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Resolution
11/25/17 8:10:33 PM
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Take a wild guess whose alt this is based on the username.

My account was suspended for about two and a half days. I couldn't submit a ticket until Tuesday, and I figured Allen wasn't going to get to it for the rest of the week. Yay holidays

Things are not better. Not even slightly. But I didn't do anything. I had a 2 hour appointment with my counselor and her supervisor and they were so worried that they weren't even sure if they could guarantee my safety over the weekend. They recommended a hospital resource that's supposedly a lot better than the mental facility I was committed to but I'm iffy on that. I have another appointment on Monday

I made no effort to even speak to my family on Thanksgiving or return their text messages/calls. My ear is in serious pain. I got back from seeing Alter Bridge for the second time last night and while it was a good show, the thoughts still persisted. If things in my circle of friends don't get resolved then idk.

I'm probably going to go play RB4 or Ever Oasis now.
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:12:59 PM
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@Sparksfanboy
@Gamer99z
@Doe
@gatorsPENSbucs
@Kitt

Only tagging because you guys were curious
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Doe
11/25/17 8:14:16 PM
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Vegy
11/25/17 8:15:14 PM
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Resolution posted...
Take a wild guess whose alt this is based on the username.

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Axiom
11/25/17 8:15:58 PM
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Vegy posted...
Resolution posted...
Take a wild guess whose alt this is based on the username.

????

Conflict resolution
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Kaname_Madoka
11/25/17 8:16:52 PM
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my condolences
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:16:54 PM
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Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.


Yet you clicked my topic and posted anyway
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YuriSakazaki0
11/25/17 8:17:18 PM
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Doe posted...
I hope things get better for you.

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gatorsPENSbucs
11/25/17 8:18:15 PM
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Fuck, man, I know this is the internet and none of this matters but if you ever need anything dont hesitate.
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:20:34 PM
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Vegy
11/25/17 8:21:35 PM
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Axiom posted...
Vegy posted...
Resolution posted...
Take a wild guess whose alt this is based on the username.

????

Conflict resolution

dunno him, but i wish him luck i suppose
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Kitt
11/25/17 8:22:05 PM
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I really hope you get better, man. Try to find something to keep your mind occupied and hopefully you can turn that into something meaningful.

Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

Rookie User User Since: Nov 2017Karma: 14Active Posts: 27Total Badges: 3

Dude, fuck off.
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Gamer99z
11/25/17 8:23:22 PM
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Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

Seriously fuck off.

Glad you're "okay" in the physical sense at least and I hope things getting better for you soon.
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Back_Stabbath
11/25/17 8:25:29 PM
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get on the right medication dude. seriously that shit saved my life. the right kind can completely lift that cloud in your mind that makes the crap in life feel 100x worse. it won't cure you at all but provides serious relief. my mind still has suicidal thoughts to this day but thanks to meds they have no power over me.
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Back_Stabbath
11/25/17 8:28:11 PM
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Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.
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RE_expert44
11/25/17 8:28:57 PM
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prince_leo
11/25/17 8:31:16 PM
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at least you recognize the issue, better than ignoring it
idk what to say outside of keeping yourself busy and listening to your counselor
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eggcorn
11/25/17 8:31:20 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.

Yeah and tc was a massive douche to him sooo... You can't really expect a different reaction.
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:33:39 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.


That's firethief? Weird I thought he was just some random angsty new user
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Shadowplay
11/25/17 8:33:47 PM
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Might help to take up a new hobby to give some meaning to your life. Even if you do just a little bit everyday to build up a skill, eventually you'll get to the point to where you'll want to do it more often and for longer periods of time. I've been there before so I know how it feels. If you like Rockband's style of game play, you might like learning guitar or bass with Rocksmith 2014.
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boxington
11/25/17 8:35:06 PM
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sorry you had to go through that.

I dunno your situation with your family, but if you're on good terms, maybe you should reach out.

just knowing someone cares about your well being can go a long way.
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:35:19 PM
#25:


Back_Stabbath posted...
get on the right medication dude. seriously that shit saved my life. the right kind can completely lift that cloud in your mind that makes the crap in life feel 100x worse. it won't cure you at all but provides serious relief. my mind still has suicidal thoughts to this day but thanks to meds they have no power over me.


