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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 9:16:29 AM
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Because there's nothing they can do to help and the thing that's bothering you is an unsolvable problem that you're just supposed to deal with as a fact of life, but doing that makes you feel even worse...

Also makes it worse when your life in general is good, so people expect you to be happy.
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deupd_u
09/08/18 9:17:39 AM
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RoboLaserGandhi
09/08/18 9:20:27 AM
#3:


Stop appearing happy just to meet expectations.

Let yourself look a little sad.
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lifeamovie
09/08/18 9:23:12 AM
#4:


No one expects you to anything
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VIIVincent
09/08/18 9:25:05 AM
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I'm trying to get out and find a companion but it's kinda hard when you don't have friends or friends that are single and know other single people. It's just not the same when your almost 30.
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Kitt
09/08/18 9:25:12 AM
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Conception616
09/08/18 9:43:27 AM
#7:


Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 9:49:05 AM
#8:


Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu
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Conception616
09/08/18 9:50:40 AM
#9:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 9:51:26 AM
#10:


Also, there is no help. Absolutely no one on this earth can do anything to make the one thing that's upsetting me better.

Guarantee my life is 10 better in other regards than yours, and you have no concept of the word "incessantly".
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 9:51:52 AM
#11:


Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.
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Conception616
09/08/18 9:55:04 AM
#12:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.


Work hard, play harder is a much better catchphrase.

Its so easy to fuck with you, you are like a marionette.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 9:56:04 AM
#13:


Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.


Work hard, play harder is a much better catchphrase.

Its so easy to fuck with you, you are like a marionette.


Except you wouldn't say a damn word if you weren't sitting behind a keyboard. 100% fact you would keep your mouth shut.
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vocedelmorte
09/08/18 9:59:31 AM
#16:


But you're also dying outside, let it comfort you
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 10:02:41 AM
#17:


shockthemonkey posted...
When you wanted to learn to defend yourself physically, you went to professionals and they made you stronger.

Now you need to defend yourself mentally. Go to a professional. Thats what a badass would do.


Wow, for once you weren't a jerk. That's actually a decent bit of advice.

But really, there's nothing anyone can do to fix what's wrong. Unless they can somehow create a separate reality, I'll never be able to do what I need to to be truly content.

Everything in my life is great. Really, 100% honestly great. Except for one thing that is statistically unlikely to ever happen to anyone, period. No amount of therapy can buy fame or recognition.
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MACisBack
09/08/18 10:04:22 AM
#18:


We all have demons, don't think you're the only one who is has been on his knees praying for salvation from whatever we have attached to us, but you have to leave in the past in the past no matter what the fact/incident/accident/whatever it is.

Stop using it as an excuse, accept it, and move on.

And, who gives a shit what others think(seriously? You write books and take harder hits from people'e critiques but you came back for more) now you're concerned that people expect you to be happy and that stresses you, huh, what?
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Conception616
09/08/18 10:05:58 AM
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_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.


Work hard, play harder is a much better catchphrase.

Its so easy to fuck with you, you are like a marionette.


Except you wouldn't say a damn word if you weren't sitting behind a keyboard. 100% fact you would keep your mouth shut.


Whatever you say, sad manlet.

*edit* manlet wasnt the most appropriate term, since you also are built like a piece of bamboo.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 10:08:58 AM
#20:


MACisBack posted...
We all have demons, don't think you're the only one who is has been on his knees praying for salvation from whatever we have attached to us, but you have to leave in the past in the past no matter what the fact/incident/accident/whatever it is.

Stop using it as an excuse, accept it, and move on.

And, who gives a shit what others think(seriously? You write books and take harder hits from people'e critiques but you came back for more) now you're concerned that people expect you to be happy and that stresses you, huh, what?


I can't accept that I'll never be who I want to though. It isn't something I want to live with. Death would be preferable.

I never said I was the only one that felt this way either. There are millions of artists out there just like me that will never go anywhere with it. Kafka and Van Gogh never got to see their work gain success. And there were probably thousands and thousands more who, even after death, never had any success, living their entire lives in vain pursuit of an impossible dream.
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Conception616
09/08/18 10:10:47 AM
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_Goggalor_ posted...
MACisBack posted...
We all have demons, don't think you're the only one who is has been on his knees praying for salvation from whatever we have attached to us, but you have to leave in the past in the past no matter what the fact/incident/accident/whatever it is.

Stop using it as an excuse, accept it, and move on.

