

Cuz we can't talk anymore?

Plus he messaged me, the last time, about almost killing himself. Don't feel like I followed up on his panic significantly. Don't think it would have changed much, still sad

I'm so angry at him but more sad

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He wasy favorite person.in CE chat in 2012

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I don't know if that was the confirmed cause of death. He was in and out of the hospital + homeless

Not sure if we're allowed to talk about suicide on CE either
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I can't imagine him going downhill

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We weren't close but I did care about him

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TroutPaste posted...

I had to remove him from my Discord messages

Didn't know how to leave him there

yet you wanna keep a topic on CE up
even after its dying with ghost bumps


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Supernatural posted...

TroutPaste posted...

I had to remove him from my Discord messages

Didn't know how to leave him there

yet you wanna keep a topic on CE up
even after its dying with ghost bumps

I didn't bump it
Also responded to you in that topic
That's different. Seeing messages from your dead friend? shut the fuck up
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Supernatural posted...

yet you wanna keep a topic on CE up
even after its dying with ghost bumps

Stop being disrespectful

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@Cornmuffins @Burnt_Puke82 @kombucha @Rida_Go_To_Bed @hmm

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Went ahead and closed mine
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If he's dead you guys are shit for not showing up

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TroutPaste posted...

Went ahead and closed mine

It's okay. I hope to something he's okay

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TroutPaste posted...

I didn't bump it
Also responded to you in that topic
That's different. Seeing messages from your dead friend? shut the fuck up

???
seeing a topic
that flam prob wouldnt want to see

so stfu

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;(
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Supernatural posted...

???
seeing a topic
that flam prob wouldnt want to see

so stfu

Do you have anything to add you fucking asshole

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Was he confirmed deceased or is it that no one has heard from him? If it's the latter hopefully he is alive, he seemed like a nice dude.

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Superlinkbro posted...

Was he confirmed deceased or is it that no one has heard from him? If it's the latter hopefully he is alive, he seemed like a nice dude.

I hope it's the latter

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inloveanddeath0 posted...

Do you have anything to add you fucking asshole

????

what do you mean?
I just hate seeing ppl say shit and do another

that dude didnt even bother to put his name in the title

homeless ceman???

yeah bro thats how he would want to be remembered

some sensationalist bs

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I still cant believe it. Wasnt going to say anything but... every time I see his name it just hits me so bad.

We fell out of contact at some point, then recently ish (maybe a couple months ago) he reached out about my issues and I didnt respond.

I regret that so much. I regret that i didnt have a chance to make things up, to apologize, and that my last interaction with him was me ignoring him.

Im so fucking sorry. It hurts.
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Shut the fuck up you asshole

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_Matchabuu_ posted...

I still cant believe it. Wasnt going to say anything but... every time I see his name it just hits me so bad.

We fell out of contact at some point, then recently ish (maybe a couple months ago) he reached out about my issues and I didnt respond.

I regret that so much. I regret that i didnt have a chance to make things up, to apologize, and that my last interaction with him was me ignoring him.

Im so fucking sorry. It hurts.

bro you literally me2'd him

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inloveanddeath0 posted...

Shut the fuck up you asshole

whatever you say bro
mr i just found out about flam's problems and im sad
pretend to care more

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He made a topic about a week earlier which indicated he was homeless

No need to fight over it. I'm fully confident in what I said when I said it, but also have no problem closing the topic. The instance where he was still in my Discord messages... apples to oranges
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Supernatural posted...

_Matchabuu_ posted...

I still cant believe it. Wasnt going to say anything but... every time I see his name it just hits me so bad.

We fell out of contact at some point, then recently ish (maybe a couple months ago) he reached out about my issues and I didnt respond.

I regret that so much. I regret that i didnt have a chance to make things up, to apologize, and that my last interaction with him was me ignoring him.

Im so fucking sorry. It hurts.

bro you literally me2'd him

No I didnt all I said was that I regret that my last interaction with him was what it was and that I feel like a shitty fucking person for it.

Knew I shouldnt have shared that here
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Whoever posted I have ignored

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We traded video games in 2014-15 and one of them is on my desk , gonna play it again

Eternal Darkness on Gamecube

Wrote me a handwritten note, full page single spaced . I was surprised when I got it. Wonder if I still have that somewhere
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_Matchabuu_ posted...

No I didnt all I said was that I regret that my last interaction with him was what it was and that I feel like a shitty fucking person for it.

Knew I shouldnt have shared that here

man sometimes i wish i didnt know things flam told me
so i couldnt see how fake ppl were being when he died

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O damn is flam gone? That's a shame he was a swell dude to vc with

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inloveanddeath0 posted...

Whoever posted I have ignored

Until now, I had no idea blocked people could see or respond to topics where the TC blocked them, lol

Unless you were just making a point... Then I understand.
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Supernatural posted...

_Matchabuu_ posted...

No I didnt all I said was that I regret that my last interaction with him was what it was and that I feel like a shitty fucking person for it.