Oh yeah forgot to mention I'm no longer on Lexapro + Wellbutrin and I take Effexor now
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DezCaughtIt
11/25/17 8:36:03 PM
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Hey man. I hope you're able to get whatever help you need and don't let these salty bastards in here get to you.
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LightningAce11
11/25/17 8:37:02 PM
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my dude
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thronedfire2
11/25/17 8:39:42 PM
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I've never been on antidepressants before since I've never actually seen a professional, kinda worried they'd make me worse. I basically just sleep and work these days and just play video games to waste time because they feel about as fun as staring at a wall, which I have done to kill time before
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Back_Stabbath
11/25/17 8:40:29 PM
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Resolution posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
get on the right medication dude. seriously that shit saved my life. the right kind can completely lift that cloud in your mind that makes the crap in life feel 100x worse. it won't cure you at all but provides serious relief. my mind still has suicidal thoughts to this day but thanks to meds they have no power over me.


Oh yeah forgot to mention I'm no longer on Lexapro + Wellbutrin and I take Effexor now

nice. effexor was one that i had in my mind but don't want to suggest meds to randoms because I'm no chemist. after my second attempt effexor + quetiapine was what they introduced to me and they work great.
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chill02
11/25/17 8:44:45 PM
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hope you're feeling better
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SamuelHayden
11/25/17 8:47:48 PM
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eggcorn posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.

Yeah and tc was a massive douche to him sooo... You can't really expect a different reaction.


what's with suicidal people being really mean to fellow suicidal people in times of need? It blows my mind, they're meaner than regular people to them.
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blahblahfatbomb
11/25/17 8:49:35 PM
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Glad your still around bro. I know the feeling
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Resolution
11/25/17 8:52:01 PM
#36:


DezCaughtIt posted...
Hey man. I hope you're able to get whatever help you need and don't let these salty bastards in here get to you.


I'll just put them on ignore lol idc. Eggcorn's always been a salt mine
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Paper_Okami
11/25/17 8:53:15 PM
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YuriSakazaki0 posted...
Doe posted...
I hope things get better for you.

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Axiom
11/25/17 8:53:32 PM
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eggcorn posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.

Yeah and tc was a massive douche to him sooo... You can't really expect a different reaction.

Shut the fuck up Roxborough
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jborgan
11/25/17 8:55:06 PM
#40:


Senton225 posted...
Dont snort them.

Shut up.
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Senton225
11/25/17 8:55:21 PM
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You all need to shut the fuck up.
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Resolution
11/25/17 9:06:36 PM
#42:


Back_Stabbath posted...
Resolution posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
get on the right medication dude. seriously that shit saved my life. the right kind can completely lift that cloud in your mind that makes the crap in life feel 100x worse. it won't cure you at all but provides serious relief. my mind still has suicidal thoughts to this day but thanks to meds they have no power over me.


Oh yeah forgot to mention I'm no longer on Lexapro + Wellbutrin and I take Effexor now

nice. effexor was one that i had in my mind but don't want to suggest meds to randoms because I'm no chemist. after my second attempt effexor + quetiapine was what they introduced to me and they work great.


Though at the same time I'm unsure if I'll find any meds that will work
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Eevee-Trainer
11/25/17 9:08:19 PM
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Hope you get better soon :(
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Back_Stabbath
11/25/17 9:12:55 PM
#44:


Resolution posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
Resolution posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
get on the right medication dude. seriously that shit saved my life. the right kind can completely lift that cloud in your mind that makes the crap in life feel 100x worse. it won't cure you at all but provides serious relief. my mind still has suicidal thoughts to this day but thanks to meds they have no power over me.


Oh yeah forgot to mention I'm no longer on Lexapro + Wellbutrin and I take Effexor now

nice. effexor was one that i had in my mind but don't want to suggest meds to randoms because I'm no chemist. after my second attempt effexor + quetiapine was what they introduced to me and they work great.


Though at the same time I'm unsure if I'll find any meds that will work


I was on 9 different kinds and tried all sorts of combos before settling on what I take now. Everything beforehand either did nothing or made me feel more loopy. There are good ones out there, everybody has a different chemical makeup and different stuff works for different folk. just stick to it, don't think "meh these things are poison and aren't going to work so what's the point in taking them every day". It can take weeks, even months for a noticeable change to occur.
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RebelElite791
11/25/17 9:15:31 PM
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Be well my dude. Dunno how much thoughts from a rando on the internet count for, but you have mine.
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WalkingPlague
11/25/17 9:23:40 PM
#46:


Resolution posted...
Take a wild guess whose alt this is based on the username.

My account was suspended for about two and a half days. I couldn't submit a ticket until Tuesday, and I figured Allen wasn't going to get to it for the rest of the week. Yay holidays

Things are not better. Not even slightly. But I didn't do anything. I had a 2 hour appointment with my counselor and her supervisor and they were so worried that they weren't even sure if they could guarantee my safety over the weekend. They recommended a hospital resource that's supposedly a lot better than the mental facility I was committed to but I'm iffy on that. I have another appointment on Monday

I made no effort to even speak to my family on Thanksgiving or return their text messages/calls. My ear is in serious pain. I got back from seeing Alter Bridge for the second time last night and while it was a good show, the thoughts still persisted. If things in my circle of friends don't get resolved then idk.

