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TopicI have, these really weird conflicting feelings about my ex.
gamepimp12
11/11/23 2:06:24 AM
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The convo that really cleared up alot of the confusion I had in the past was like our second to last convo.

She ended up going on a very passionate rant, about how much us stresses her out and how the distance means we cant hang the way we want to, how she hates herself when shes cold to me and how we want different things and she needs to focus on her own things.

the thing is when she said what she thought I wanted, she was wrong. That wasnt what I wanted. She confused me being in love with her with me wanting to make a wife out of her as soon as possible.

but for me, I loved her and I wanted to share moments with her, but I wanted her to know who she was, and see the world and grow as a person before I ever actual considered building towards something permanent.

I also wanted to become a better person myself my communication still needed to improve, I didnt have the finances I wanted, and I had alot of inappropriate friendships that I wasnt ready to give up.

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