And, who gives a shit what others think(seriously? You write books and take harder hits from people'e critiques but you came back for more) now you're concerned that people expect you to be happy and that stresses you, huh, what?


I can't accept that I'll never be who I want to though. It isn't something I want to live with. Death would be preferable.

I never said I was the only one that felt this way either. There are millions of artists out there just like me that will never go anywhere with it. Kafka and Van Gogh never got to see their work gain success. And there were probably thousands and thousands more who, even after death, never had any success, living their entire lives in vain pursuit of an impossible dream.


Lol, did this fucking guy just compare himself to Van Gogh? Btw, your account should be blocked for implied suicide, if Joestarr gets that treatment, so should you.
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BignutzisBack
09/08/18 10:11:27 AM
#22:


sounds like existential anxiety is the driving force behind what brings you down
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 10:15:50 AM
#23:


BignutzisBack posted...
sounds like existential anxiety is the driving force behind what brings you down


Pretty much. More like existential depression though. There's also a difference between pessimism and realism though.

Calculate the odds of how many people want to work for say, DC or Marvel or Darkhorse, and you start to realize how futile trying is. It's like betting your life on winning the lottery.
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Ilishe
09/08/18 10:55:27 AM
#24:


Fame is easy.

YouTube, Instagram. Do something ridiculous and have it go viral.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 10:58:29 AM
#25:


Ilishe posted...
Fame is easy.

YouTube, Instagram. Do something ridiculous and have it go viral.


There are hundreds of drawing channels on YT already. I'm just another crayon in the box. Not being cynical, it's just the truth.
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Mystery_Mission
09/08/18 11:05:05 AM
#26:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.


Work hard, play harder is a much better catchphrase.

Its so easy to fuck with you, you are like a marionette.


Except you wouldn't say a damn word if you weren't sitting behind a keyboard. 100% fact you would keep your mouth shut.


You're the one talking tough like a keyboard warrior tho
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Dagon_0
09/08/18 11:14:24 AM
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Tfw you beat your mom and act hard on a video game message board.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 11:14:41 AM
#28:


Mystery_Mission posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
_Goggalor_ posted...
Conception616 posted...
Jesus, you seriously need to get some professional help outside of CE. You create these sad sack topics incessantly, what do you expect the end result to be from doing so?


Stfu


Waaaahhhhhhh my life sucks!!!

Are you going to threaten me with physical violence now? Pathetic ass.


Why not? Talk shit, get hit.


Work hard, play harder is a much better catchphrase.

Its so easy to fuck with you, you are like a marionette.


Except you wouldn't say a damn word if you weren't sitting behind a keyboard. 100% fact you would keep your mouth shut.


You're the one talking tough like a keyboard warrior tho


If you knew me irl, you would know why. People don't fuck with me for a reason.
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 11:19:55 AM
#30:


Conflict posted...
TC I don't really know what you expect to gain from being here tbh

You always manage to get yourself easily riled up and wanting to fight people on the internet over words


Maybe, just maybe, people shouldn't talk to people they don't know certain ways. Maybe, they should keep their comments to themselves.
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 11:23:12 AM
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yep. it fucking sucks bro
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 11:25:56 AM
#33:


Conflict posted...
Nah wanting to fight people you don't know that live across the planet over them saying something dickish to you is just not a normal reaction

The sooner you realize that the less angry you'll be


Yes, it is. Maybe not to betas, but real people don't let shit talking slide.
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andromedadude3
09/08/18 11:35:56 AM
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What is the one thing that is upsetting you?
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KlRBEH
09/08/18 11:35:57 AM
#36:


Let me get this right, TC is saying he wants to die because hes not a famous artist? I can tell you one thing bro, thats a terrible mindset to have, stop crying about it and work your ass off at your craft and youll get noticed.

Even if you dont, complaining about it will literally not get you anywhere closer to your goal. Youre most likely going to get mad at this post judging from the earlier posts in this topic but Im trying to help so you can get mad if you dont want to face reality. And the reality is that artists that are famous for any medium had to work their ass off, and if you want to get there you have to do the same or even more.
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Conception616
09/08/18 11:39:35 AM
#37:


_Goggalor_ posted...
Conflict posted...
Nah wanting to fight people you don't know that live across the planet over them saying something dickish to you is just not a normal reaction

The sooner you realize that the less angry you'll be


Yes, it is. Maybe not to betas, but real people don't let shit talking slide.


