Current Events > Bored as Hell. AMA.

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Some things about me or things I have done recently to generate this AMA a little.

- My friends and I just started a monthly (or bi-weekly) board game night with virtual and IRL board games last week.
- I've been actively playing a Japanese game called Graffiti Smash, and on and off playing another Japanese game called Dragon Quest Monsters: Super Light. Both Android games.
- I had a sex change surgery back on May 29th. Will be seeking facial feminization surgery and breast surgery as well.
- I start classes again in September. Will be my senior year for International Relations.
- I just had a family reunion Sunday. Chris Daughtry's twin kids, Addy and Noah were there.
- I am actively learning Japanese and plan to take on Chinese if I succeed.
- I am actively job searching, since I quit my job prior to surgery.

I dunno. That's a start. Goooo.
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would you marry me if I was the one
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Have you had sex yet since the transition
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Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.
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Have been chad blasted yet?
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catboy0_0 posted...

would you marry me if I was the one

"The one" for me is a tough set of shoes to fill. If I was serious about finding someone, I'd first want to be comfortable in my living situation first, then I would want to be with someone who understands me as well as I understand him.

Orthopox12 posted...

Have you had sex yet since the transition

No. I am not entirely sure I am cleared for that yet. I still have a little bleeding from time to time, but I think it is healed for the most part. I probably have another four months before it is "safe" to do.
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HotLap posted...

Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.

Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.

dib153 posted...

Have been chad blasted yet?

Not yet, no.
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CrimsonRage posted...

will Deadpool_18 be your first

Well, maybe. We will have to see. ;)
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Name 3 of your favorite sex positions, pokemon and do you have sonic mania plus yet?
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What feels better jerking off when you had a dick or finger blasting yourself now? Crude but might as well ask the real questions here.
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tremain07 posted...

Name 3 of your favorite sex positions, pokemon and do you have sonic mania plus yet?

- Never had sex, so I cannot honestly comment on that.
- That's tough. Probably Eevee, Mew, and..... gah. Deerling? I dunno. I typically like cute types. Mawile, Meloetta, Shaymin...etc. Choosing a top 3 is hard.
- I quit gaming outside of mobile games back in 2012, so no.
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Orthopox12 posted...

What feels better jerking off when you had a dick or finger blasting yourself now? Crude but might as well ask the real questions here.

Hey, I am open to anything.

As of right now, I haven't tried "fingering" myself yet. I've only been dilating as far as penetration goes, and that's not so comfortable. I definitely have sensation down there, but have yet to experiment with it.
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why not play zoe;sr on ps2.

::Gives you a BIG HUG::
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visualboy2003 posted...

why not play zoe;sr on ps2.

I really have no interest in console gaming anymore.

KamenRiderBlade posted...

::Gives you a BIG HUG::

*Hugs*
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Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?
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Sayoria posted...

HotLap posted...

Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.

Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.

I actually live in MA too and I never knew that. Go MA!
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Zodd3224 posted...

Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?

I dunno. We need to arrange one for realz. I mean, we even know that CensorErik was up for something.
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Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?
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HotLap posted...

Sayoria posted...

HotLap posted...

Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.

Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.

I actually live in MA too and I never knew that. Go MA!

Yep. I thank our Mass TPC. Mason is an awesome guy who has been pushing for things like this and has succeeded in so much.
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Sayoria posted...

HotLap posted...

Sayoria posted...

HotLap posted...

Does insurance cover sex change surgery (and the follow up surgeries you mentioned) or do you have to pay for all of it out of pocket? How much do they cost? Always been curious.

Insurance covers depending on where you live and who you see.
Surgeries can cost upward of 20,000 dollars in the states. Here in Mass, many of our insurance companies cover it 100%.

I actually live in MA too and I never knew that. Go MA!

Yep. I thank our Mass TPC. Mason is an awesome guy who has been pushing for things like this and has succeeded in so much.

Bullet Wing lives close to us too
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Sayoria posted...

facial feminization surgery

Ouch?

TheRealDill2000 posted...

Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?

I need to update it. The video that was in the link was this:

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1s7pla

The video quality on this one is worse though.
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CrimsonRage posted...

how old are you

31

Zodd3224 posted...