I'm probably going to go play RB4 or Ever Oasis now.

Get well, my dude. Depression/Stress is an awful thing. Feel free to PM me if you want to talk, vent or game. Whatever. It doesn't matter. I've been in your shoes before and I have often contemplating suicide. The demon's your mind can fore is staggering. I don't wish that evil on anyone.
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zado19
11/25/17 9:51:37 PM
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Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.

my god this is scary....

First TC... I cant even pretend to imagine your state of mind if you are on here with an alt account bc your main got banned... bc you made a topic discussing how you were going to end it all. If this shitty board on this shitty site is all you have to hang on to, fucking hell man, im sorry... seriously, wish i could do something help ya.

but what really shakes me up is that folk are acting like this is a common thing on here... its unselettling to me. There is so much work to be done mental health wise.

i mean, there is literally a reddit page called suicide watch??? What the fuck man.... geez, what a thing to see before going to bed, goodness...

hope you get better, seriously
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Back_Stabbath
11/25/17 9:58:33 PM
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zado19 posted...
Back_Stabbath posted...
Senton225 posted...
We dont give a fuck.

fuck off firethief remember you were crying in /r/suicidewatch too at one point.

my god this is scary....

i mean, there is literally a reddit page called suicide watch??? What the fuck man.... geez, what a thing to see before going to bed, goodness...

suicidewatch is a support place where people go for encouragement to live, and post messages when they are at the lowest of the low. their rules are really good and well enforced.

This is a place of support. All the following ways of responding to at-risk OPs are strictly forbidden. If you see anything like this in a post, comment, or PM, please message the moderators.
-Abuse or "tough love" including any guilt-tripping like "suicide is selfish" or "think of your loved ones".
-Pro-Suicide Posts or Comments, or any explicit discussion of suicide methods
-Religious proselytizing
-Trolling or incitement to suicide or any type of self-harm or violence
-Anything that's not a direct, personal, supportive response to the OP.
-Please note that we are NOT a hotline! We do NOT have the ability to trace the source of any posts, and we can't guarantee immediate responses.
-We offer non-judgemental peer support ONLY. The only requirement to respond here is genuine concern, so please don't take anything you read here as professional advice. It's fine to share what worked for you, but DO NOT advocate for or against any specific type of therapy, self-help strategy, or medication, especially street drugs or alcohol, and DO NOT diagnose people
-If you're here to help please respond publicly to our OPs in need. Sort by "new" and check for posts with few or no good responses. The rules below link to posts with details.
-Posts shouldn't include or request contact information.
-Don't "advertise" yourself as a helper, authority, or role model. This includes inviting PMs as a first resort.
-Do NOT post general "uplifting" or anti-suicide messages. Encouragement should never be offered until you've demonstrated understanding of the OP's emotions and experience, to their satisfaction, not yours! This also means no fundraising or activism, please.
-Please, never make promises to our vulnerable OPs that you personally can't keep. This means not saying "it gets better" or guaranteeing any outcomes! It also means not to make any "supportive" but unverifiable assertions about the OP, i.e. telling them they're a good/strong/etc. person.
-We err on the side of safety. If we need to remove a post or comment from someone who's reached out for help, we'll let them know why we removed it and how they can change it. If this happens to you, please know that we do want to talk to you.
-If you need help but don't feel comfortable making a post for any reason, please message the moderators. We will be glad to talk with you privately, or help in any other way that we can.
Surveys and research participation requests must be pre-approved by the mod team. Posts we have okayed will be flaired.


it's not a place where people gather popcorn and watch people suffer like here lol. my post meant that at one point late last year/earlier this year firethief pretended to kill himself and posted a goodbye/cry for help on suicidewatch. few months later he was back to the same old shit, now he's here taking the piss out of TC.
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KogaSteelfang
11/25/17 10:01:57 PM
#49:


I'm glad you're ok. Seriously, if you need to talk, feel free to pm me. You may not feel like it, but you matter to me.
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CiIantro
11/25/17 10:11:16 PM
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What happened?
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KogaSteelfang
11/25/17 10:23:24 PM
#51:


KogaSteelfang posted...
I'm glad you're ok. Seriously, if you need to talk, feel free to pm me. You may not feel like it, but you matter to me.

I'm about to go to sleep, so if you message me tonight I'm not ignoring you. I may message you tomorrow anyway if that's ok.
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Funkydog
11/26/17 3:42:38 PM
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I'm glad you are still with us dude. Hope the help you are getting will help.
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