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Thank you for the nice words yall, and I'm sorry to those of you who had to do this yourselves

I have lost pets before but this is the first time I've done this

I know I did the right thing but that doesn't make it hurt less. I know I shouldn't but I keep dwelling on the what if. Unlike my other pets I felt like this was preventable. This is the first time in my life there is a death based on decisions I made, barring killing bugs or pests or something.

its weighing heavy on me. Its just as heavy as it would've been a human because it was my pet. I can be a leader but I'm not sure I could be a commander in some sort of military thing

I never felt like this with my other pets in any of these regards

I hope my boy will forgive me in the next life