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Moving was supposed to help but it feels like everything is actually getting even worse.

Laundry costs money now. My in house relationships are getting worse, I can't afford food on a daily basis, I can't keep up with anything, I still can't find a job, and bills are even more expensive now.

Why am I still trying? I have so so so much work to do. This doesn't seem worth it anymore. I have no energy to do anything. Life is dull, boring and too fucking hard. My relationships are spiraling out of control because I always need money. Helping my brother out while trying to make sure he doesn't kill himself is proving to be more than I can handle. I haven't even eaten all day because I don't care about anything anymore.

I'm so over life. This is too much. I really really REALLY need some help. I know CE can't do much but God, I just do not enjoy a single thing about my life. Nothing. It's a hellscape.