Bullet Wing lives close to us too

No kidding. Where abouts?

RoboLaserGandhi posted...

Sayoria posted...

facial feminization surgery

Ouch?

Yeah. But I need it honestly. >_>
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CrimsonRage posted...

are you happy?

Yeah. I just need a job and I'll be chipper even more. I just want income at this point. As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.
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I dont think he wants me to post it on CE, but pretty close to us.
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Zodd3224 posted...

I dont think he wants me to post it on CE, but pretty close to us.

Understandable, but interesting.
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Sayoria posted...

TheRealDill2000 posted...

Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?

I need to update it. The video that was in the link was this:

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1s7pla

The video quality on this one is worse though.

What did I just see? I don't understand it, but I kind of want more.
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Zodd3224 posted...

Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?

Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>
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Sayoria posted...

CrimsonRage posted...

are you happy?

As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.

What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP
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TheRealDill2000 posted...

Sayoria posted...

TheRealDill2000 posted...

Why did I get "page not found" when visiting the link in your sig (probably for the best any way)?

I need to update it. The video that was in the link was this:

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1s7pla

The video quality on this one is worse though.

What did I just see? I don't understand it, but I kind of want more.

It's from a Japanese kids show called Let's

There was actually 6 total versions of that video, and an in-show para para dance. One of the kids who did the dance I swear did it better than that dancer himself. She was all over the place as everyone was doing it that some of them dancing stopped to watch her. Wish it wasn't removed.
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I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?

may be you will really like that game -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LxXabdKTH0" data-time="

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Zodd3224 posted...

Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?

Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>

We could all try to get something going in Boston some day. I mean, I have no job right now and am out of classes for the time being. It would be best if someone with a tighter schedule were to set it up for that reason.

It's pretty much the tip of the penis. There's videos on youtube you could see how it is formed, but using the tip allows for the clitoris to receive a similar sensation to the penis. I could touch it and it would pretty much feel kind of like that.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Sayoria posted...

CrimsonRage posted...

are you happy?

As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.

What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP

Not sure what you mean. O.o ...Honestly, my only depression was brought onto me by my isolation with my console gaming. That's why I quit console gaming. It has allotted me time to actually get out and meet new people and have fun in the outside world.... and it has worked. I enjoy life far better now. Since my family has always been accepting, I never felt transgender depression. All I felt was "I just need to move forward" and my family was like "how can we help?"
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MonkeySee posted...

I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?

Oh wow, we are going far back.

I refused the idea of being with men. The thing is, I really like men. I will say though that I am bi-romantic in the sense that I would happily be with the right woman asexually, or not sexually. If she were to, say, hate the idea of ever having sex but wanted someone to have a relationship with, I could do that. As far as sex goes though, yeah. I like guys.

visualboy2003 posted...

may be you will really like that game -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LxXabdKTH0" data-time="

Oh, I am aware of it. I just have practically a 0 percent chance of ever playing it now. I will say I picked up my PS3 one last time in 2014, but I don't count 2014 being my quitting year. I found out a game I desperately wanted a sequel to released, so I had to play it, and did.

I'd totally have played that though. I played Gundam 0081 and Another Century's Episode: R. Mech games are cool.
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Sayoria posted...

MonkeySee posted...

I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?

Oh wow, we are going far back.

I refused the idea of being with men. The thing is, I really like men. I will say though that I am bi-romantic in the sense that I would happily be with the right woman asexually, or not sexually. If she were to, say, hate the idea of ever having sex but wanted someone to have a relationship with, I could do that. As far as sex goes though, yeah. I like guys.

visualboy2003 posted...

may be you will really like that game -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LxXabdKTH0" data-time="

Oh, I am aware of it. I just have practically a 0 percent chance of ever playing it now. I will say I picked up my PS3 one last time in 2014, but I don't count 2014 being my quitting year. I found out a game I desperately wanted a sequel to released, so I had to play it, and did.

I'd totally have played that though. I played Gundam 0081 and Another Century's Episode: R. Mech games are cool.

yes, i would have given that game to my best friend or even my dream girl. it is like dynasty warriors plus gundam battles series - just perfect.

