LogFAQs > #976710729

I think dealing with people is the toughest part. Not studying or working out/doing manual labor.

I hate having to rely on other people to basically let me live. I feel like i have to tip toe around anyone because idk how they will react to my actions. This must be the long term effect of some childhood trauma.

I feel the Only solution for me is to try living off the grid but my chances are probably slim tbh. I didn't grow up learning how to hunt and make shelter. I will prob not last because my current body is not ideal to go live on a calorie deficient for months at a time. I'm on the verge of being emaciated despite access to many foods rn.