Knew I shouldnt have shared that here

man sometimes i wish i didnt know things flam told me
so i couldnt see how fake ppl were being when he died

Thats a shitty ass thing to accuse someone of, especially considering that person is deceased. And you know itd make me even shittier to argue back so youre really twisting my wrist here.
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We were all in contact with him for years, outside of GameFAQs. Video/voice chats, almost every day

No need for negative conjecture
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He's either trolling or emotionally tone deaf, wouldn't worry about it Matchabuu
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TroutPaste posted...

We were all in contact with him for years, outside of GameFAQs. Video/voice chats, almost every day

No need for negative conjecture

This. Thanks.
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We've had a couple homeless people pass thru our little community here on CE in the 3 or 4 or maybe even 5 years ive been lurking around and occasionally posting. We had that one guy recently with the gofundme page, we had another in Daytona Beach who made his money flipping cologne (iirc, anyway, but he was definitely acquiring and reselling SOMETHING nonillicit in nature for a profit), hell, even I have been in and out of that situation probably half of my adult years, all said and done

As much of a loss it may be to have lost some of our own lately, first popcornfairy, now flam, I think its best that we keep in mind, since this is about flam:

The homeless population are still people. They struggle harder than most, and have to deal with a lot more uncertainty in their day-to-day, and sometimes that lesds them down a destructive path of substance abuse and incarceration...but not always, and certainly not always to the extremes that are exemplified by the vocal minority the media decides to spotlight

Just normal people, having a difficult time getting up after falling on hard times
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borrowed these from flam

https://imgur.com/5g7MTpj

Said I could give them back whenever, I kept offering to send them. lol backlogs
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TroutPaste posted...

He's either trolling or emotionally tone deaf, wouldn't worry about it Matchabuu

Paul you dont seem to get it do you?

ppl in this topic say i'm not adding to anything.
yet you're the topic creator of the topic that announced his death

dont even put his name in the topic title
and you're okay with people bumping and deleting their post (which adds nothing to the conversation)

no one is being negative its all about the facts

and if they don't like it then f them

they werent there when flam needed them
quit acting like u were

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Sorry you feel that way
The other topic was closed at your request
I helped scam an online fax website to send to the hospital, man. He asked me to. Don't pretend you know everything
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My responses in the other topic were "people are still finding out" and "I'll close it if people think I should". Never argued with you on that. you just started being more combative than was necessary
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TroutPaste posted...

My responses in the other topic were "people are still finding out" and "I'll close it if people think I should". Never argued with you on that. you just started being more combative than was necessary

dude the problem is the topic title is insulting to being with

you are just trying to get the most clicks
you dont care if his close friends find out

because his close friends remember him as flamazide
not a homeless ceman

and you were the one being insulting towards me
with the whole stfu

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"Supernatural posted...
TC can you lock the topic."

"Some people are still hearing of it"

"so?
Flam was a pretty private person to begin with
smh"

"I can lock the topic if people want"

There's the consecutive posts, sorry if it came across the wrong way, didn't mean to get everyone pissed off
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To avoid the triple post gonna combine them

Sorry if it came across that way, it was responding to a recent CE topic . It was very sudden. I wouldn't pretend that was for an obituary but the topic is closed and I can't edit it. I told you to STFU because you started accusing me of shit when I had just offered to close it

"The CEman who posted the "homeless" topic may have died.

Really, really nice guy. He used to tweet me on a strangely named account and I didn't know it was him for about a year. We traded Gamecube games a few years ago, gave me more expensive games than I gave him, didn't give a fuck. I still have Eternal Darkness, maybe I'll play it for Halloween and in his honor. Wrote me a hand written note and gave me a Kool G Rap CD because he remembered I liked golden age hip hop. Was going to teach us about watching boxing, he had a video chat where he streamed them

We're not entirely sure what happened, but lurkers deserve a CElute too

He was dealing with chronic health issues and I didn't think it would come to this.

Flamazide

Someone, close to him, is saying it happened in our old Discord. I'm still in denial. Hope it's untrue"

I didn't call him homeless, I said he made a topic about it, it was trending on the site. those are the exact words I used. Sorry if it offended you, sincerely. I didn't mean shit by that
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@TroutPaste
@Supernatural

Doin a great job honoring a friend by cooperatively bitching about mundane bullshit fellas
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"if people want to"

a real cop out

yeah lets decide the moral majority of CE
if you would have said "if you want me to"

then i would have left it at that.

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Supernatural posted...

"if people want to"

a real cop out

yeah lets decide the moral majority of CE
if you would have said "if you want me to"

then i would have left it at that.

I decided one person is enough
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dib153 posted...

@TroutPaste
@Supernatural

Doin a great job honoring a friend by cooperatively bitching about mundane bullshit fellas

thats what im saying

this stuff shouldnt even be on CE


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@dib153 posted...

Doin a great job honoring a friend by cooperatively bitching about mundane bullshit fellas

I'm apologizing for anything wrong I said
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