I really wish they would Re-Make & Modernize ACE (Another Century's Episode) and release it for PC
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visualboy2003 posted...

Sayoria posted...

MonkeySee posted...

I remember you saying years ago that you preferred women to men. Did that change with the hormones (I've heard it's not uncommon), or are you just mentally more comfortable viewing men romantically?

Oh wow, we are going far back.

I refused the idea of being with men. The thing is, I really like men. I will say though that I am bi-romantic in the sense that I would happily be with the right woman asexually, or not sexually. If she were to, say, hate the idea of ever having sex but wanted someone to have a relationship with, I could do that. As far as sex goes though, yeah. I like guys.

visualboy2003 posted...

may be you will really like that game -

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4LxXabdKTH0" data-time="

Oh, I am aware of it. I just have practically a 0 percent chance of ever playing it now. I will say I picked up my PS3 one last time in 2014, but I don't count 2014 being my quitting year. I found out a game I desperately wanted a sequel to released, so I had to play it, and did.

I'd totally have played that though. I played Gundam 0081 and Another Century's Episode: R. Mech games are cool.

yes, i would have given that game to my best friend or even my dream girl. it is like dynasty warriors plus gundam battles series - just perfect.

I definitely recommend 0081 if you have a PS3 and online still works (probably not)

Was easily one of the best games on PS3 I ever played.
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KamenRiderBlade posted...

I really wish they would Re-Make & Modernize ACE (Another Century's Episode) and release it for PC

I hate that ACE:R was repetitive as Hell. I won't lie. I bought it because I loved Full Metal Panic, and the opening video for the game was cool as Hell.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q50v5Q_O6Xg" data-time="

Like, look! Look!
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Sayoria posted...

Like, look! Look!

I love the ACE franchise, I just wish it was subbed and brought to the US.

It has SOOO much $ making potential for Western Mecha fans.
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KamenRiderBlade posted...

Sayoria posted...

Like, look! Look!

I love the ACE franchise, I just wish it was subbed and brought to the US.

It has SOOO much $ making potential for Western Mecha fans.

Thank Harmony Gold for that one. As long as Macross is in the series, it will never happen. So many licensing issues, but this is the dog's bite right here. Macross will always be in the series.
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Sayoria posted...

Thank Harmony Gold for that one. As long as Macross is in the series, it will never happen. So many licensing issues, but this is the dog's bite right here. Macross will always be in the series.

I know, Carl Macek is on my Hollywood Rights Holder Hit List.
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Sayoria posted...

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Zodd3224 posted...

Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?

Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>

We could all try to get something going in Boston some day. I mean, I have no job right now and am out of classes for the time being. It would be best if someone with a tighter schedule were to set it up for that reason.

It's pretty much the tip of the penis. There's videos on youtube you could see how it is formed, but using the tip allows for the clitoris to receive a similar sensation to the penis. I could touch it and it would pretty much feel kind of like that.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Sayoria posted...

CrimsonRage posted...

are you happy?

As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.

What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP

Not sure what you mean. O.o ...Honestly, my only depression was brought onto me by my isolation with my console gaming. That's why I quit console gaming. It has allotted me time to actually get out and meet new people and have fun in the outside world.... and it has worked. I enjoy life far better now. Since my family has always been accepting, I never felt transgender depression. All I felt was "I just need to move forward" and my family was like "how can we help?"

Boston would definitely make more sense to me. I don't think any other MACErs (I think this should be a legit term, even though I literally just stumbled upon the idea) live out this way and there is less to do. I could easily Peter Pan out that way and hopefully crash with a Boston-area friend.

That makes sense. I figured it was something like that. Good luck with everything when you're more in the clear to explore it :)

What I meant at the end was just a joke about anti-trans conservatives preaching "mental illness because trans suicide rate still high after surgery D: therefore some kind of conversion horseshit >>>>> SRS" logic.
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ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Sayoria posted...

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Zodd3224 posted...

Why has there not been a Mass CE meetup yet?

Yeah this is a question and I'm wondering that too. I would be in if there ever was one.