Conflict tries to give you legit advice that will make your life better, and you call him a beta. There is a reason people dont fuck with you in real life, and its because you are douchey as hell and completely unstable, who would want to be friends with you?
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 11:44:47 AM
#38:


Conflict posted...
Well what are you gonna do

Are you going to put your real life on halt, spend $400+ on a plane ticket and fly over to their place to fight them?

Cause that's stupid

shut the fuck up
also your thinly veiled alt isn't making thing better for gogs
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Space_Man
09/08/18 11:45:41 AM
#39:


aren't you telling people by making this topic
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 11:48:04 AM
#41:


Conflict posted...
catboy0_0 posted...
Conflict posted...
Well what are you gonna do

Are you going to put your real life on halt, spend $400+ on a plane ticket and fly over to their place to fight them?

Cause that's stupid

shut the fuck up
also your thinly veiled alt isn't making thing better for gogs


No and I have no alt itt. Just because someone agrees with me that wanting to fight people over the internet is stupid doesn't mean we're alts

I'm sick of you picking on my friends
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 11:50:58 AM
#43:


Conflict posted...
Lol what on earth is wrong with you

How is telling someone that it's stupid to want to fight people over the internet "picking on them"

stop picking on gogs he already gets enough shit without your help
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 11:53:00 AM
#45:


Conflict posted...
That doesn't answer my question

Your reaction to this is even dumber than TC's

no it isn't. you came in here hoping to pick on my friend and I'm not having it
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Conception616
09/08/18 12:00:52 PM
#47:


catboy0_0 posted...
Conflict posted...
That doesn't answer my question

Your reaction to this is even dumber than TC's

no it isn't. you came in here hoping to pick on my friend and I'm not having it


Ive always gotten the impression you are SEVERELY underage, and your last few posts have all but confirmed it.
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andromedadude3
09/08/18 12:03:59 PM
#48:


_Goggalor_ posted...
MACisBack posted...
We all have demons, don't think you're the only one who is has been on his knees praying for salvation from whatever we have attached to us, but you have to leave in the past in the past no matter what the fact/incident/accident/whatever it is.

Stop using it as an excuse, accept it, and move on.

And, who gives a shit what others think(seriously? You write books and take harder hits from people'e critiques but you came back for more) now you're concerned that people expect you to be happy and that stresses you, huh, what?


I can't accept that I'll never be who I want to though. It isn't something I want to live with. Death would be preferable.

I never said I was the only one that felt this way either. There are millions of artists out there just like me that will never go anywhere with it. Kafka and Van Gogh never got to see their work gain success. And there were probably thousands and thousands more who, even after death, never had any success, living their entire lives in vain pursuit of an impossible dream.


Do you want success or respect? If the former, it's probably now easier than ever thanks to e-readers. I'm looking at my Kindle right now, and it's advertising some book called The Enigma Strain by Nick Thacker. Here's the synopsis: "A bomb detonates beneath the Yellowstone caldera and releases a deadly virus. The nation is at risk and failure means death. Can they stop it in time?" It sounds like generic disaster trash, but it was released just a month ago and has an average score of 4.5/5 based on 1,400+ reviews.

Comparing yourself to the giants of literature isn't going to do you any good. There's a certain pleasure in self-pity, but ultimately it gets you nowhere. Try to keep a positive attitude, as impossible as it may seem.
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catboy0_0
09/08/18 12:56:52 PM
#49:


Conception616 posted...
catboy0_0 posted...
Conflict posted...
That doesn't answer my question

Your reaction to this is even dumber than TC's

no it isn't. you came in here hoping to pick on my friend and I'm not having it


Ive always gotten the impression you are SEVERELY underage, and your last few posts have all but confirmed it.

wut
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_Goggalor_
09/08/18 1:30:19 PM
#50:


KlRBEH posted...
Let me get this right, TC is saying he wants to die because hes not a famous artist? I can tell you one thing bro, thats a terrible mindset to have, stop crying about it and work your ass off at your craft and youll get noticed.

Even if you dont, complaining about it will literally not get you anywhere closer to your goal. Youre most likely going to get mad at this post judging from the earlier posts in this topic but Im trying to help so you can get mad if you dont want to face reality. And the reality is that artists that are famous for any medium had to work their ass off, and if you want to get there you have to do the same or even more.


I've worked hard for 17 years. It isn't about talent, it's about connections. There are millions of unsung artists, and I'm not saying I'm the only one.
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