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Jen0125 posted...

I just learned this year that some people don't have an inner monologue. Imagine having no inner monologue and no ability to think in images???

I think in plans for the most part. What I'm going to do next and how. No inner dialog though. I don't even have a real identity, I just think about what I should say and how I should come off. Lol. If there is a real me, it's in the eye of the observer.

Sometimes when thinking I'll hear single words, like "sleep". These are more like my list of commands for myself to move around and do next.

But yeah, I'm basically one big empty scheme. Just endless manipulation of people around me. If someone asks anything about what I'm thinking I make something up and never give the same answer twice.

It's pretty hard to blend in. So exhausting pretending to be normal tbh. Is there a real you, or is it just me? If I find out the rest of you are only pretending to be normal too, I'm going to flip. That would mean we're all just wasting our time.