Also, as an ama, this reminds me of an SRS question I didn't remember to ask... I don't entirely know how the whole process of SRS works, I have some idea, and I've watched porn featuring post-op trans women, having aesthetic curiosity. One element to the surgery that I'm completely in the dark about though is the process of forming the clitoris, so I'm wondering how that works exactly... in as SFW/ToU-friendly words as necessary >_>

We could all try to get something going in Boston some day. I mean, I have no job right now and am out of classes for the time being. It would be best if someone with a tighter schedule were to set it up for that reason.

It's pretty much the tip of the penis. There's videos on youtube you could see how it is formed, but using the tip allows for the clitoris to receive a similar sensation to the penis. I could touch it and it would pretty much feel kind of like that.

ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Sayoria posted...

CrimsonRage posted...

are you happy?

As for being trans, that has never thrown me into depression.

What's the over/under on usual suspects who wouldn't believe you on that? XP

Not sure what you mean. O.o ...Honestly, my only depression was brought onto me by my isolation with my console gaming. That's why I quit console gaming. It has allotted me time to actually get out and meet new people and have fun in the outside world.... and it has worked. I enjoy life far better now. Since my family has always been accepting, I never felt transgender depression. All I felt was "I just need to move forward" and my family was like "how can we help?"

Boston would definitely make more sense to me. I don't think any other MACErs (I think this should be a legit term, even though I literally just stumbled upon the idea) live out this way and there is less to do. I could easily Peter Pan out that way and hopefully crash with a Boston-area friend.

That makes sense. I figured it was something like that. Good luck with everything when you're more in the clear to explore it :)

What I meant at the end was just a joke about anti-trans conservatives preaching "mental illness because trans suicide rate still high after surgery D: therefore some kind of conversion horseshit >>>>> SRS" logic.

This way? Are you in the south shore? There seems to be many of us down here believe it or not.

I just think if we were to have a MACE event, it would be best in Boston, allowing for others to commute to as well if they are up north or out west, and it gives more options on things to do, you know? I mean there's Zodd, me apparently Bullet Wing, CensorErik, you, Ray if he were to, Paper Okami if he wanted to.... there's so many in this state.

And oh! xD .... Yeah. I am soooooooooo depressed. Woe is me! D:
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Ugh, lost a long response because too much quoted text and phone fucked me over >_<

But yeah I'm out west in MA, like 2 hours from Boston but I agree out that way is better. Usually when I go to visit friends, stuff is happening in the Fenway general area. The friend I crash with is in Quincy (assuming he hasn't moved in the past year and a half). I'd assume more MACErs are out that way and obviously more to do, so I'm good for bus commuting.

But yah, the rest of that was basically "lol at fucking clowns who are all 'transgender means dysphoria means MENTAL ILLNESS means still super depressed means un-influenced suicide (self harm comes from within. NO ONE RESORTS TO IT FROM MISTREATMENT EVER) means... well... my condolences to your loved ones for having lost you even though that didn't happen and you're clearly in a great place now but I want to bullshittingly keep up a false narrative because trump.
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ImTheMacheteGuy posted...

Ugh, lost a long response because too much quoted text and phone fucked me over >_<

But yeah I'm out west in MA, like 2 hours from Boston but I agree out that way is better. Usually when I go to visit friends, stuff is happening in the Fenway general area. The friend I crash with is in Quincy (assuming he hasn't moved in the past year and a half). I'd assume more MACErs are out that way and obviously more to do, so I'm good for bus commuting.

But yah, the rest of that was basically "lol at fucking clowns who are all 'transgender means dysphoria means MENTAL ILLNESS means still super depressed means un-influenced suicide (self harm comes from within. NO ONE RESORTS TO IT FROM MISTREATMENT EVER) means... well... my condolences to your loved ones for having lost you even though that didn't happen and you're clearly in a great place now but I want to bullshittingly keep up a false narrative because trump.

Ouch. Been there many times.

Definitely. So many of us in the south mass area. I literally live in a town that shares the same high school as thronedfire2. Then Zodd is like 10-15 minutes away at best, lol.

Yeah, it's all stupid. As if I don't know my own self. Family acceptance is the best thing for a trans person. Without it, they are lost and become unstable. I was privileged in my case.
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One before bed bump.
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